Chapter 5 I Won’t Miss You Anymore
"Maybe I just don't deserve love. Everyone who likes me has left me. I get married for profit."
Mu Nanyan stood alone at the entrance of the Civil Affairs Bureau, watching those young couples walk in arm in arm happily to get their marriage certificates, which made her feel even lonelier. She suddenly wanted to escape this place, but she didn't know where to go. Today was Friday, and she had to go to Dingsheng for an interview next Monday, which meant she had three days of free time. She walked to the bus stop, saw a bus, and got on it directly, not caring where it was going. She found an empty seat by the window and sat down, staring at the scenery outside. Before she knew it, she fell asleep.
When she woke up, she found that she had been on the bus for more than an hour, and the next stop was Longjing Cemetery, where her mother was buried.
Perhaps this is God's will. Mu Nanyan can take any bus to see her mother.
The bus arrived at the station, Mu Nanyan got off the bus, walked into the cemetery and came to Shen Yi's tombstone. Mu Nanyan looked at the beautiful face on the tombstone and couldn't control her tears.
"Mom, I'm here to see you. I missed you so much."
"Did you know? I got married today. He's Lu Yiran, the president of Dingsheng Group. Don't worry, I'll take good care of myself. I've been doing pretty well lately. I'm a senior now and preparing for an internship. I'll be at Dingsheng Group for an interview on Monday..."
Mu Nanyan chattered on and on about her recent situation, and then sat next to the tombstone for a long time before getting up and preparing to leave.
"Mom, I'm leaving now. I'll come to see you next time I have time."
After saying that, he bowed three times to the tombstone and then walked out of the cemetery.
This time, Mu Nanyan took a bus back to Jingda, the best university in Beijing. She had been admitted with an excellent college entrance exam score of 742, just one point lower than the city's top scorer. She subsequently topped her major every semester and participated in numerous school-sponsored design competitions, achieving excellent results. She was also a candidate for a national scholarship every year. However, the Mu family was completely unaware of this. Lin Wan and Mu Yunshu didn't care what school she attended, assuming she was attending an ordinary undergraduate program. Mu Feng, aside from regularly sending her money, didn't pay much attention to her studies.
It is July now. Students from other grades have already gone on vacation, and the seniors have started looking for jobs and internships. The school requires them to move out of the dormitory before next Monday. These few days are the final deadline, so there are basically no people in the school.
Mu Nanyan walked on the campus, looking at the place where she had lived for three years, her eyes were full of loneliness, because every place had memories of Mu Nanyan and Su Muyang. They studied together in the library, ate together in the cafeteria, and walked together in the playground. Su Muyang would accompany her to elective courses, and go to the movies on weekends. They had done everything that campus couples would do. Su Muyang had participated in all of Mu Nanyan's life since she entered college. They had been together for three whole years. Mu Nanyan even thought about getting married after graduation and forming their own happy little family. She thought Su Muyang would be the one to take her away from the darkness and become a ray of light in her life. Unfortunately, everything was just what she thought.
Last week, Su Muyang asked Mu Nanyan out for dinner. Mu Nanyan went happily, but she didn't expect Su Muyang to break up with her mercilessly.
"Yanyan, let's break up!"
When Mu Nanyan heard this, she was completely stunned. The blood in her body seemed to have solidified, making her unable to move. She took a long time to calm down before saying:
"Why?"
Mu Nanyan really couldn't understand why Su Muyang suddenly broke up with her, because before this, Su Muyang had always been very good to her. Su Muyang was a gentle man with a handsome appearance and elegant temperament. He was like a gentle gentleman, always giving people a gentle, calm and polite feeling. They had basically never quarreled since they were together.
"sorry."
Su Muyang didn't explain anything. After saying this, he turned around and left. The next second after Su Muyang turned his back to Mu Nanyan, tears flowed uncontrollably. He didn't look back and strode out of the restaurant.
Just like that, their three-year relationship came to an end. Mu Nanyan sat in the restaurant for the whole afternoon. She didn't know how to describe her feelings at the time. It was as if she had once again felt the feeling of someone close to her leaving, making her feel so heartbroken. When Mu Nanyan wanted to contact Su Muyang again that night, his phone was turned off. After that, there was no news from Su Muyang. It was as if he had suddenly disappeared from Mu Nanyan's life.
Tang Yutong accompanied Mu Nanyan throughout the whole week, and since then Mu Nanyan no longer believed in love.
Recalling the moments when the two of them were together, Mu Nanyan still felt heartbroken and shed tears. This week, Mu Nanyan seemed to have cried all the tears in her life dry.
"Fortunately, I'm leaving here today. After today, I don't want to cry because of you anymore, Su Muyang. I won't miss you anymore."
Mu Nanyan said as she walked towards the cafeteria. After a simple lunch in the cafeteria, she returned to the dormitory. The other beds had been vacated, but Mu Nanyan's things were the only ones that had not been moved out. She packed up all her things, throwing away what should be thrown away and keeping what should be kept. Finally, she took two suitcases and prepared to leave the school. At this moment, her phone rang. She took the phone out of her bag and saw that it was her father, Mu Feng, calling. There had been several missed calls before. Mu Nanyan was packing her things at that time and didn't hear it. She glanced at the time and it was already four o'clock in the afternoon. She knew the purpose of her father's call, so she picked up the phone and said:
"Hello, Dad."
"Yan'er, didn't I tell you that you and Mr. Chen agreed to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get your marriage certificate at three o'clock? Look at what time it is now? Mr. Chen has been waiting for you for an hour."
Mu Feng was extremely anxious. If he angered Young Master Chen, the cooperation would be ruined, so he spoke with a harsh tone. Mu Nanyan was very calm. After all, she had agreed yesterday only to get the household registration booklet and had never thought about marrying that Young Master Chen. Moreover, if the cooperation with the Mu family fell through, it fell through. What did it have to do with her, Mu Nanyan? In the end, the money earned was spent by the mistress and her daughter. What could she get? Why should she use her happiness to make wedding clothes for them?
"Dad, I forgot to tell you that I went to the Civil Affairs Bureau this morning and got my marriage certificate, but the person I'm with is not Mr. Chen. If you still want a marriage between our two families, then let your precious daughter Mu Yunshu go."
"What? Who did you marry? Who agreed to let you marry me? Didn't you promise to marry me and Mr. Chen?"
"You're such a good father to me. Do you think I don't know who that Young Master Chen is? He's played with women so hard that they've killed people. No one else wants to marry their daughter to him, but you're pushing your daughter into this fire pit just for the sake of cooperation. Is this the kind of father you are?"
Mu Nanyan couldn't help it after all, and she resorted to yelling at the end of her words, as if this could vent her grievances and all the unfair treatment she had received over the years.
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