Chapter 185 Arsenic wrapped in honey
"January 4th
Officially meet Little Sun.
But the little fool didn't recognize me.
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February 18
There are always many people around her.
A little jealous.
Also a little...envious.
Could she keep those men away from her?
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March 9
I heard she is in love.
How could she just casually fall in love? Didn't she know that the guy was known for playing with girls?
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April 4
She changed her boyfriend.
This male guest is not very good. He is not as tall as me and not as handsome as me.
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May 13
Finally broke up.
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June 1
Her new boyfriend is obviously two-timing, and she is the only one who is stupid. The whole world knows it, but she is the only one who is kept in the dark.
Very angry.
I can't beat her.
I heard that guy is used to smoking downstairs in Building 5, so I'll beat him up tonight to vent my anger."
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In the first half of Xiao Beisheng's diary, the girl nicknamed "Little Sun" occupied a large part of the book.
Suman was surprised.
I didn’t expect that Xiao Beisheng had such a love history and innocent side.
Su Man was both amused and confused by these records.
Isn't it too fast for this "little sun" to change boyfriends? Even faster than she changes new clothes!
Su Man became more and more amused as she read, and turned the pages with great interest:
July 5
I deliberately created an encounter with her and went to places she often went to, but she seemed to be avoiding me.
Why?
Did I do something to annoy her?
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July 26
When will you consider me?
Am I good enough? All the girls in school are chasing me, but she doesn't even glance at me, just reaches out and picks the worst one.
Does she have a bad eye for men?
Grass.
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August 20
She didn't recognize me or remember me.
Maybe she has forgotten me a long time ago.
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October 12
Bad woman.
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His record of "Little Sun" came to an abrupt end here.
There is a large gap in the middle date.
He didn't write in his diary for a long time.
I don’t know what happened in the meantime that caused such a big change in his mentality.
Su Man continued to flip through the pages. It was a year later when Xiao Beisheng wrote in his diary again.
Luo Yan's name began to appear in the diary.
And it's happening more and more frequently.
In the diary, "Little Sun", "She" and "Luo Yan" appeared alternately, making Su Man a little confused as to whether they were three different people or the same person.
The later the diary is written, the heavier the brushstrokes become.
Even through the thick years, Su Man could still feel the darkness in Xiao Beisheng's heart at that time:
September 18th, Sunny
Luo Yan was seriously injured.
The doctor said that her foundation had been hollowed out.
It was me who harmed her.
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9.20 Overcast
I was bored with the cases at the law firm, so Luo Yan said she would take me out for a walk.
I don't really like going out to relax when the problem isn't solved. But Luo Yan insisted, and I didn't want to spoil her fun.
While visiting the park, we met a couple with twins camping on the lawn.
Luo Yan seems to like children very much.
But the doctor said that due to her physical condition, she might not be able to have children in this lifetime.
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December 24
I dreamed of her last night.
In my dream, she was wearing a wedding dress and was at the beach. I held her hand and walked across the golden beach and handed her to another man.
She is getting married, but the groom is not me.
The dream was as depressing as ever.
Tomorrow is Christmas, and I don’t know how she is doing.
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The following year
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May 20
If Luo Yan wants a child in the future, I will try my best to give her one.
Even if it's another woman's child."
The words in this diary burned Suman's eyes.
Her hands shook and she almost lost her grip on the notebook.
What's the meaning?
Xiao Beisheng's later diaries are sinister, cruel, and cold-blooded, showing the kind of cold-bloodedness that would do anything to achieve his goals.
Su Man's thoughts were in a mess, and the countless ideas in her mind suddenly connected together.
Her marriage with Xiao Beisheng happened because Luo Yan rejected Xiao Beisheng, which gave Su Man the opportunity to take advantage of the situation.
Outsiders all thought that as long as Luo Yan turned back, Xiao Beisheng would kick Su Man out at any time.
However, Xiao Beisheng suddenly said that he wanted to have a child with Su Man.
Suman was also shocked.
He was clearly still thinking about Luo Yan, so why did he suddenly want to have a child with her?
turn out to be……
He just wanted to have a child through surrogacy.
He married a woman and had a child. When Luo Yan wanted to come back, he killed the mother and left the child to Luo Yan to raise.
For Luo Yan, he was able to take care of the Mu family for more than ten years.
Why couldn't he rush into the fire to save Su Man and coax Su Man into giving him a child for Luo Yan?
He used his own life to exchange for the life in Suman's belly——
It's even.
Su Man was frightened by her own thoughts.
The good things that happened with Xiao Beisheng these days were instantly overturned because of this diary.
His deep love became an illusion and a means of deception.
Su Man's fantasy of love also turned into a bubble.
"Su Man, where did you put my gray twill tie?" Xiao Beisheng's voice came from the living room. He was walking towards the cloakroom.
Su Man immediately put the things back into the iron box, fastened the buckle, and stuffed the box back into the depths of the closet.
The whole process was calm, quick and orderly.
Even though she had just experienced a devastating blow in her heart.
She stood up and pretended to find his tie for him.
Xiao Beisheng had already changed into a neat shirt with the collar standing up. He was adjusting his sleeves. "Did you find anything?"
Su Man glanced at him and said, "Do you really need that tie? You look more energetic in this suit with that blue tie today."
As he spoke, he took out a dark blue tie.
Xiao Beisheng nodded and praised: "You have good taste, I'll listen to you. I don't necessarily have to use that one, it's just that you bought it and I suddenly wanted to wear it."
Suman took the tie and went over to tie it for him, as usual.
"Are you going out?"
"Well, something happened suddenly at the company, so I have to go over there."
Su Man didn't say anything else. She was concentrating on tying her tie. Xiao Beisheng suddenly lifted her chin gently and asked, "Why do you look so worried?"
"Is there?"
"Are you going to start working in the dance troupe tomorrow, or are you nervous?" Xiao Beisheng asked.
Su Man will officially start working in the dance troupe tomorrow.
A while ago, she had successfully completed the onboarding process.
She even went to the dance troupe in advance to familiarize herself with the group, so she wasn't actually nervous.
But at the moment, Su Man just wanted to quickly evade the question, so she just went along with it and said, "Yes, a little."
"You said you weren't nervous before, but now you admit it." Xiao Beisheng said in a doting tone, "Don't be too stressed. It's just a job. You have to know that I'm your husband. Even if you don't have to work, you can still have a good life."
If Su Man hadn't just read the diary, when she saw Xiao Beisheng like this, she would probably think that he really cared about her.
Su Man forced a smile: "You go to the company, I'm fine."
Xiao Beisheng held the back of her neck with his palm, lowered his head and pecked her lips, "Let's go."
He was gentle as water to Suman.
Now, in Suman's view, it is arsenic covered with honey.
After watching Xiao Beisheng leave, Su Man called Qiao Shiyan.
She wanted to ask whether it was true that Luo Yan was infertile.
Qiao Shiyan answered the phone quickly, and he seemed a little surprised because Su Man took the initiative to contact him: "Teacher Su Man, how are you recently?"
"I'm fine, Mr. Qiao. I have something I want to ask you about what you told me before, Luo Yan..."
Qiao Shiyan interrupted her: "Let's meet and talk."
"Huh?" Su Man was a little surprised.
She just wanted to resolve the issue with just one phone call.
"Look, I think it would be easier to clarify what you're asking about if we talk about it in person."
Su Man hesitated for a moment, then said, "Yes, then when is it convenient for you? Let's arrange a time and place."
"Why not today? I can finish what I'm doing quickly, in about an hour. You can choose the location, I'm fine with either."
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