Chapter 493: Emotions Are Placed Elsewhere
"Of course I'm going to find my daughter!"
Bai Lan was excited, then his eyes dimmed.
"But after searching for so long and still not finding her, I feel bad and can't help but place my emotions elsewhere. I don't know if she's doing well, if she's well fed and warmly clothed, or if she's being bullied..."
Eleven: "Auspicious people are always blessed by heaven. We came to Haicheng this time with preparations, and we will definitely find her. That Luo Yan has ulterior motives. She deliberately created opportunities to approach you, and her motives are not pure."
Bai Lan sighed:
"How could I not see it? But when I see her, I always think of my daughter. I wonder if my own daughter will have the same unfortunate fate and experience as her."
The first time Luo Yan dealt with Bai Lan was in Lai Mansion.
At that time, Bai Lan's car broke down on the road and he couldn't contact anyone. Luo Yan "accidentally" passed by and extended a helping hand to help Bai Lan.
To express his gratitude, Bai Lan invited Luo Yan to a small party at his home.
Therefore, Luo Yan began to find various excuses to interact with Bai Lan.
However, after investigation, Bai Lan found out that the car broke down because Luo Yan had secretly tampered with it.
Bai Lan thought that Luo Yan was just like those people who approached her under certain pretexts, wanting to eavesdrop on secrets, or that she was a killer sent by other assassination organizations, so she secretly investigated Luo Yan.
After some investigation, it turned out that Luo Yan was just someone who wanted to cooperate in business with her.
During this period, Bai Lan found out Luo Yan's life experience.
Luo Yan was born and raised by the mistress. The mistress hid in the dark and wanted to wait for the child to grow up so that one day she could bring the child back to the Luo family and make a fortune.
The mistress was just a bar girl and had little education. After being dumped by Luo Yan's father, she had no ability to make money and finally went back to her old job.
The mistress brings different men home every now and then.
Luo Yan was sent away to go play at a classmate's house.
Later, when the adults in the classmate's family heard about Luo Yan's mother's occupation, they no longer allowed their children to associate with Luo Yan. Little Luo Yan could only go out to play on the street and sleep in the park by himself.
Sometimes, the mistress is taken away by the man for several days.
She left a few hundred yuan of living expenses for little Luo Yan, so that Luo Yan could take care of himself.
There are also times when the mistress fulfills her motherly responsibilities.
She was worried that Luo Yan would be left unattended, so she took Luo Yan with her when she went on stage.
Let Xiao Luoyan follow her to the bars and nightclubs where she works.
Luo Yan grew up watching the chaos and filth of the world.
Know about the affairs of men and women, know about the life in the gutter, know about the
She grew up in such an environment.
However, the hostess Xiao San died drunkenly late one night before she could take Luo Yan back to the Luo family to make a fortune.
She stayed with the man drinking until late at night, took a taxi home, and collapsed at the entrance of an alley a few dozen meters away from her home, falling asleep in the middle of the curb.
In the darkness of the night, a car sped past and ran over her, killing her instantly.
Luo Yan woke up the next day, half asleep, clutching the three yuan and fifty cents her mother had left her the night before, and was about to go out to buy breakfast for herself and her mother. She saw the alley entrance was full of people.
The alley behind his home was cordoned off by the police.
The neighbors gathered together and sighed:
"She's a barmaid, I know. She has a six-year-old girl. She doesn't have a father, and now she has no mother. She's so pitiful."
Luo Yan stood there, clutching the wrinkled RMB notes in her hand, looking at the white cloth covering the ground. She did not feel any sadness.
At six years old, she can already look directly into the darkness within herself:
On the one hand, she was sad that she had become an orphan with nowhere to go; on the other hand, she felt relieved that she was finally going to end this life in the gutter.
Bai Lan naturally didn't know about Luo Yan's inner monologue, but Luo Yan told her later.
Luo Yan also speculated that the person who ran over her mother that night was most likely sent by her father's original wife.
After the hostess' mother died, Luo Yan began her boarding life.
With no one to discipline her, her temper became increasingly wild.
She was influenced by the people in bars and nightclubs and learned to behave and talk like that, dealing with people like a little gangster.
She began to make friends with the "big brothers" in society and became friends with the tattooed guys.
She understood the ways of the world early on and gained enlightenment about matters between men and women at an early age.
She imitated those older sisters, dressing herself up, wearing revealing clothes, and showing off her body advantages;
Dyeing your hair in a bold color and behaving in a rebellious manner;
Tattooing bloody and terrifying tattoos on the body to show that you are unique;
She also likes to wear earrings and lip studs because this can scare away those who come to fight her.
The craziest time was when she had more than 200 holes drilled in her body.
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Bai Lan has also witnessed the suffering of the lower classes and the miserable lives of those social scoundrels—she herself has dealt with death row prisoners.
But when Bai Lan heard about Luo Yan's past, he felt sad.
It’s not that she is overly compassionate and sympathetic.
But it was because she thought of her daughter who had been lost for many years.
When she resolutely decided to leave her ex-husband, he angrily threatened Bai Lan: "If you dare to leave this house today, I will never let you see our daughter again in your life. As soon as you leave, I will send our daughter to the slums and let her fend for herself there!"
Because of the deep hatred he carried, Bai Lan finally left in tears.
From then on, an idea was rooted in her heart——
Her daughter may have been sent to a slum and grew up among the poor.
Over the years, she has traveled all over the place looking for her daughter, and her focus has been on impoverished areas, slums, urban villages, and even the countryside around Haicheng. Once she found a suitable target, she would go there in person to confirm it, but in the end she found nothing.
But because of this, she also saw many orphans.
Growing up wildly, fighting, and not studying well.
When seeing Luo Yan, Bai Lan couldn't help but see his daughter in Luo Yan.
Eleven: "But she always says that her mother died young, so she treats you as her own mother. According to her, does that mean that all the orphans in the world can be your children?"
Eleven is an orphan herself.
He has no father and no mother.
"Are you jealous?" Bai Lan chuckled. "I picked you up from the wild and raised you personally. You're like my own daughter to me. How could you be jealous of an outsider who showed up halfway?"
Eleven: "I'm afraid she will threaten your safety."
"It's okay. I've been walking on the edge of a knife these past few years, but a little kid like this can't cause any trouble here. I'm a little curious about Xiao Beisheng and that Su Man. Eh? What do you think about holding a dance party and inviting them all?"
Eleven pursed her lips and said nothing.
Bai Lan makes the decisions, and she usually doesn't offer any suggestions.
Bai Lan said to himself, "Xiao Beisheng and I dealt with each other before because of the Black Hawk incident. Inviting him is easy, but this Su Man... I need to think carefully about what reason to invite her."
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