Chapter 181: Song Xiao punishes himself in exchange for Su Tan's heartache
Su Tan never gave Song Xiao a look, nor did he stop, but just kept walking forward holding Sui Sui.
She walked so fast that even if Song Xiao tried his best to catch up with her, he couldn't.
He was out of breath and his ribs were aching from running, but because he didn't pay attention to his feet, he tripped over a stone and fell heavily to the ground.
The palms were scratched and bleeding.
Song Xiao was stunned for a moment, looking down at his hands, and suddenly felt a sour feeling in his nose. He bit his lower lip, and tears welled up in his eyes. He could no longer suppress the grievance in his heart and burst into tears.
"Mother!"
"Mother, I was wrong!"
"Mother, wait for me!"
"Mother!"
"Mother!"
Song Xiao shouted again and again.
His cries echoed throughout the entire intersection, startling the leaves from the trees and blowing them down.
Song Xiao felt sad in his heart and his voice became hoarse from crying. He called out "Mother" over and over again in a heart-wrenching voice.
But Su Tan never looked back.
He didn't even pause.
Song Xiao was confused.
He was shaking a little, afraid that everything in his dream would happen again.
Auntie...
Does A Niang really not want him anymore?
Song Tingchen helped Song Xiao up from the ground. Su Tan's steps were so fast that he could hardly see her back.
When Song Xiao turned her head and saw Song Tingchen, the tears that had stopped flowing could no longer be held back and fell one by one.
He threw himself into Song Tingchen's arms and burst into tears, "Dad!"
"Why is my mother ignoring me?"
"I...I kept calling her, but she never turned back."
He obviously knew he was wrong.
These days, whenever he sees Su Tan, he will run over to apologize to Su Tan.
But Su Tan treated him as if he didn't exist from the beginning to the end.
Why on earth?
Song Xiao's nose felt sore, and she nestled in Song Tingchen's arms, her voice a little muffled, "Mother would rather hug someone else than me."
It would be fine if he was holding Princess Zhaoyang Lu Suisui.
But……
Song Xiao's body trembled, and he closed his eyes tightly, his voice still trembling. The past scenes were like knives, slowly torturing him.
"But Dad, she would rather hold a dirty, bloody child than me yesterday."
In my impression, Su Tan is the one who loves cleanliness the most.
When her clothes get dirty, she always frowns and looks unhappy.
But……
But yesterday when she held the dirty little victim covered in blood, she didn't feel annoyed at all.
Even his eyes were filled with heartache for the child.
And I...
Song Xiao's voice became even sadder. "I just touched the corner of her clothes, and she frowned in disgust."
"When I saw her again, she had changed her clothes."
"I asked someone to inquire, and they said she sold the clothes."
The clothes sold can buy twelve pounds of bran.
Song Xiao couldn't describe how he felt at the time, he just felt very uncomfortable.
Just because she touched his clothes, Su Tan wanted to sell them.
"Dad, you say...if it were normal, would she have thrown this dress away?"
Song Tingchen had mixed emotions.
As a father, Song Xiao asked such a question with such sadness. Logically speaking, he should have deceived Song Xiao even if he had to lie.
But when the words came to his lips, Song Tingchen couldn't say them no matter what.
He sighed slightly, reached out and touched Song Xiao's head, and said cruelly: "Yes, under normal circumstances, she might have thrown this dress away."
"No, she didn't even throw the clothes away."
"She would choose to burn the clothes you touched."
This is Su Tan's personality. If he loves someone, he wants him to live; if he hates someone, he wants him to die.
When she felt sorry for Song Xiao, she was willing to do anything for Song Xiao.
She can give up her own merits.
You can give up your own cultivation.
She would do anything as long as Song Xiao could grow up safely.
But at the same time, as long as she has completely given up on Song Xiao, no matter what Song Xiao does, he will not be able to make her turn back.
even……
Even if Song Xiao died in front of Su Tan, Su Tan would not even look at Song Xiao.
Even though Song Xiao was the child born after Su Tan's ten months of pregnancy.
Is it cruel?
But that's just her nature.
Song Xiao couldn't hold it in any longer, and felt as if his heart was inexplicably broken into several pieces. He lowered his head, and his ten fingers slowly sank into his palms.
"Father, what if...what if I die, will my mother regret it?"
Song Xiao's tone was a little erratic, even to a certain extreme.
In the dream, after Changle died, Su Tan was heartbroken. He could kill him or his father.
That……
What if he died?
Such an absurd idea suddenly popped up in Song Xiao's mind.
He was thinking, if he also left Su Tan forever like Changle, would Su Tan also regret it and feel as heartbroken as he did when he lost Changle?
Song Tingchen's eyebrows twitched violently.
"Xiaoxiao, don't do anything stupid."
He frowned, a warning on his face, "You know your mother's character very well. Don't try to make her soften her heart by hurting yourself."
Doing this is not punishing Su Tan, it is clearly punishing Song Xiao himself.
Song Xiao lowered his head and said in a muffled voice, "I know, Dad, don't worry, I won't."
His voice sounded sad, but his eyes were flickering, even a little thoughtful.
He remembers...
He remembered that whenever he was sick, Su Tan would cry sadly.
So now... if he were sick now, Su Tan might not hug him and cry like before, but at least... but at least she would be gentler towards him and wouldn't ignore him like she does now, right?
Song Xiao made up his mind that when he got up at night, he would quietly stand outside, take off his clothes, and blow the cold wind for a long time.
The next day, he indeed had a high fever and caught a severe cold.
His lips were so dry that they were peeling, his voice was very hoarse, and he was dazed and crying, "Mother..."
"Mother..."
The accompanying imperial physician was helpless and sighed, then turned to look at Song Tingchen, "General Song, the young master..."
The cold may not be the most important thing.
The most important thing is that Song Xiao seems to have a heart disease.
And this heart disease needs to be treated with heart medicine.
Song Tingchen rubbed his eyebrows tiredly.
He didn't expect that Song Xiao would actually resort to hurting himself to stop Su Tan from feeling sorry for him.
He was angry and heartbroken at the same time.
Song Tingchen closed his eyes and could only order his servant to invite Su Tan over.
When the attendant arrived at Su Tan's tent, Su Tan was trying his best to save an unconscious little girl.
The little girl was pale and thin, breathing out more than breathing in, and looked very pitiful.
Su Tan could only use his spiritual power to protect the little girl's heart meridians to ensure that nothing would happen to her for the time being.
At this time, the people around Song Tingchen came.
The servant looked at Su Tan who was casting a spell, and saw that she cared so much about a stranger but ignored her own child. He couldn't help but feel unfair for Song Xiao.
"County Princess Jiayi!"
The attendant's voice became louder. "The young master has a severe cold and needs your attention."
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