Chapter 191: Song Xiao learns green tea
In the next few days, Song Xiao no longer tried to commit suicide or harassed Su Tan.
He seemed to have gradually learned his lesson and realized that he could not make Su Tan face him seriously by using these underhanded means.
But whether he has really learned his lesson or is just lying dormant, I'm afraid only he himself knows.
Song Xiao drank the bowl of porridge obediently. Nowadays, everyone is tightening their belts, and he is not used to eating this.
But he heard that the pampered Lu Zhiheng and Lu Suisui only had a steamed bun and a bowl of porridge to eat every day, so he couldn't make a fuss and ask for meat and sweet cakes.
First, he is still sick and cannot eat sweet things like candies and cakes.
Secondly, if he did this, others would probably think he was not as good as Lu Suisui.
After all, even Princess Lu Suisui, who was younger than him, hadn't complained about the bad food here, nor had she clamored for delicious food, so he couldn't do that.
But Song Xiao just felt that Sui Sui's move was just like Lu Zhiheng's, trying to win people's hearts.
Just like in the dream, he disliked Changle in every way. Now that he woke up, he disliked Suisui, who was somewhat similar to Changle.
Song Tingchen watched Song Xiao finish his meal obediently. In addition, he had been taking care of Song Xiao's psychological problems in the past few days, and they seemed to have improved a lot. He was no longer obsessed with getting Su Tan to pay attention to him.
Song Tingchen breathed a sigh of relief, stretched out his hand and touched Song Xiao's head, and unexpectedly said for the first time: "I'm sorry for putting you through this period of time. When you recover and return to Beijing, Dad will have someone buy you some sweets and cakes."
Song Xiao shook his head, remembering that every time he ate an extra piece of cake, Su Tan would frown and get unhappy. In the end, he refused and said, "No, Dad."
"I remember I told you before that I don't like eating candy anymore."
Whenever he mentioned sugar cakes, he would think of those unpleasant past events.
He was afraid that one day his mother would find out that he ate the sweet cakes, and then his mother would remember the time when he quarreled with her over the sweet cakes.
He sighed secretly, and a hint of resentment involuntarily appeared between his brows.
If I had known this earlier, I would not have eaten the candy cake handed to me by that bitch Liu Qingyin.
It was all Liu Qingyin's fault for using this thing, which caused a rift between him and Su Tan.
He couldn't help but say, "Father, I think plain porridge with side dishes is also good."
His mother used to like to eat these.
Song Tingchen didn't say anything, but just reached out and touched his head, his expression gentle, "Okay, no matter what you like to eat, just tell Dad when the time comes, and Dad will ask someone to buy it for you."
It doesn’t matter if you don’t like eating cake, it’s not good. If you eat it, your body will feel uncomfortable.
But Song Xiao really loves to eat.
If Song Xiao's mental state had not been very normal during this period, Song Tingchen would not have been willing to use such things to cheer the child up.
Song Xiao nodded, revealing an understanding expression, as if he was a very well-behaved and sensible child. "Dad, I was spoiled before. It's my fault for making you and Mom worry about me all the time."
"I have become much more sensible and obedient now. I'm sorry, Dad, for blaming me in the past."
Song Tingchen sighed.
"Father also has his shortcomings."
This was his first time being a father, and he didn't know how to educate his child. Sometimes he was too rigid in his attitude towards Song Xiao. The child was still young, and sometimes he would feel uncomfortable after listening to what he said.
Song Xiao shook his head. "Father is right. It was all my fault before. I made Father and Mother sad."
He lowered his head again, revealing a vulnerable expression. "That must be why my mother doesn't want to see me now. But father, I've figured it out."
"I will no longer try to make my mother regret and feel sad by hurting myself."
"You're right. The more I do this, the more my mother hates me."
He even smiled with relief when he said this, looking sensible and well-behaved. He even took out his valuable clothes and accessories and said, "Dad, please ask someone to sell these things of mine."
"If I sell these things, won't a lot of disaster victims have enough to eat? Maybe then my mother will see that I'm truly repentant, and maybe one day she'll truly forgive me."
As he said this, his expression was surprisingly sincere, without a trace of pretense.
Song Tingchen looked at it and felt a little uncomfortable.
Song Xiao was actually not so sensible before.
Now that he does this, he probably understands that he no longer has any place in his mother's heart and needs to do these things to please her.
Song Tingchen didn't know what to say for a moment.
Should Su Tan be blamed for making such a good child become so humble and cautious, so observant and good at pleasing others.
Or should he blame himself for trusting Liu Qingyin so easily that he gave Su Tan the opportunity to practice the ruthless way and turned her into such a cold and inhuman person.
Song Tingchen was silent for a long time, and in the end said nothing, but agreed to Song Xiao's request.
Song Xiao behaved well for several days and didn't do anything out of line again.
Even occasionally run over to help.
Although he, a nobleman who was used to a life of luxury, could not help much, but letting others see it would help them remember that he had this intention.
He would run into Su Tan several times.
He no longer rushed over to disturb her like before.
He just looked at Su Tan cautiously, aggrievedly and pitifully, and quickly withdrew his gaze, fearing that his mother would find out.
He couldn't communicate with the victims who were about his age.
Sometimes he would approach Sui Sui cautiously, lower his head, and look at the little girl in front of him with a pitiful expression.
Although Suisui is extremely talented in the mystical arts, she is still a child after all. It is inevitable that she would feel uncomfortable being looked at by Song Xiao with such eyes.
She asked uncomfortably, "Why are you staring at me like that?"
Song Xiao lowered his head hesitantly and apologized to Sui Sui: "No...nothing, it's just that you and my mother are really close."
"My mother seems to like you very much. I'm a little envious."
He raised his hand to wipe away his tears and said with a tearful tone, "Why can't my mother like me?"
"I know I did something wrong before, but I have tried very hard to make my mother like me."
Sui Sui pursed her lips and frowned, "I don't know why Fairy Sister doesn't like you, but Fairy Sister is a very good person. As long as you treat her well, she will treat you well."
"You see, the fairy sister actually doesn't know anyone here, but for them, she works herself to death and comes back to the tent very late every day."
Sui Sui didn't know why Su Tan didn't like her own child at all.
But Suisui understands many things that adults don’t understand.
That is to never meddle in other people's business.
So, when Song Xiao asked cautiously if she could help say a few words in front of Su Tan to change Su Tan's opinion of him, Sui Sui frowned and refused without thinking.
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