Chapter 375: Seeking Death
Lu Zhiheng: “…”
The corners of Lu Zhiheng's mouth twitched, and the sadness in his eyes dissipated a little, replaced by a bit of shock.
"I was too shallow to actually use the things of this world to trap you. Rather than becoming an emperor, experiencing tribulations and ascending to heaven is what you should do."
Su Tan's eyes fell on Lu Zhiheng and he smiled at him, "Since Your Highness can enlighten me, he will naturally understand what is best for Your Highness."
"Your Highness, now that you have made your choice, there is no need to regret it, nor to look back at all times."
Life is like playing chess. Once you make a move, don’t regret it and never look back.
The rain gradually stopped.
Lu Zhiheng looked into Su Tan's eyes, then slowly shifted his gaze away and hummed.
"I know everything."
"the same as you."
“Now that you’ve made your choice, don’t let those who have held you back in the past become stepping stones on the road you want to take.”
Su Tan raised her eyes to look at the green bamboo planted in the yard, a hint of green reflected in her eyes. She retracted her gaze and met Lu Zhiheng's eyes, "Yeah."
…
Not long after Su Tan came out of the Eastern Palace, he heard that the Eastern Palace had reported the death.
A few days later, the Crown Prince's funeral was held. Emperor Qinglong seemed very sad, but because he was the emperor, he forced himself to hold back his tears.
It seemed that someone sighed that Emperor Qinglong was deeply in love with Empress Yuan, and now that Empress Yuan's eldest son had passed away, Emperor Qinglong was so sad that he almost died with him.
When Su Tan heard the news, she felt only irony and a mixture of laughter and tears.
Emperor Qinglong wished that everyone in the world knew about this play.
While he was deceiving others, he often ended up deceiving himself as well.
I think Lu Zhiheng, seeing how hypocritical he is, will probably feel more hatred in his heart.
But these have nothing to do with Su Tan.
Now, Su Tan only has one thing in mind, which is to accumulate enough merits and ascend to the upper realm as soon as possible.
Perhaps only in this way can we better find all of Changle's remaining souls.
Song Tingchen seemed to have always wanted to see her during this period, but she always turned him away.
I heard that Song Tingchen knelt in front of the Su family for a long time and vomited blood several times.
Su Tan just had a blank expression on his face, still looking as if it had nothing to do with her.
In the past, she was full of hatred towards Song Tingchen.
She didn't understand how he dared to treat her like that when she had given everything.
She wished that the Song family would be destroyed and that Song Tingchen and Song Xiao would be killed once again, so that she could commemorate the blood and tears of her previous life.
To commemorate the deceased soul of Changle.
Later, I watched more and more, and met more and more heartless and disloyal men.
She discovered that Song Tingchen was not a heartless, cold-blooded and ungrateful person.
This is true for most men in the world.
Song Tingchen is just the same as them.
He is just an ordinary speck of dust among the countless people in the world.
It was only because she was full of love for Song Tingchen in the past that she felt that even an ordinary dust like him would be coated with a faint layer of gold.
Now when Su Tan looks back, he finds that it is not people like Song Tingchen who are radiant.
It was clearly the light in her eyes when she looked at Song Tingchen at that time.
After seeing this clearly, Su Tan didn't even bother to hate.
She just felt sick.
I feel disgusted that I was trapped by such a person.
As for Song Xiao, putting aside the fact that he came out of her belly, he is actually exactly the same as most ungrateful children in the world.
There was really no need for her to feel sad for the father and son of the Song family, and there was no need for her to project any hatred towards them.
It’s not that Su Tan suddenly became like a bodhisattva and was willing to forgive everyone who had hurt him.
She just felt tired.
I just feel that hating them both is really boring and unnecessary.
Not only does it waste her energy, but it also delays her from moving towards a better future.
Instead of hating Song Tingchen and his son, she might as well seize the time to practice hard.
This is better than wasting time on people who are not worth it.
The opposite of love is never hate.
It's contempt and indifference.
I feel that any longer spent with him would be a waste of time.
Su Tan stood up, sword in hand. It was already late at this moment, dusk was gradually falling, and there were few people wandering outside. Most people had chosen to go home.
Su Tan was afraid that the vengeful ghosts that had taken people's lives and peeled off their faces would happen again, so he simply walked outside for a while with his sword.
If only one more life could be saved.
Those are all great merits.
Who knew that when she reached the edge of the moat, she actually ran into a girl who was about to jump into the river.
Su Tan's eyes changed, and he swung the whip in his hand to pull the girl back from the water.
The girl fell to the ground suddenly, staring blankly at her hand which was injured by a stone.
He looked blankly at the whip around his waist.
She turned around blankly and saw Su Tan standing in the moonlight holding a whip, looking at her with a slightly frown.
The girl was stunned and her lips trembled slightly. It might be that the moonlight shining on Su Tan was too blurry. She always felt that she couldn't see Su Tan's face clearly. She opened her eyes with difficulty and stared at Su Tan blankly.
"Who are you?"
Su Tan sighed and told her his full name.
"Su Tan."
The girl seemed to have heard of his name. After hearing this, she opened her eyes wide in shock and murmured.
"It's actually Master Su."
"I never thought that someone as impetuous as me would actually have the chance to meet Master Su one day. This meeting before I die is actually a blessing from heaven."
Su Tan frowned.
When his eyes fell on the girl, he saw that her face was pale and her eyes were full of death. The most important thing was that there was not a trace of energy in the girl, as if she was about to be devoured by something in the next moment.
"Why are you seeking death for no reason?"
The girl gave a wry smile.
"It's not that I'm seeking death for no reason. It's that I can't live anymore. Only by dying can I feel relieved."
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