Chapter 410: Dream of Changle Again
Su Tan stretched out her hand, and the moonlight passed through her fingers, casting a faint white light on the ground.
She turned around and took another look at the Zhuang Mansion.
There was nothing much to say about the other people in the Zhuang Mansion, except for one thing: when Su Tan saw it, he also felt his eyes moist.
The mother and daughter, Madam Da and Zhuang Hui, perhaps never really asked each other what they were thinking in the past because of their different ideas.
There is always a lack of understanding of each other.
That's why, many times, we miss each other and misunderstand each other.
But there is a saying that goes, mother and daughter are natural allies.
That bond of kinship will bind the two of them together again.
From then on, the mountains were high and the rivers were long, the world was vast, and his lover would always keep his nose in his heart, and then they would each go to the highest point and meet at the top.
Su Tan couldn't help but think of Changle again.
She subconsciously tightened her grip on the sword.
"Changle, wait for Mother."
"Mother, I will see you again soon."
When she finds all of Changle's remaining souls, when she has accumulated enough merits and successfully ascends to heaven, she will make a wish to God.
If Changle could survive, she wouldn't have to be her daughter, but at least she could grow up safely and happily, live a carefree, healthy life.
Maybe it's because of an obsession in your heart, or maybe it's because whatever you think about before going to bed, you will dream about it at night.
Su Tan dreamed of Changle again that night.
Her face was half happy, half tearful. She rushed over as she did before and hugged her daughter in her arms, thinking that she would only be able to hold her in emptiness as before.
But this time she really hugged Changle.
Su Tan's expression showed a hint of excitement.
"Changle!"
Changle was held in her mother's arms, and she reached out and touched her mother's head, just like her mother had touched her head in the past.
"Mother."
"I missed you so much that I couldn't help but come to see you in my dream."
Changle curled her lips and said, "Mother, am I really useless?"
She had already agreed not to disturb A Niang anymore.
But she still missed her mother very much. Today, when she saw someone else's daughter hugging her mother, she couldn't help but want to hug her own mother.
"No!"
Su Tan's tears fell.
"Changle is not a loser. He is the best child in the world."
"It's my fault, mother."
"It was my mother who failed to protect you."
Su Tan couldn't help but shed tears. She hugged Changle tightly. Although she knew that all this was a dream, she still wanted this dream to last longer and longer.
At least this dream won’t end so soon.
At least let her take another look at Changle so that she can remember what Changle looks like now. She is afraid that if time passes too long, she will really not remember what Changle looks like.
Changle pursed his lips.
"Mother, you can't say that about yourself. You're not useless at all. You're the most powerful mother in the world. I've seen you save so many children around Changle's age."
"Mother, you saved them, and you actually saved me."
No one can say that A Niang is useless.
A Niang is the best and most powerful A Niang in the world, and the person she loves most in the world is A Niang.
But when Changle looked at her mother's current appearance, a flash of heartache appeared in her eyes.
"But mother, can you please let go of your obsession? Don't look for me anymore. Even if you find me, it will be meaningless."
"Because whether I am alive or dead, I will always be with my mother. The feelings between me and my mother don't need to rely on a body."
But she really couldn't bear to see her mother being so exhausted.
A Niang has a lot of things of her own to do.
Changle held Su Tan's hand tightly.
"Mother, I just hope you can be happy. As long as you are happy, I will be very happy."
"Mother, I hope you are free and don't let anything bind you."
Just like Su Tan shouldn't have been trapped by the identity of Song Tingchen's wife, nor should she have been trapped by the identity of Song Xiao's mother.
At this point, Su Tan should not be trapped by the identity of Changle's mother.
Changle's voice was soft, and her little hands were soft too, but when she held Su Tan's hand, the words she spoke were powerful, as if something was blown into Su Tan's heart.
A Niang should live for herself.
Instead of being trapped in her identity as a mother.
"Mother, I went to so many places to bring you back to life, not to turn you from Song Xiao's mother into Changle's mother."
"I want you to live a good life, not be restricted by anyone, and live a happy and peaceful life."
"I hope you can do what you want to do and I hope you will be happy all your life."
"Mother, I'm scared."
As Changle spoke, she felt a little aggrieved and started to cry.
"I'm afraid that if you keep giving everything for me, your obsession will be taken advantage of by others."
"I'm terrified of seeing you die in front of me again, Mother. Please promise me that you won't look for my remaining soul again, okay?"
It doesn't matter whether her soul can be found or not.
The important thing is that this matter must not become A Niang's obsession. A Niang must not jump out of one fire pit and then enter another fire pit. Even if this fire pit is herself, Changle will never allow it.
"Mother, I really like you very much, and I want to be your daughter forever. But if this is based on sacrificing your will and erasing your personality, then I want to strangle myself to death for having such a foolish dream."
She didn't want her mother to be trapped by anything.
She wants her mother to be well all her life.
Su Tan smiled and wiped the tears from Changle's face.
"Changle, mother knows that what you said is all for her own good. Mother also knows that you can't bear to leave her."
"But Changle, mother also wants to tell you something."
Su Tan's face was gentle, and he reached out to touch Changle's hair. "It is a very happy thing for A Niang to be able to find your remaining soul."
"You, my mother, want me to be safe and healthy for the rest of my life, and that's what I think too."
Just like Changle traveled through various worlds and finally returned here, just to allow her to survive.
It's like giving her a chance to start over.
She wanted to find Changle's remaining soul so that she could go to the Ninth Heaven in the future and give Changle a chance to be reborn as a human being.
"Aniang doesn't insist that you be her daughter, just like you don't insist that she be your mother."
"A Niang just hopes that her Chang Le can live a peaceful and healthy life. She can be free for the rest of her life and never be trapped by anything else."
She doesn't need Changle to be by her side all the time.
She also didn't need Changle to live in a time and space where she could see him.
If possible, she actually hopes that Changle can see higher, go further, and go to a place that is truly fair and will not really trap women.
It didn’t matter whether Su Tan still existed at that time or whether he could be remembered by people.
Just like Changle didn't care whether she could survive in this world in order to survive.
Su Tan loves Changle in the same way that Changle treats Su Tan.
Su Tan wiped away her tears.
But she didn't look extremely sad, instead she was smiling.
"Changle, everyone has obsessions, just like your obsession is with A Niang, and A Niang's obsession is also with you."
"Just don't worry, I will never let anyone take advantage of my obsession."
He said that letting others take advantage of his obsession and do something harmful to the world would be an insult to Changle.
Su Tan would never allow himself to do such a thing.
Changle lowered his brows and sighed heavily.
Why doesn't my mother listen to my advice?
She slowly took out a flute.
The flute is made of jade.
Look at how warm it is, and how it emits a faint luster.
It's also warm in your hand.
Changle put the flute into Su Tan's hand.
"Mother, I know you love me very much and I also know you miss me all the time. So I will give you this flute. In the future, whenever you miss me, you can play it, okay? If it works, it will prove that I hear your thoughts."
"At the same time, I'm also telling you that I miss you very much."
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