The second aunt quickly advised: "Mom, you are wronged. Big brother has not been back to Beijing for many years. It is a pity to leave these houses there. We are also thinking about big brother. What if his son has not been around for so many years and has no deep feelings for him and is an ungrateful person, wouldn't the houses be wasted in vain?"

It would be better to give it to Jiayin. Jiayin will definitely be filial to her elder brother in the future."

Grandma Fu frowned when she thought of Lu Guanshan and Yu Li. "When I saw that boy, I remembered how mean Xie Lingyi was! She said nice things and wanted to be the daughter-in-law of the Fu family, but her Xie family was so rich, but no one showed up at the wedding! I was laughed at for so many years! It's God's mercy that she died!"

Second Aunt didn't care whether Xie Lingyi's death was God's will or not, and whispered, "Mom, my eldest brother and Bai Hongmian are not on good terms now, so we just need to take care of Guanshan this time, and there will be no problem with the house.

By the way, let my eldest brother find a reliable partner for Jiayin, preferably a military officer. Jiayin is so filial, he will definitely treat us well in the future..."

Fu Jiayin is the darling of their family. She is a dancer and has been spoiled since she was a child.

Grandma Fu drank a lot of water, but still couldn't wash away the bitter taste in her mouth. She gritted her teeth and said, "It's strange that a child who has been abandoned for so many years can be brought up! The house must not be given to him. Compared with him, Jiayin has a better relationship with her uncle. But you don't want to offend them. Lu Guanshan is a battalion commander after all. After your eldest brother leaves in the future, Jiayin will still have to rely on him. Also, that dead girl from the countryside, could she really know medical skills? And is she the director of the hospital?"

The second aunt whispered, "We just arrived. I'll go ask around later."

While the two were hiding in the house to discuss, Chief Fu brought Lu Guanshan into the study.

"Why did you return the passbook from last time to me?"

Commander Fu smoked one cigarette after another.

Lu Guanshan looked calm: "There's no need to put it here."

Commander Fu raised his eyes and glanced at him, his heart aching slightly, but he still put out his cigarette.

He walked around the study twice with his hands behind his back, and finally couldn't help lighting another cigarette and taking a deep breath.

"You're blaming me."

Lu Guanshan did not deny it, but asked: "I am glad to find you, but after calming down, I always think of my mother, why did she get into trouble, and why did you marry Bai Hongmian?"

The cigarette in Chief Fu's hand trembled.

No one had ever asked him that question.

Sometimes he wondered to himself, if he met Ling Yi after his death one day, how would he answer her if she asked him this question?

It seems that no matter how you answer, you will end up at a loss.

It's his fault.

Commander Fu lowered his eyes, with some helplessness: "Maybe I should explain to you, but some things here are just excuses no matter how you explain them. I didn't do it well, I owe your mother.

For so many years, I suffered every day, but I never dreamed of you and your mother. Recently, I always dream about you. "

He dreamed that he returned to his youth. He went back to visit his family with great joy and found Lingyi waiting for him at home with little Guanshan.

But in the blink of an eye, both of them disappeared.

He was the only one left in the yard.

In the blink of an eye, the whole yard was covered with blood. On one side, there were the painful screams of comrades, and on the other side, Ling Yi was crying while holding her child.

It seems like whatever he does is wrong.

"Guanshan, you can hate me, I have no words to say, but please believe that your mother and I love you very much and hope you can live a good life. The regrets of the past cannot be made up, but I hope you will not follow my old path.

I can say that I have never been selfish at work in my life, but I want to transfer you to Beijing. You have enough practical experience, and you will be very outstanding even in Beijing. I believe my son will shine in any area.

In this way, you can take your wife to Beijing and settle down. Both your grandmother Lu and your real grandmother can take care of you. You can enjoy the happiness of family and work at the same time."

It is enough for one of them, father and son, to devote one's heart to the country.

Lu Guanshan smiled suddenly and said, "You arranged what you thought was happiness for me. Did you arrange it for my mother in the same way? Do you think my mother was happy at that time?"

Commander Fu felt a sharp pain in his chest.

He didn't dare to think back.

For so many years, he deliberately avoided those questions.

Yes, they were still young at that time and got married in a hurry, even without the consent of the Xie family. He returned to the army. The situation was special at that time and not as stable as it is now, so he could not bring Lingyi with him.

But Lingyi still secretly followed 깊 to be a military doctor.

Until...she became pregnant, and he forced her to go back to her hometown.

Later, his mother sent him a telegram to tell him that Lingyi was too young to know how to harm the child.

He was badly injured that time, and went home during a week of rest. He originally wanted to ask Lingyi how she was, but when she saw his injuries, she was speechless and only told him that everything was fine.

Later, he went to the battlefield again, and she became pregnant again. This time, he never had the chance to go back.

He received letters from home from time to time, and she always said that everything was fine, which made him feel at ease.

Later, she died in childbirth. When he came back, he didn't even see her body, but only saw her urn.

In great grief, the mother told him that she had taken great care of Lingyi and didn't know why this happened.

Even my mother was so heartbroken that she fell ill and couldn't get up.

Looking back now, I still feel that the pain of those years was unreal.

He didn't even dare to mention it, nor did he dare to ask.

Now when his son asked him about it, he could only say in a hoarse voice: "There is no conflict between your mother and your grandmother. Your grandmother treats her well. It is me who is sorry for your mother."

Hearing this, Lu Guanshan felt as if he was suffocating.

He didn't even dare to imagine how his mother managed to survive!

"I really want to know if my mother said anything or did anything about me when she was pregnant with me. I see many women make clothes for their children before they have children. Did my mother make clothes for me at that time?"

Commander Fu seemed to be stumped by the question. He then remembered that at that time, there seemed to be nothing in the house that Lingyi had made for the children!

Lu Guanshan didn't want to stay with him any longer, so he stood up and said, "I will arrange my work development myself, so please don't worry about me."

After saying that, he turned and left.

In the living room, Fu Jiayin was chattering around Yu Li.

"Sister-in-law, you are so pretty! You are so young and yet you can be the director of a hospital department. That's amazing! Can I go to the hospital to play with you tomorrow?"

"Sister-in-law, my sister doesn't like to talk. She has been acting a little weird since she broke her leg. She didn't mean to ignore you. I apologize on her behalf. I hope you won't be angry!"

"Sister-in-law, how did you and my brother know each other? Can you tell me about it? I really want to know your love story."

…

While Fu Jiayin was talking to Yu Li with a smile on her face, Fu Zhaodi had been sitting on the chair beside them with a haggard look on her face, not saying a word.

Yu Li felt strange standing by.

They are obviously sisters, but one looks like a spoiled eldest daughter, while the other looks like a rustic little nanny.

Suddenly, Fu Zhaodi asked, "Sister-in-law, do you know a company commander named Chu Zheng?"

Her voice is completely different from her gray and fuzzy appearance. It is cool and gentle, and very pleasant to listen to.

Yu Li thought for a moment: "Yes, he has been to my department for treatment. Is he your friend?"

Fu Zhaodi's expression was rarely better: "He... is my childhood sweetheart."

However, Fu Jiayin's smile faded.