After a loved one passes away, the most painful moment is that moment, and then every day thereafter, you will think of them from time to time.
That kind of complex and sour mood can only be digested by time.
With the baby in her belly and thanks to Lingyi's company, Youan regained some enthusiasm for life.
But Lu Guanshan was obviously much thinner.
Especially when he just came back from a business trip, Yu Li and Xie Lingyi were both shocked!
He was thinner, his chin was more prominent, and his eyes looked a little broken.
Xie Lingyi felt sorry for 놅놊行 and personally went to the kitchen to make soup for him to nourish his body.
Yu Li felt his pulse and found that Lu Guanshan had unprecedented physical problems.
At night, she hugged him and comforted and advised him.
"Mom will still count on us in the future, you can do it. Husband, I will always be with you, and I believe that the fate between relatives will always meet again."
Lu Guanshan held her in his arms, his thumb sliding gently across her delicate cheek.
A gentle kiss fell on her brow.
In front of other people, he always looks like a towering figure.
But at this time, his voice was muffled: "These days, I have indeed fallen into a certain mood. The flood caused many people tragedy, and more than 20 of our comrades died while saving people. I almost came back that day.
At that time, I was thinking, if I come back, how will my life be different from my father's? I will also let you and Chao Chao Mu Mu down. "
Therefore, he tried his best and finally saved his life.
Yu Li knew that Lu Guanshan's trip was not easy, but she didn't expect that he would almost lose his life!
She was so anxious that she immediately sat up from the bed and looked at him worriedly: "If you say so, I always firmly believe that people who love each other will be together. No matter where you go, you will definitely come back."
Lu Guanshan smiled and hugged her: "I will try my best to fulfill my promise to you.
But if one day, I come back, I hope you are sad, or you can be sad, but only for a while and then it will be over, okay?
I hope you can continue to live well. I, Ali, am a very good person and will meet more good people. "
Although they try their best to avoid bringing up such sad topics, they cannot admit the fact that this profession is extremely dangerous.
He couldn't have both his family and his country.
Yu Li's breathing quickened when she thought of this, and she leaned over and kissed him on the lips.
Impatient and fierce!
It's rare for her to lose her temper in bed.
Lu Guanshan was also caught off guard and just let her do whatever she wanted.
She even bit him.
The woman said word by word in his ear with a wronged voice: "Lu Guanshan, I know your job is very dangerous, but you also know that I have died once. I am satisfied to be able to marry you in this life!
If...anything happens to any of us in the future, I'm sure I'll be sad every day."
She is the kind of person who does useless things.
Yu Li's watery eyes were filled with determination: "I will go to heaven and earth to find you again!"
As she said this, her chest was filled with love, almost bursting out.
Lu Guanshan couldn't help but grab her hands, turned over and kissed her.
"Ali, let's make a deal. We'll find each other no matter what!"
True love never lets go.
*
Xie Lingyi has recently discovered that Mr. Huo is becoming more and more attentive.
She finally decided to have a serious talk with him.
After the operation, Mr. Huo's physical condition has indeed recovered a lot.
The two agreed to meet at a cafe, and he brought her a bouquet of flowers.
Pure lilies, paired with a bouquet of roses.
He is handsome and gentle, with a gentle smile, and he looks like a very good person.
"Lingyi, these flowers are for you. I hope you will be happy every day."
Xie Lingyi took the flowers and said softly, "Thank you."
She looked at the flower quietly, and her whole body was very peaceful, but she remembered that Lao Fu once hugged her before the battlefield and said that when there was peace in the future, he would give her flowers every day when he came home from get off work.
"I wonder what you may have misunderstood me about. At my age, I don't have any intention of finding a spouse. I just think we can get along well and are compatible as friends. If you have misunderstood me, I will keep my distance from you in the future."
Mr. Huo immediately said, "No, I didn't misunderstand anything. I know you are a person who loves life and cherishes life very much. I also admire you very much as a friend. Life is not just marriage, but also friendship. As friends, we can also become comrades-in-arms on the road of life."
He ordered a latte for Xie Lingyi.
The one she was wearing was a black and blue suit that Xie Lingyi really admired.
Xie Lingyi looked at him, and the more she looked, the more anxious she felt.
Mr. Huo also looked at her anxiously.
"Lingyi, do you like to eat fresh casserole? Can we go eat fresh casserole together?"
Xie Lingyi placed his hands under the table and clenched them slightly.
My thoughts were in a mess, but then they slowly calmed down.
A terrible idea came to my mind.
She murmured, "Old Huo, have you ever met him?"
Mr. Huo was startled: "Who?"
Xie Lingyi curled the corner of his mouth slightly: "No one. I have something to do today, let's make an appointment next time."
She walked out of the café very quickly, but when she reached a street and saw people coming and going, she felt dizzy and didn't know where to go.
In fact, there are many places she can go. Qiao Shu is always welcome to go, her son's house, her daughter's house, and even Chen Ailan's house.
But the desire to break out of the ground in her heart made her extremely uncomfortable.
She looked at the extremely clear shadows of the trees and the vehicles in the distance. They were so, so clear.
It was so clear that she couldn't believe it even after experiencing it herself.
Why is it so clear?
Tears gradually blurred my eyes.
When she came over, she found herself in a car.
The car sped along the road, reckless like a warrior.
All the way to Daihe Nursing Home.
No one had made a reservation in advance, so she went in.
Xie Lingyi reported Chief Fu's name.
The gatekeeper was surprised: "Chief Fu's relatives? His ashes are temporarily placed in his original residence. Are you going to pay your respects?"
The sun was shining brightly, so bright that Xie Lingyi almost opened her eyes.
Her throat was hoarse and she could hardly hear what she said.
"I'm his sister from his hometown. I want to go and pay my respects to him. Can you please tell the leader for me?"
The guard received a phone call and soon, the grandson arrived.
Xiao Sun is the new person assigned here to take care of Chief Fu, and has never met Xie Lingyi.
"You are... Commander Fu's sister?"
Xie Lingyi was dizzy: "Yes, can I go and see his ashes?"
The young grandson has been feeling very upset these days: "Okay, I'll take you to see it!"
Xie Lingyi followed him all the way, and when she entered the yard, she couldn't help but look around.
It always feels like this is all a lie.
On the table in the main hall was a portrait of Chief Fu, with offerings in front of it.
Xie Lingyi suddenly asked: "Do his children know about his donation for surgery?"
The young grandson was stunned and looked at her with complicated eyes: "How... do you know? Even the chief's children know."
Xie Lingyi's body went limp, and her grandson quickly grabbed hold of her arm.
Her voice was trembling: "So did he tell his family about the surgery, eyes, and kidneys..."
When this was mentioned, my grandson also cried.
"The chief said that it's enough for us to know these things ourselves,"