Chapter 35 Chapter 35 Going to the Doctor
The wet, hot kiss was too real, so real that it frightened her. She struggled hard, but it was no use. He held her too tightly, almost embedding her in his arms.
Although she was clearly in a dream, she felt a distinct sense of suffocation and oppression. When she was almost breathless from the kiss, the other party finally let go a little.
Ji Hanxi's chest was heaving violently and her breathing was unstable. She seized the opportunity, pushed hard, turned around and ran.
Just when she thought she had gotten rid of him completely, he stretched out his arms and pulled her back into his embrace. His soft hair brushed against her cheek, and he kissed her urgently and fiercely.
…
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!”
Ji Hanxi was frightened awake, and her heart was beating wildly after she woke up.
What's going on? Why am I dreaming about him again? And the dream is so real, so real that it feels like it's happening in real life.
This dream was completely different from anything I'd ever had before. This was clearly abnormal... No, I had to see a psychiatrist. If this continued, she'd be frightened to death, or even pissed off to death.
She now felt that, except for Vivienne, it didn't matter what kind of dream she had, no matter who was the man or woman. As long as that person was not Vivienne, nothing else mattered.
Her previous appointment with the psychologist was on Friday afternoon, and today was only Tuesday, so she really couldn't wait.
When Jing Yao later sent her a message asking her to go out and play, she couldn't help but ask:
"baby"
"Do you know any good psychiatrists?"
"It would be best if you have time today."
"Are you free today?"
"It's too sudden."
"Famous doctors require advance appointments."
Jing Yao replied like this, but after a moment, she replied:
"etc"
"There is indeed one"
"I'll take you to him."
The psychologist Jingyao took Ji Hanxi to see was quite unique. His private studio was located in a residential area. Upon entering and seeing the interior, it wasn't as cold and professional as a traditional studio. Instead, it felt like home, warm and relaxing.
The counselor had a fair complexion and looked extremely young, as if he had just graduated from college.
When he saw the two of them and heard their purpose, he smiled and said, "Miss Ji, please come to the study. Miss Jingyao will wait in the living room. There are snacks and tea there. Please feel free to enjoy them."
Ji Hanxi followed him into the study. He smiled and pointed to the chair next to him, indicating that she should sit there.
"Tell me, Miss Ji, what's been bothering you lately?"
Ji Hanxi explained to him the nightmares he had been having in the past few days. After listening, he crossed his hands, lightly supported his chin, and looked thoughtful like a detective in a TV drama.
"Doctor Qiao, is my condition normal?" Seeing that the other party did not answer for a long time, she couldn't help but ask.
"Miss Ji's condition reminds me of a Russian patient I had before..." He murmured softly, lost in memory. "Three years ago, flight MU2076 crashed in Moscow. My patient came to me for consultation after the incident. She said she had originally purchased a ticket for this flight, but before boarding, she had nightmares about this flight for several days in a row. She vaguely felt it was a hint, so she decided to change to another flight. A few days after the change, she was watching TV and saw the crash of MU2076. The crash scene was extremely similar to the one in her dream."
"Doctor Qiao, is there any connection between your patient's condition and mine?"
"Apparently, the dreams you all have are of the same kind, called 'precognitive dreams'."
"'Precognitive dream'..." Ji Hanxi murmured again.
Precognition, precognition, does it mean that this dream foresaw the future? If the future is really as predicted in the dream, then she will really go crazy.
The counselor seemed to notice her uneasiness and soothed her gently, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. 'Precognitive dreams' aren't that strange. They're actually predictions of the future for highly sensitive people. It could be that your body senses something's amiss and subconsciously initiates a self-protective behavior, a warning. Some people's intuition is much more sensitive and accurate than the average person's. Your body might react before you even notice anything."
"…like Peter Parker's spider-sense?"
"Right, right, right...but in real life, no one can reach the level of a superhero. And even if many people have a 'precognitive dream', they will almost forget it after waking up. It's rare to remember it as clearly as you do."
"Apart from 'precognitive dreams', are there any other possibilities?" 'Precognitive dreams' are too metaphysical, and currently have no scientific basis at all.
"Another possibility is that you came into contact with both of them at the same time during the day and were deeply impressed by both of them, so it was easy for you to confuse the two in your dreams."
"Hmm..." Ji Hanxi thought about it seriously.
In her first dream, she was wearing a pink and white maid outfit, she took a picture and sent it to Crush, and she met Vivienne and talked to him for a while.
The second time I had a dream, I took some photos of my daily life for Crush, and saw a photo of Vivienne before going to sleep.
The third time I dreamed, I was chatting with Crush and learned that Vivienne gave me some second-hand luxury goods.
She suddenly felt that both situations Dr. Qiao mentioned were possible, but neither had any basis, and she was skeptical for a moment.
When leaving the studio, Ji Hanxi asked Jing Yao: "Is this psychologist reliable?"
"I don't know."
"you do not know?"
"Yes, because all the famous ones are already booked, and he's the only one who's not interested. Don't you happen to need someone who's available today? He's free, so I'll bring you over to see him."
“…” Ji Hanxi’s skeptical heart was instantly shaken.
Ji Hanxi's previous appointment with the psychologist was not canceled, so she went to consult him at the appointed time. However, the doctor's words were even more mysterious and confusing. Not only did Ji Hanxi's problem not get solved, but she also had to pay a large sum of money for the consultation.
Ji Hanxi returned home in a depressed mood and happened to see the express delivery sent to him by Sister Yaxin in the community.
She brought home more than a dozen items, all of which she had. Before unpacking them, she whispered a prayer: although she knew they were secondhand, she hoped they weren't too bad.
However, after unpacking the items, she was very surprised and even suspected that they had been sent to the wrong place.
These weren't secondhand goods at all, but brand new, beautiful luxury items. There was even a dress that was the latest fall/winter model. She had happened to see it at a fashion show a few days ago and loved it the moment she saw it, so it left a lasting impression.
She heard that there were special reservation channels for the styles of clothes in this show. Although she liked them, she felt that it was basically impossible for her to get them, so she only sighed for a moment and put it out of her mind.
Unexpectedly, Vivienne actually gave it to her...
She stared at the luxury bags, clothes and jewelry scattered all over the floor, and suddenly felt that she was judging others by her own standards.
Maybe Vivienne wasn't as bad as she thought, but she just hated him, so she assumed the worst of all his actions.
I picked up the clothes and compared them to myself, and suddenly discovered something amazing: the sizes of these clothes were exactly the same as mine.
Is it a coincidence? Or is it human arrangement?
She and Vivienne had different body shapes, so whether it was clothes or shoes, they were different sizes. What suited her, inevitably wouldn't suit him. In other words, from the very beginning, these new clothes and shoes were not bought for himself, but for her...
What on earth is he trying to do? This is weird!
Ji Hanxi felt confused, not knowing whether it was due to the influence of the previous dream or the guilt she felt for misinterpreting the other person's kindness.
She picked up her phone and wanted to send a message to Vivienne, asking what he meant. But she kept writing and deleting, and in the end she didn't send the message.
But I couldn't help but confide in Crush:
"How strange."
"The person I hate"
"It's getting weird."
"What's wrong?" asked the other side.
Ji Hanxi told the truth about Vivienne giving him new clothes, and said with some guilt:
"I just finished telling you about his bad words a few days ago."
"I received these things from him today."
"This makes me look so bad and despicable."
"It doesn't matter"
“He won’t blame you.”
"well……"
"So annoying"
The other side gently comforted a few words, and then asked:
"Do you like your new clothes?"
"like!"
“I’ve seen this dress before.”
"I really like it."
“But I can’t buy it.”
“And by coincidence, he just gave it to me.”
"What a coincidence!"
"How could this be such a coincidence?"
Ji Hanxi felt happy when talking about this dress and couldn't stop talking.
“Maybe he saw this dress for the first time.”
"I think it suits you very well."
Crush replied gently.
"Let's not talk about him."
"I'm going to take a shower."
"We'll call later."
"good"
Ji Hanxi put away these luxury items and ran to the bathroom to quickly wash her hair and take a shower.
When she lay down on the bed, she began to look forward to Crush's call. She hadn't waited long when a text message came from the other side:
"Are you ready?"
"alright"
After she finished replying, the other end of the line called. She answered, and there was a faint voice on the other end, like a conversation, but accompanied by appropriate music. It was obviously coming from the TV, and the French on the other end made her feel strangely comforted.
"Are you watching TV?"
"Um"
"It's not pretty."
"Let's chat for a while then."
"good"
"What do you want to talk about?"
"I've always been curious about what makes boys act like that? Do they act like that when they see all the pretty girls? Or do they act like that only when they see the ones they like?" She asked the question in a low voice.
"What?"
There was a pause on the other end before this question was sent.
"It's just... um..."
Ji Hanxi didn't know what to say and her face turned red. How could she use an elegant word to describe this?
"Was I like that last time?"
Before she could be embarrassed for too long, the other party sent another message.
"right."
"Others don't know"
“I only do that to people I like.”
"If you say that to everyone."
"Let me die"
Ji Hanxi stared at his reply in amazement. While the words were a bit extreme, his attitude was clear. And...was that a confession? Did he mean he liked her? Should she just ask directly? But asking too explicitly would seem to lose that undercurrent of ambiguity.
Forget it, I won’t ask. She just likes this feeling of ambiguity and pulling. It’s very exciting, fresh and heart-warming.
"That sound from last time."
"Do you want to hear more?"
“Hmm…”
Should she say she wants to or not?
All her previous knowledge about sex came from erotic novels. This was her first real contact with a man, and it was a crush that moved her heart, so she was naturally full of curiosity.
"It seems you don't really want to."
"You didn't even reply..."
The other party suddenly sent such pitiful words.
"I didn't say I didn't want to."
"That's what I want."
"Wait a moment"
"I'm going to find a bell."
"Bell?"
What are you looking for a bell for? Where is it hung?
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