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Chen Hanshi didn't answer his calls, so Shen Wangjing had to rush home to see if he had come back. But when he got home, there was no one there. Shen Wangjing blamed himself for letting Chen Hanshi go home on his own.
Shen Wangjing immediately called someone to find out the whereabouts of Shen Hanshi. He was afraid that something might happen to Shen Hanshi, so he kept urging the people below him to do the work. As soon as he checked the surveillance footage, Shen Hanshi came back.
Shen Wangjing looked at Shen Hanshi, who was drunk. The worry he had been waiting for for a long time turned into anger. There was an overwhelming coldness in his eyes, and his face was gloomy and terrifying. "You went to drink..."
Facing Shen Wangjing's anger, Shen Hanshi felt unfamiliar. It was obviously he who had found an outsider, so why was he questioning himself in return? Was he even deprived of the right to be angry and sad? In the past, Shen Wangjing would never yell at him.
Chen Hanshi felt that all his pain was so childish and ridiculous. Everything was just his own fault. Chen Wangjing didn't care whether he was sad or not.
He raised his head and stared stubbornly at the angry Shen Wangjing, "Dad, I'm asking you one last time, do you really want to be with her? Between her and me, you can only choose one. If you choose her, you will still be my father, but only in terms of blood. I will completely move out of this house and will never have anything to do with you again."
Shen Wangjing's face darkened when he heard this. "What are you making a fuss about? Can we live like this forever? Being with her is the best choice for both you and me. No matter what, don't even think about moving out of this house."
Chen Hanshi felt like he had made everything clear, so why did Chen Wangjing always ignore his words on this matter? Was he forcing him to witness his and Yang Xin's love in this home that was originally theirs, to see them rubbing shoulders every morning? Why was Chen Wangjing so unwilling to believe in their possible future? Conventional views meant nothing to a family like theirs! Who dared to question or mock them in person?
Chen Hanshi said resolutely, "Chen Wangjing, what are you afraid of? Is my life more important, or your so-called obstacles? What if I threaten you with death? What will you do?"
After saying this, a ruthless look flashed in Chen Hanshi's eyes. He picked up the fruit knife on the coffee table and stabbed himself directly.
Shen Wangjing's pupils trembled, and he rushed to Shen Hanshi, grabbed Shen Hanshi's wrist holding the knife, snatched the knife from Shen Hanshi's hand, and threw it to the ground.
Shen Hanshi remained indifferent to Shen Wangjing's series of actions. He looked directly into Shen Wangjing's eyes.
Shen Wangjing was first frightened, then in disbelief. He had not expected that his child would have such deep feelings for him that he would threaten to commit suicide, but Shen Wangjing was more furious.
His fingers tightly grasped Chen Hanshi's shoulders, and he frowned as he said word by word, "Chen Hanshi, you are not a child anymore. Don't be so willful. If you don't like Yang Xin, I won't marry her, but there is absolutely no possibility for us to be together."
Of course, Shen Hanshi would not really die. He just wanted to see how Shen Wangjing would react by threatening his own life. But he did not expect Shen Wangjing to tell him so decisively that there was no possibility for them to be together in this lifetime.
"Okay, I understand." Chen Hanshi had always been a bit of a love hygienic. If he considered someone a good friend, and that person was better with someone else, Chen Hanshi would intentionally distance himself from that person, eventually returning to being strangers.
Chen Hanshi hated people who said they liked someone but could put that affection aside for any reason, whether it was family, friendship, or love. Since others might give up on him for some self-deprecating reason, why bother clinging to him? He might as well be the heartless one.
The same goes for his feelings towards Shen Wangjing. If Shen Wangjing chose someone else, he would only feel disgusted and nauseous about the feelings Shen Wangjing showed.
Chen Hanshi would never allow himself to be a slut. Although withdrawing from a long-term relationship would be painful, like scraping a piece of flesh from one's intact body, not only would it hurt the heart, but it would also leave a deep scar on the body, and one didn't even know how long it would take for this scar to heal, but Chen Hanshi would still resolutely remove this piece of rotten flesh that was beginning to stink.
Chen Hanshi gritted his teeth and said coldly, "Okay, Dad, remember what you said today. There is absolutely no possibility between us. You can only be and will only be my father. From now on, I will not have any delusions."
Shen Wangjing didn't expect that Shen Hanshi would be even more resolute than him. He felt that he had begun to be isolated from his world by Shen Hanshi, but he knew that he could not regret it.
Shen Hanshi felt that he had nothing more to say, so he moved aside to avoid Shen Wangjing and returned to his room.
Shen Wangjing watched Shen Hanshi walk away, and his disguised coldness could no longer hold up. He fell straight onto the sofa, lowered his head, and his face, which was full of vigor and vitality in the mall, became struggling and tangled. He sat in the living room as if his soul had suddenly been taken away.
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