115 The Horse Was Exposed (Actually, It Was Exposed Long Ago)
◎A secret pleasure.◎
Wei Che couldn't explain how he felt when he heard this.
Logically speaking, he had heard this from Xu Qinghe and Fu Zongying more than once before, but at that time he was immersed in the worry that she might find out about his identity, so when he heard her speak frankly about Xie Qi in front of him, he only felt relieved.
But now, after doing all those intimate things between husband and wife, she mentioned this matter so casually, which made him feel a little pain in his heart and full of guilt.
"I told you I've completely let it go. Now and in the future, you're the only one in my heart. Aren't you happy?"
The girl in front of him blinked her watery eyes and asked him in a soft voice.
So innocent.
Wei Che snapped back to his senses and quickly put on a happy smile: "How could that be? I'm happy, of course I'm happy, but I was just too surprised just now and couldn't react for a moment."
Xu Qinghe also looked at him with a smile, pretending not to notice the suppressed reluctance in his eyes.
Because there was a floor heating in the dormitory during the winter, and because of their actions just now, they were already sweating profusely. However, Wei Che was afraid that they would catch a cold, so he still wrapped them in the quilt.
Xu Qinghe stretched out a white arm from under the quilt. There were several fingerprints on it, which were left when he pulled it to avoid hitting the headboard.
She placed her slender fingertips on Wei Che's brow bone, stroked his long eyebrows inch by inch, and then slowly moved down to stroke his thin eyelids.
"Actually... I don't think I've ever told you this before, but when I first met you, I felt you bore some resemblance to Xie Qisheng. Not in your bearing, but in your features."
She spoke of the past in such a slow and calm tone, with even a faint smile in her eyes.
But Wei Che felt extremely bitter in his heart, and his throat felt like it was blocked by a ball of cotton soaked in water, making even the slightest movement of his Adam's apple difficult.
"I'm talking to you, why don't you answer me?"
Xu Qinghe pinched his cheek, feeling happy about his appearance, but not happy enough.
It's just a momentary guilt, it's not enough.
Wei Che didn't know what she was thinking. He just held her fingertips and kissed them, then gave an ugly smile: "Yeah, I understand."
Xu Qinghe seemed to have opened up her mouth for a rare time and talked to him about the past incessantly.
"Do you remember? I actually mistook you for Xie Qi many times. At first I didn't think much of it, but later... I felt a little guilty. Fortunately, now, I will never mistake you for someone else again."
"You are just Wei Che, one of a kind. Even Xie Qi cannot replace you."
When he felt the soft touch on his lips, Wei Che was still lost in thought over her confession.
After so many times of intimacy, the girl is no longer as awkward as before, and she is now very skilled.
She would hold his lips and suck and nibble them, and she would also stick her soft tongue tip into his mouth, trying to find him and entangle with him.
"Let go and let me in."
But he was lost in thought, with his teeth tightly clenched. She tried several times but couldn't get in, so she gave up and started scolding him.
Wei Che lowered his eyes and saw her swollen lips. His eyes dimmed, but he finally took the initiative to move forward.
As Xu Qinghe wished, the two of them soon rolled together again.
But this time it was a different style. Wei Che hugged her from behind, and they both lay side by side together. The shaking of the bed was not as violent as before, but it still aroused unbearable gasps.
"What's wrong with you? I said I let go of Xie Qi, but why are you unhappy?"
Xu Qinghe climbed onto his arm, her round nails deliberately digging into the firm flesh of his arm.
Wei Che seemed not to feel any pain and let her pinch him.
"I'm not unhappy. I'm very happy."
He pressed hard and breathed lightly, but there was no joy on his face, instead it looked very heavy.
But because of the posture, the girl in his arms knew nothing about this, so he was even more unbridled in letting his eyes be filled with sorrow.
Xu Qinghe raised her head and wanted to come over to kiss him, so he used one hand to cover her eyes and kissed her passionately.
He held her legs and asked with an unsteady breath, "Are your knees still hurting lately?"
"It's already healed." Xu Qinghe shook her head. At this moment, she looked like a delicate flower wet by the rain.
Her hair was wet with sweat, her cheeks were slightly red, and there were drops of water hanging on her thick eyelashes. She looked extremely delicate.
Wei Che hummed softly and changed his position with her.
"If your knee hurts, tell me."
While adjusting his posture, Wei Che was still concerned about her knees. He waved his long arm and pulled two more pillows to place under her knees.
Xu Qinghe lowered her head and saw his cold white arm lying across her body.
Soon, his big hand moved slightly and covered her mouth tightly again.
It cannot be contained at all, and it will leak out from between your fingers no matter what.
"Today... I went out... to watch a play..."
"What play?"
"I don't remember... I only remember a soldier in the play. During a battle between two armies... he disobeyed orders out of greed for merit. He didn't cause any damage to the army... but was severely punished by the general... It was really... so... so unfair..."
The person behind him chuckled softly. "On the battlefield, military orders are as heavy as a mountain. If everyone disobeys them at will, how can the commander lead the troops into battle? If everyone follows their own whims and acts recklessly, wouldn't the entire army have long since become a pile of loose sand..."
Military orders are as heavy as a mountain. This is what Xie Qi, a major general who grew up in a military camp, would say.
Even though he had almost confirmed that the person in front of him was his former lover who had been separated from him by life and death, Xu Qinghe still couldn't hide his grief and anger when he was completely confirmed.
Her sadness and longing for the past five years, and her struggle and guilt this year, all seemed as ridiculous as a joke.
Years of grievances accumulated in her heart, and hot tears rolled back and forth in her eyes. Finally, she could not hold it back any longer and burst out, just falling on the back of Wei Che's hand, which was still moving flexibly.
He was startled and quickly pulled away, holding the person in his arms face to face to comfort him.
"I was wrong. I won't do this again. It's my fault."
It was all his fault. He had to be greedy for the momentary pleasure and ended up making her suffer.
"Of course it's your fault."
Xu Qinghe opened his mouth and bit his shoulder without a trace of mercy, and soon tasted a hint of blood in his mouth.
Even so, she never gave in.
Wei Che endured the pain silently, but did not dare to move. He just stroked her back gently until she was tired of crying and fell asleep in his arms.
After this incident, Wei Che thought that the girl would hold a grudge and not let him get into bed for a few days like before.
But he didn't expect that on the second night, she would still take the initiative to tease him.
"Are you not angry about what happened last night?"
He lowered his head and placed his hot lips on her fair skin.
Soon, red plum blossoms were sucked out from the white jade-like skin.
Xu Qinghe tilted her head back and let his kiss move down. It should have been a passionate moment, but her eyes were clear.
"I'm not angry. I feel comfortable in that position too."
Wei Che finally felt relieved. Although his actions became more and more unbridled, he did not dare to use the same posture as last night. He just conscientiously kept the same posture as at the beginning and gave her the pleasure and happiness she wanted.
In the past, this girl was not a person with strong sexual desires, but what surprised Wei Che secretly was that for several days in a row, she was unusually bold in responding to him and even took the initiative to tease him.
From the bed in the bedroom, to the couch in the back room, even in front of the cold dressing mirror and on the desk in the studio filled with expensive paper and pens, she let him do whatever he wanted.
He used the positions that he had thought about in his mind for a long time but never dared to practice with her, calling her "husband" softly and tenderly.
She was even unusually obedient, letting him tease her and whispering some explicit nonsense in his ear.
All this simply drove him crazy, as if he were floating on the clouds.
But whenever her feelings were at their peak, she would always mention "Xie Qi" intentionally or unintentionally.
Talking about their past intimacy and childhood friendship suddenly threw him from the clouds to the bottom of the valley.
Several times, he almost ended up in trouble because of this.
Seeing that his expression was not right, she kissed him again and again, and assured him again and again: "I have let him go, really. Wei Che, I only like you now and in the future, okay?"
The more Xu Qinghe proved her feelings and the more guilt appeared on her face, the more hatred Wei Che felt in his heart.
He hated himself for not telling her everything in the beginning, but instead let the two of them end up in this situation.
Such emotions are not limited to intimacy in bed, but spread to every aspect of life.
He began to look sad and hesitated to speak.
He began to immerse himself in endless regret and was unable to extricate himself, but he had to distract himself and pretend that everything was normal with her, and even had to put on a smile to her and thank her for having forgotten Xie Qi.
He even began to ask her hesitantly as they hugged each other, panting, "What if... I mean, what if I were Xie Qi, what would you do?"
"What nonsense are you talking about?"
The girl in his arms gently stroked the back of his head. He couldn't see the expression on her face, but he could only hear her scolding him with a laugh: "You are you, how could you possibly be Xie Qi? You can't just imagine things like that just because I told you that your eyebrows and eyes are similar."
"I've really let him go. Stop overthinking it and stop being jealous. Okay?"
What he didn't know was that when Xu Qinghe said this, there was no trace of guilt on her face, nor was there any trace of the smile that was revealed in her voice.
Of course, she saw the regret, struggle, pain and hesitation in his eyes during this period of time, but the more uncomfortable he felt, the happier she felt.
Deliberately mentioning Xie Qi during intimacy would cause him to feel guilty, which would give her a strange sense of pleasure.
Even though she knew that he might have other difficulties, what did it have to do with her?
Did he personally experience the struggles and pain she had gone through this year?
Ever since she guessed his identity, every time she recalled how she had explained to him in detail her past with Xie Qi, she felt it was ridiculous.
Every word he said that night, and every affirmation and confession that followed, were like sharp swords stabbing her and humiliating her.
Xu Qinghe was filled with resentment after being hurt by such a sharp sword, so she used sweet words to coax Wei Che into struggling and regretting.
This was just the little punishment he deserved.
【Author’s words】
More stumbling
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build
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Repair, seek
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Repair, seek
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