This time Chen Youhan did not step back, and Ye Kai did not push him away.
They were kissing in broad daylight. In the vast world of several kilometers, there was only one herdsman who was looking at them strangely.
The sound of the wind under the clear sky is not whimpering, but like a distant song.
The sun was very hot on his body. Ye Kai was kissed and sweated. His legs were too weak to stand. He could only try to hold Chen Youhan's shoulders in vain. Chen Youhan grabbed his waist and the back of his head, hugging him tighter and tighter, almost strangling Ye Kai. The unrelieved possessiveness overflowed from the two people's breath. Ye Kai's breathing became more and more rapid, and the tip and root of his tongue were numb from being sucked. He felt the sweetness deep into his soul from this kiss.
"Why are you so enthusiastic? Huh?" Chen Youhan stroked his hair, and stroked his cheeks and hair with her thumbs. She kissed his face and asked him breathlessly, "Aren't you going to be with him forever?"
Ye Kai was forced to raise his head as he was pinched by his jaw. He moved his lips and was about to speak, but Chen Youhan stopped him without saying a word.
This time he was not given any room to respond and was violated mercilessly.
Ye Kai groaned, and Chen Youhan let him go, holding his limp waist, supporting his back with his hands, and staring aggressively at Ye Kai's eyes that were wet from being kissed, "Don't you hate me? Why are you looking for me? You really won't let me go, and you want me to be heartbroken and worried for you for the rest of my life, right?"
"you--"
Chen Youhan didn't give him a chance to speak and sucked on his lips again.
Ye Kai pushed him away with the tip of his tongue, but was then rolled up and entangled together.
"Baby, you've really changed." A deep voice sounded beside my ear, accompanied by hot breaths, "Even I can't understand you."
The moist lips brushed against his earlobe, and Ye Kai couldn't help but shiver.
He was still so sensitive. So sensitive that Chen Youhan gasped and laughed.
Ye Kai hugged him, and before he could figure out how to finish his lame trick, Chen Youhan put a finger on his lips: "Shh, spare my life, let my heartbeat slow down."
He was afraid of Ye Kai's sharp tongue. Chen Youhan had no idea whether he had a soft heart or not, but he only knew that if Ye Kai said "I admitted my mistake" again, his broken heart might not survive the next second.
"At least," Chen Youhan was silent for a second, "At least now I won't make you suffer, right?"
Ye Kai stared at him for a long time, then nodded slightly.
At that moment, Chen Youhan's tense muscles relaxed, and he suddenly hugged Ye Kai into his arms, pressing his lips against Ye Kai's earlobe and saying with a choked voice: "Baby, baby, Xiao Kai...how can you be so tolerant? How can you be so good?"
Ye Kai hugged him back, gently, but her ears almost burned.
Chen Youhan only held him for two seconds before letting go, half turning around and taking out a cigarette case and lighter from his pocket. He lowered his head to light the cigarette, which was no longer calm and relaxed. He looked very anxious when he pursed his cigarette, and tried to keep his hands calm while holding the light, but they were still shaking.
The cigarette was lit, he took a deep sip, turned and walked away.
For two years, he was like a person trapped in a dark tunnel. No matter how he turned around, no matter how he struggled with the darkness, the walls, and the rocks, he could not find a way out. He was bleeding, bruised, and exhausted. He had no way to redeem himself, let alone be saved. The night when he knew that Ye Kai regarded him as a pain, an iron curtain fell permanently and firmly, blocking all the possible light in his life.
The hurried and chaotic footsteps gradually slowed down, and Chen Youhan stopped by the roadside, choking with sobs. Ye Kai saw him looking up, with his hand holding the cigarette against his forehead, breathing deeply, slowly, tremblingly, cherishingly, as if he had only his last breath of oxygen.
His vocabulary was suddenly impoverished, leaving only the four words "thank God".
Ye Kai stopped looking at him, sat down by the roadside, and picked a small yellow flower whose long stem was swaying in the wind.
When Chen Youhan came back, he looked natural, as if he had just gone out to get some fresh air. Ye Kai pretended not to notice his misbehavior and said briskly, "Brother Youhan, I'll teach you how to ride a motorcycle."
Chen Youhan laughed: "Do you really think I can't?"
Ye Kai pinched the flower stem and asked suspiciously, "Can you do it?"
Chen Youhan stumbled for only a second before answering swiftly, "No."
"I'll teach you! You come!" Ye Kai raised the corners of his lips, bent down and struggled to lift up the motorcycle, letting Chen Youhan sit in the front.
Because his legs were too long, he could only stand sideways with his knees bent, one foot on the pedal and one hand on the handlebars.
Ye Kai glanced at him and said patiently: "This is the accelerator, this is the brake, turn here to control the speed..."
Chen Youhan looked at him with a half-smile, his eyes deep.
Ye Kai's face suddenly turned red. To be fair, he rarely blushed.
"Then what?"
He coughed in an attempt to hide his mistake, "The following are the shift paddles, this is the tachometer, and this is the fuel gauge..."
It was hot at noon on the plateau. Chen Youhan was only wearing a tight short-sleeved T-shirt. His arm muscles bulged, and his exposed forearms were tight and smooth. He lazily supported his chin with his elbows and looked at Ye Kai encouragingly. Ye Kai's heart began to beat faster and faster for no reason. He threw the helmet to Chen Youhan as if he was escaping: "...That's it."
Chen Youhan laughed, raised his hand to hold the helmet, and glanced at Ye Kai: "Aren't you coming up?"
Ye Kaixin was about to jump out of his throat. His paper defenses had long since collapsed. He was so confused that he cursed Chen Youhan a hundred times in his heart. He said in a noble and cold manner, "No, we haven't reached the point of life-and-death friendship yet."
Chen Youhan turned the accelerator: "Really not coming? Teacher Xiaohua is so perfunctory in class."
Ye Kai was choked by him and was speechless. He reluctantly climbed onto his shoulders and sat on him, buckling his helmet as tightly as possible to show his desire to survive. Before Chen Youhan set off, he asked suspiciously: "...If something happens, you will save me first, right?"
Chen Youhan ignored him and stepped on the accelerator. The motorcycle roared and was about to rush out like thunder, but it stopped abruptly in an instant.
Ye Kai just screamed "Ah" when he was thrown back and forth by inertia and hit Chen Youhan's back hard.
"..." His chests pressed tightly against hers, and he fully suspected that Chen Youhan did it on purpose!
Chen Youhan coughed and said, "Teacher Xiaohua?"
"What?"
"Did you bump your nose?"
Ye Kai pinched his firm abdominal muscles and said, "You are so unsophisticated!"
Chen Youhan laughed wildly, and the Honda motorcycle sped out at lightning speed. Ye Kai exclaimed again, and instinctively hugged Chen Youhan around the waist.
"Too fast!" He closed his eyes in fear.
The wind was howling, and Chen Youhan asked loudly, "What?"
"I said—too! fast!!"
The speed gradually decreased, and Ye Kai finally opened his eyes. The fields on both sides and the mountains in the distance quickly swept away, and the remaining light was full of green.
There is a very sharp turn ahead, which is extremely friendly to novices.
Chen Youhan tilted his head: "How do we turn?"
"Just... hold the front of the car and steer it slowly... remember to slow down!"
Chen Youhan: “I can’t hear clearly.”
Ye Kai leaned forward and repeated it. Chen Youhan: "I still can't hear it clearly."
Ye Kai had no choice but to hold his waist, his chest pressed tightly against his back, his chin resting on Chen Youhan's straight shoulder, and said loudly, word by word: "Slow down!"
This time Chen Youhan finally smiled and said, "Okay." However, saying is one thing, doing is another. Not only did he not slow down, but he reminded him in a low voice, "Hold on tight," and then he suddenly accelerated and drifted through the bend in a very beautiful arc and posture. Ye Kai only felt dizzy, and his adrenaline surged to the top. He was stunned: "Are you a fucking novice?!"
Weirdly stupid.
Half an hour later we arrived at the lake in the valley.
Ye Kaixin was terrified. The moment he got off the car, he felt something was unreal and his legs felt weak. It wasn't because he was scared, it was a normal physiological reaction after the adrenaline surged. It was the same when he skied on the advanced mountain trail for the first time.
However, it was embarrassing in the end, and he took out all his anger on Chen Youhan.
"fraud!"
Chen Youhan hurriedly hugged the helmet that he had thrown at him, and apologized repeatedly while laughing so hard that the wind choked.
Ye Kai ignored him and walked towards the lake with a cold face. After walking a few steps, Chen Youhan grabbed his arm and pulled him into his arms. He said in a low voice in his ear: "Don't be angry, Teacher Xiaohua, it's all because of your good teaching."
Ye Kai wanted to break free, but Chen Youhan restrained him and said in broad daylight, "Don't hide, or I'll kiss you."
Perhaps it's because they've been through so much hardship and are no longer at the age where they feel shy, guilty, and embarrassed, so it's really easy for old men to take advantage of them.
Ye Kai pulled the curtain and tried to maintain the lame show: "I haven't broken up yet..."
"I don't believe it." Chen Youhan took his hand and walked towards the lake.
Amid the beautiful scenery of lakes and mountains, all worries can be put aside. He said nonchalantly: "Xiao Kai, don't lie to me, you are not that kind of person."
Ye Kai could only say stubbornly: "I am. You don't understand me at all. This is who I am now."
Chen Youhan asked him back, his eyes calm: "What?"
Ye Kai stumbled a little: "He would play two women at the same time, cheat on his wife, and have sex just for fun."
His temperament was so pure and clear, and he looked so handsome and calm. Standing in such a world, he seemed to be the purest existence. Speaking these words was like letting a Juliet be splashed with mud for no reason. Chen Youhan frowned and said sternly, "Shut up."
"I'm serious, can't you see?" Ye Kai shook off his hand, his heart pounding, while trying hard to think of words.
"Are you playing a game with me?" Chen Youhan couldn't believe it. After a moment of silence, he asked in a difficult tone.
"Yes, I'm just playing with you." Ye Kai nodded and pulled out a yellow grass core. "You said it before, you can't stay with one person all the time, and neither can I. Is that not possible?"
Chen Youhan stopped and stared at Ye Kai's back calmly.
His white T-shirt was blown up by the wind by the lake, making him look even thinner and lonelier. With his black hair flying, Ye Kai turned around, with beautiful eyes and a calm expression. Against the backdrop of the blue lake, he was really hard to look away from. Suddenly, he smiled, and that smile was like a spring breeze melting transparent ice, and everything in Chen Youhan's eyes came alive.
Ye Kai smiled and said, "Can't you afford to play? Brother Youhan."
Like Mephistopheles whispering in Faust's ear.
Use the purest and sweetest apples to tempt people to fall into depravity.
Chen Youhan's aura was cold and deep. He was really angry - not sad.
"Xiao Kai, if you want to make me sad, there are a hundred more direct ways. Don't do this."
Ye Kai smiled even more nonchalantly, walked back along the lakeside path, and said, "Brother Youhan, I still have feelings for you, and you still love me, so it's no big deal to have some fun."
He saw Chen Youhan's face change, and his heart felt as if it was stung by a bee, a subtle pain.
The sound of the wind blowing through the valley is very pleasant, as if carrying a leisurely echo.
Chen Youhan walked towards him and said coldly, "Break up with Lucas, and I will play with you till the end."
"No." Ye Kai refused flatly, "He and I are serious."
Chen Youhan stared at him: "I will be serious with you too."
"It's too late," Ye Kai smiled sweetly, "I'm afraid of you, but I can't forget you - Brother Youhan, the only way to eliminate pain is to be happy. I don't want you to be serious, you can't be serious anyway. I just want you to play with me for seven days, and then we'll go our separate ways."
His performance was so realistic that every word he said corresponded to what Chen Youhan had said at the beginning.
Chen Youhan felt as if he was stabbed by a sharp blade. He was numb, and even the pain began to seem indifferent. Instead, he moved closer to Ye Kai and raised his hand to hold his slender neck, which was cooled by the wind: "Put on your clothes, and don't let the wind blow on you."
"You don't agree?"
"I don't agree to that."
Ye Kai panicked for a moment. He had never expected Chen Youhan to be so principled with him. He swallowed and pretended to be calm and said, "If this turns out to be a joke, I can break up with Lucas - isn't that what you want?"
Chen Youhan glanced at him and said, "What do you think of feelings?"
Fuck me.
Ye Kai put on his sweatshirt. The wind was too strong, so he lowered his eyes and didn't dare look at Chen Youhan. He just kept struggling with the zipper.
Chen Youhan sighed and leaned over to help him align the zipper: "Don't learn these messed up things from me."
"You're not as reluctant to let me go as you say." He had no other options, so he even resorted to provoking her.
Chen Youhan stared at him expressionlessly, his eyes darkening as he got really angry. If he could have cut out his heart to prove it, he would have done it long ago. However, when he thought about it again, his heart ached. He had done this himself, and even if he really cut out his heart, Ye Kai would only think it was fake.
"Baby," he said helplessly, staring at Ye Kai calmly: "I'll play with you, but you can't go to bed."
Ye Kai's ears instantly turned red, and he pushed him away.
"Who wants to play house with you?"
Chen Youhan suppressed his anger and grabbed his arm forcefully: "So this is how you've treated yourself in the past two years? Finding sex partners and sleeping with random people?"
"It's none of your business!" Ye Kai struggled to break free from him but did not deny it.
Chen Youhan's heart sank and sank, and he was completely thrown into hell. He suddenly pulled the man into his arms, almost pinching his arm, and asked forcefully, word by word: "Have you really become like this?"
"So what?" Ye Kai looked at him stubbornly. The moment he admitted it, Chen Youhan seemed to be crushed by a heavy object. All his spirit collapsed in an instant. The light in his eyes fell like stars, falling into the dark depths of the universe.
The wind is silent, the grass is lush, the insects are chirping in long and short bursts, and in the distance in the valley on the horizon there is the rumbling sound of a waterfall.
The force holding his arm loosened, as if someone had taken away the strength. Ye Kai stared at Chen Youhan in a daze, and saw that there was no expression on his face. Then, he slowly moved the corners of his lips, as if he had tried his best to give him one last smile. But this smile was a failure, because while he was smiling, tears had already slid down from his right eye socket.
Ye Kai's heart ached, and before he could react, Chen Youhan hugged him and buried his face deeply and weakly in his neck.
"Baby," he said hoarsely and desperately, "what have I done to you?"
Ye Kai's eyes widened, losing all his intelligence and reason. Such a beautiful scenery, such a nice afternoon, such bright sunshine, Chen Youhan hugged him and cried bitterly.
He was such a tall man, but he held Ye Kai like the only floating wood in his drowning life. His voice was muffled in his chest and on the side of Ye Kai's neck, but his rapidly shaking shoulders betrayed him. Ye Kai heard his sobs, his cries, and his pain.
No, he regretted it.
A panic rose from the soles of his feet, and Ye Kai pushed Chen Youhan, almost crying in anxiety.
"No, Brother Youhan, no..."
No, I have not been hurt by you to this extent. I have studied hard, I have lived every day seriously, I have had many suitors who wanted to have sex with me and sent me private messages that filled my mailbox and text messages, but I have never responded, I have never been moved or hesitated, I have continued to take my feelings seriously, not perfunctory, casual or compromising, I have not given up on myself - except for drinking, except for drinking a lot of alcohol, I have not been irresponsible to myself and followed the crowd - "Brother Youhan, Brother Youhan, don't cry, I didn't, listen to me, listen to me..."
Ye Kai choked with sobs.
It's too much.
He closed his eyes in despair, and the shoulder of his T-shirt was completely soaked with tears.
He knew that Chen Youhan wanted him to live a serious and good life more than anyone else.
For the sake of his life, he was willing to let him go and study abroad, and was willing to put their love in a situation where the future was unpredictable across the ocean. He never wanted to imprison him. If Ye Kai wanted to fly, Chen Youhan was even willing to be his last support before he spread his wings.
...He shouldn't have joked like this with Chen Youhan.
Chen Youhan pushed him away and strode forward.
"Chen Youhan!" Ye Kai chased after him.
Chen Youhan raised his hand, gasped, and said hoarsely, "Don't come over."
"I lied to you!" Ye Kai shouted, "Brother Youhan, I just said it casually! Really! You have to believe me!"
Chen Youhan did not turn around, his back paused for a moment, and then he walked towards the depths of the grassland by the lake.
Ye Kai stared at him, his eyes gradually turned red. He slowly squatted down, and then slapped himself hard.
Chen Youhan stood by the lake and lit a cigarette for himself before he came to his senses.
He smoked the entire cigarette quietly, one puff after another. Adults can regain their composure quickly, but his collapsed world is still in tatters, messy and withered.
The scenes of the past eighteen years flashed by like a revolving lantern. I remembered how Ye Kai looked when he got his first award certificate when he was a child, how his eyes sparkled when I talked to him about his ideals, how he was carefree when skiing, and his speeches at every birthday party. His personality, life, and future... Ye Kai grew up upright and purely for eighteen years. Everyone wrapped him softly with love. He could live his life perfectly as an idealist - he should have been like this.
"Fuck." He threw down the cigarette butt, his eyes, which had calmed down, turned red again, "Fuck!"
The phone vibrates.
He subconsciously took out his cell phone, relying entirely on his motor memory acquired through years of training.
On the screen was the caller ID of Aunt Xu, the Chen family’s housekeeper.
He hung up.
A minute later, it vibrated again without stopping.
Chen Youhan took a deep breath, calmed himself down, and answered the phone: "Hello."
"Master, Fan Ning's house..." Aunt Xu was a well-trained old lady, and she rarely panicked in front of Chen Youhan, "It seems that a thief broke in."
"Call the police."
"Would you like to check first to see if there is anything missing?"
Chen Youhan frowned: "What do you mean?"
"Nothing in the room was moved, except the bed in the master bedroom." Aunt Xu said with difficulty.
Chen Youhan knew what she meant. If they really lost something valuable, it would be worth hundreds of thousands of dollars. The cleaning staff didn't have the eyesight to do that, and Aunt Xu didn't have the authority to do that. Chen Youhan said simply, "Okay, I'll take a look."
He lit a cigarette and opened the smart surveillance system.
There are cameras at the entrance of the hallway, the study, and the collection room that operate 24 hours a day. The cleaning staff cleans once every five days. There was no problem last time, so we only need to check the surveillance video of the past few days.
There were no abnormalities on the first day.
The next day was normal.
Chen Youhan dragged the progress bar quickly. Doing mechanical things at this time was almost healing. He didn't think about it, and made decisions subconsciously.
There was no abnormality on the third day.
He was almost about to fast forward to the end, and then his whole body froze.
Ten minutes later.
Chen Youhan locked his phone and put it back in his pocket. He narrowed his eyes, cigarette in hand, and walked towards Ye Kai with a solemn look.
Ye Kai had almost finished making a wreath to apologize to him, pulling grass here and flowers there. Chen Youhan glanced at him coldly, thinking that his hands were clumsy and the wreath he made was as horrible as the cake.
"Brother Youhan, I..." He decided to admit his mistake and tell it all and never play again.
Bang!
Chen Youhan pushed him into the old tree trunk. Leaves fluttered down on their shoulders, startling a few sparrows.
Ye Kai cried out in pain, and stared at Chen Youhan with moist eyes that had just shed two crocodile tears: "How fierce!"
Chen Youhan held his chin, his eyes filled with indescribable deep emotions, and then he calmed down and said playfully and viciously: "Want to play, right? Okay, I'll play with you. You'd better be sober to compare Lucas and me to see who has better skills."
Ye Kai: “…Ah?”
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