The bathroom was hazy with hot steam. The water flowed along the body's skin and gathered under the feet, and the foam swirled on the carved floor tiles. I don't know if it was because of the hot water, but Ye Kai felt chest tightness and shortness of breath. His heart has not calmed down yet. His legs were still weak, and he could hardly stand while taking a shower.
When I left, I saw a blushing scene in the bedroom. Pants and belts were thrown on the floor, T-shirts were scattered here and there, and the balled-up tissues were still on the coffee table. The thermos was inevitably knocked over, and the cold ginger cola left brown sticky marks on the wood texture.
There is a sweet smell in the air.
Chen Youhan was smoking on the balcony. The chill that penetrated his bones quickly cooled his desire. When he heard the bathroom door being pushed open, he put out his cigarette and returned to the room, where he saw Ye Kai tilting his head to one side and wiping his hair.
He walked closer to him, held his neck, and leaned down to kiss the corner of his lips. The temperature of his palm was very low, and Ye Kai couldn't help shivering.
"Can I help you blow dry your hair?" Chen Youhan stared at him as he ran his fingertips through his wet hair.
Ye Kai dropped the towel, and water dripped from the ends of his hair into his collar. Chen Youhan smiled at him and pushed him to stand in front of the wardrobe with a long mirror.
The hair dryer was turned on, the temperature was set to the middle, and the wind speed was adjusted to the maximum. The warm air blew from the vent to the top of the hair. Ye Kai watched all this in the mirror and saw Chen Youhan's handsome eyebrows and eyes were focused and deep, and his black hair slid through his fingers like silk.
It took only two minutes, and before Ye Kai woke up from his dreamlike daze, his hair had been completely blown dry. Chen Youhan put away the hair dryer and gently and forcefully pinched the back of his neck with his fingertips. His spine was stimulated and a tingling sensation ran from the tailbone to the scalp, as if an electric shock had passed through it.
He couldn't help but moan. Chen Youhan asked him in amusement, "Why didn't you moan so nicely just now?"
He was so bold to bring it up. He sat there leisurely and detached, and used only one pair of hands to play with him until he lost his mind. Ye Kai didn't know how much self-control he had to use to not make an overly embarrassing sound. He was so patient that he even bit his lower lip.
"What's there to shout about?" He said calmly and indifferently in sage mode, "Your skills are terrible."
Chen Youhan raised his eyebrows and said nothing.
It seems to mean giving you a chance to think before answering.
Ye Kai glanced away and changed his words guiltily, but still pretended to be strong: "...It's just average."
Chen Youhan raised the corner of his lips, raised his hand and pinched his slightly red earlobe very naturally, and said slowly in a low voice with an ambiguous atmosphere: "...Teacher Xiaohua is right, remember to teach me in person next time."
Being flirted with so directly, Ye Kai panicked and turned around stubbornly. His voice was cold, but still revealed a hint of grievance: "You are not interested in me again."
Chen Youhan laughed and hugged him from behind to prevent him from leaving. The height difference between them was only six or seven centimeters. His chin pressed against his shoulder, and the height was just right. His voice lost its substance, and was filled with a heavy and burning breath: "...I'm afraid of hurting you."
Kissing his earlobe, she almost coaxed him, "You don't know how much I'm suffering. I knew I was going to sleep in the same bed with you yesterday, and I was afraid you'd notice something," her tone softened, "...I couldn't help myself and I masturbated once while taking a shower."
His body temperature suddenly soared. Ye Kai was so irritated by his words that his mouth became dry, his heart became palpitating and he ran away in big strides.
It was a small house with a living room connected to the bedroom, and the view was endless. Chen Youhan looked at his back and added leisurely, "Having a fever here can be fatal."
Mei Duo laid two quilts side by side as she did yesterday. While Chen Youhan was taking a shower, Ye Kai quickly cleaned up the mess in the living room and got into the inner bed. She had just been defeated by him, and she couldn't win the fight. He was just a "fake boyfriend", and the atmosphere was so frivolous and vulgar.
Just pretend to sleep.
His acting skills in pretending to sleep were not very good, and his eyelashes were trembling. Chen Youhan came out of the shower with a slightly cool mist, which made people suspect that he actually took a cold shower. Seeing Ye Kai close his eyes, he looked at him for two seconds with a gentle look. He thought he was cute and funny, and didn't have the heart to expose him. Before turning off the lights, he kissed his eyes and whispered good night.
There was a constant chirping of insects outside the window. Ye Kai turned over and lay on his back. The noise was very obvious in the dark night.
Although he closed his eyes, he still felt Chen Youhan looking at him. ...How could he sleep like this? His muscles and nerves were all tense.
In just a few seconds, Chen Youhan turned over and pressed on her through the quilt, gently pulling the corner of the quilt down, revealing her pointed chin and pursed lips. She kissed her lips first, then asked softly, "Is it okay?"
Opening his eyes, under the blue moonlight, Ye Kai met Chen Youhan's deep eyes.
Feeling nervous for no reason, he blinked before asking, "...What can I do?"
Chen Youhan laughed: "I can hold you while sleeping."
Ye Kai: “…”
Because the question is too pure, it is difficult to answer it seriously.
Chen Youhan added: "I thought you didn't want to."
Ye Kai couldn't say anything more, so he could only say coldly: "No, I don't want to!"
Chen Youhan let out a long sigh, stared at him helplessly, smiled and said, "Okay, you have the final say."
Before turning over, I tucked the quilt in for him.
He returned to his side, opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling and said, "Sometimes when I dream about you, I get nervous in the dream. It's as if I know I'm dreaming, and I try my best to tell myself not to wake up too soon. But the more I remind myself, the faster I wake up. After waking up, I sit on the bed in a daze, and my mind is full of why I didn't look at you more often in the dream."
At this point, he glanced at Ye Kai in the dark, and suddenly changed his mind. He lifted the quilt and squeezed in next to Ye Kai, saying nonchalantly, "It's only seven days. I may not be able to respect you that much."
Ye Kai didn't understand, and was dazed for a moment by his hot breath, and then Chen Youhan pulled him into his arms and kissed him domineeringly. His kiss left no room for retreat, but he was not eager. Ye Kai had only kissed two people before, so it was difficult to compare his kissing skills. He just felt that his body was softened by the kiss. If a vase fell to the ground now, he would not have the time to distract himself to catch it.
As they kissed, he showed signs of getting more energetic. He curled up his legs to avoid the part that was being pushed, and pushed Chen Youhan away and asked incredulously, "...didn't you take a cold shower?"
It turns out he knew.
Chen Youhan turned over and lay beside him, calming his breathing while laughing softly: "I am holding you, even if you throw me to Antarctica I can't calm down."
The way she breathes is deadly sexy without even having to be seen.
Ye Kai asked in a low voice: "Brother Youhan, you haven't had any in the past two years?"
Chen Youhan was silent for a moment, "Do you want to hear the truth?"
Ye Kai did not answer but asked: "You want to deceive me?"
"No, not in the past two years." Chen Youhan said without hesitation, "From the summer vacation when you were seventeen to now, I have only had you."
He tried.
Chen Youhan also hinted at it.
But this was the first time he heard him say it clearly and honestly, and Ye Kai couldn't help but smile with half of his lips curled up. He had to lie on the pillow and bury his face in it for a while before he tentatively asked another question: "Have you really been doing well in the past two years?"
He wanted to hear it. He wanted to hear it from Chen Youhan himself.
Chen Youhan said lightly, "It's really okay. Apart from not being able to see you, GC is back on track, I have new things to do, and the old man is in good health. There's really nothing to complain about." After a pause, remembering that Ye Kai had seen the critical illness notice he had placed in the study, he added, "He was sick and issued a critical illness notice, but since he was saved, there's nothing to mention."
Although he knew about this, when Chen Youhan said it so casually, as if the life-and-death situation was just the end point of an ordinary tennis match, Ye Kai still couldn't help but feel a lump in his throat.
He has many people who love him, but Chen Youhan only has Chen Fei. The Chen family is full of intrigue, and he has been a target since he was born. Chen Youhan has no love from his elders, relatives or friends. He only has endless struggle, struggle, struggle. If Chen Youhan really gets into trouble, the tears that can be called sincere may not even fill a goldfish bowl.
"Gu Xiu...Gu Xiu is very good to you, right?"
The words came out of nowhere, but Chen Youhan seemed to understand. A faint smile appeared in his eyes, and Chen Youhan said "hmm", "He is a very sincere person and treats me as a friend."
"Does he know we broke up?"
"Yes, he took me to the hospital because I had gastric bleeding. I would have died without him."
Gu Xiu was Chen Youhan's savior. If you round it off, he could be considered his savior. Without him, Chen Youhan would have died... This thought only passed through his mind lightly, like a meteor passing through the night sky, so easily, but it left a tail that shook the sky and the earth -
Ye Kaixin's mouth suddenly choked and his pupils shrank painfully.
Will it? Will Chen Youhan just die like this, and he will never know that Chen Youhan has always loved him, and he will even - he will even hold his new boyfriend's hand to attend his funeral, sweep his grave and send him flowers.
There was no reason for this thought, but the scene was so real that it seemed to have already happened. Terror took away all the light in his eyes in an instant, and Ye Kai sat up suddenly, his chest heaving violently, but he felt that the oxygen he inhaled was getting less and less.
"What's wrong?" Chen Youhan raised his hand to turn on the light and saw Ye Kai grabbing the corner of the quilt, with cold sweat sliding down his forehead covered by his black hair.
Ye Kai raised his head and looked at him.
His face was pale, and his black eyes seemed to be trapped in a terrible nightmare. He looked at Chen Youhan, but his eyes did not fall on his face, but on some unknown void. That void was a huge whirlpool, black foam, and an unfathomable deep sea.
Chen Youhan would never forget that look in his life.
"Brother Youhan..." He stretched out his hand, and before he touched Chen Youhan's face, his blank expression suddenly changed, and then he stumbled off the bed.
The toilet door was pushed open, and amid the sound of the aluminum glass door shaking, the sound of Ye Kai retching was heard.
A huge sadness swept over everything, and he even felt like vomiting his heart.
Cold sweat dripped down his forehead onto the white toilet seat. The peristalsis of his intestines and throat stimulated his mind. As his consciousness returned, Ye Kai's eyes gradually became clear.
He was awake and painfully depicting that possible, ruined picture. Many years later, he would forget his face, and would casually say that we once loved each other, but we didn't love each other anymore. When others mentioned him, he would politely regret his untimely death and agree that yes, he was a very good person.
He will never know about the sapphire ring, the ski board that was placed together with collections worth millions or tens of millions, and the solemn words to his father, "I want to marry him."
The toilet flushed, and after a while, the sound of running water came from the sink. Ye Kai crouched, gargling and washing his face frantically. Cold water drops slid down his face, and he looked up and saw his red, desperate eyes in the mirror.
Chen Youhan did not come in. He just stood against the wall, neither looking at Ye Kai nor asking any questions.
After five minutes, Ye Kai finally walked out in silence. His clothes were wet. Chen Youhan handed him a newly lit cigarette without a word.
He glanced at Chen Youhan, took it, and tried to stay calm as he put it in his mouth and took two puffs. In the end, he couldn't help but feel a sore nose, and said hoarsely: "You'd better live well."
Chen Youhan smiled and said, "I promise you."
He held the back of his head in his arms.
"I promise you, really. I kept the critical illness notice and put it on the desk. Xiao Kai, at that time I was drunk after work. The doctor in the emergency room said that if you want to die, just keep drinking. I haven't waited for your forgiveness, so how dare I die casually? If I die, you won't even have anyone to blame or hate, so how can you live a new life happily?" He kept kissing Ye Kai's black hair, "I promise you. Stop crying, okay, huh?"
He held up Ye Kai's face and gently stroked it with his fingertips, "Baby, how come you are so beautiful even when you cry?"
Ye Kai had no expression on his face and was still very pale, only his eyes were gradually becoming fierce.
"You care about me so much, am I serious?" Chen Youhan coaxed again and again, "Really serious. Why does Lucas' boyfriend care about me so much? I really poached him."
Ye Kai finally spoke, with subtle sarcasm: "I cried at your door, too, why didn't you comfort me? Was I not as good as you are now?"
After he finished speaking, he calmly waited for Chen Youhan's answer.
"I……"
I sighed silently in my heart. ...Ye Jin, what do you want me to do? What do you want me to say?
Ye Kai closed his thin red eyelids and pushed him away. "It's just a joke. I remember that. You can't be fooled by the same person twice. It has nothing to do with me if you take it seriously."
"Can I?"
Chen Youhan looked at Ye Kai. He saw the grown-up Ye Kai standing with his arms folded, a white pipe between his fingers. He had just cried, and his expression was pale and calm.
He had seen too many exquisite looks in his life. No matter how beautiful they were, they were not as noble as him.
He was willing to act with Ye Kai to satisfy his desire for teasing and revenge, but he also hid his humble true feelings.
"Tell me," Chen Youhan stared at him stubbornly and deeply, "Can I talk to you seriously now?"
The intense sadness rushed like a river through the mountain pass, and finally fell into a tired calm. Ye Kai curled his lips expressionlessly: "I warned you."
"I volunteered. From now on, whether it's seven days, seven hundred days, or seven years, you can throw my heart away and play with it as you please." Chen Youhan said word by word, "I'm serious, you can do whatever you want."
He took the cigarette out of his mouth. Ye Kai's pretty eyes were slightly startled. It was only the first day, but Chen Youhan had already handed in a perfect answer. He could not play any more.
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