Chapter 223 Skin Hunger
It was natural for him to marry Shen Nanzhi.
But the double doses of medication he took every day gradually made his body resistant to them.
After asking the attending psychiatrist, Fu Qingyan strongly requested to increase the dosage of the medicine, but was ruthlessly rejected by the other party.
"If you want to die, you can jump off a 30-meter-high building now. If not, just take the original dosage."
"Skin hunger is a psychological disorder. Since you and Shen Nanzhi are already legally married, isn't it all up to you to kiss or hug?"
"Or do you want to be a celibate monk after you get married?"
“…”
Every word and sentence was trying to persuade Fu Qingyan to have a deeper communication with Shen Nanzhi.
But another voice in his heart warned him that if you really dare to do this, Shen Nanzhi will be disgusted and hate you.
It was precisely because of this bit of rationality that Fu Qingyan remained self-disciplined and polite. As long as Shen Nanzhi showed a hint of reluctance, he would immediately withdraw and lock himself in a room with a lower temperature to calm down.
If Shen Nanzhi asked for it, he would torment her again and again.
After making people tired of the torment, they will fall into endless self-blame after they wake up.
This is obviously not what he wants.
He hopes that Shen Nanzhi will always be happy and healthy, instead of being exhausted day and night because of his illness.
Sometimes, Fu Qingyan didn't even dare to stay with Shen Nanzhi for too long.
Most of the time I use work to numb myself.
But after a long time, it is of no use.
Everything in the dream was sweet and beautiful, and finally——
One night when the drug had lost its effect, Fu Qingyan's Adam's apple rolled as he looked at the charming and passionate Shen Nanzhi beneath him. He could no longer restrain himself and his true nature was revealed.
Shen Nanzhi was knocked unconscious by him.
But he still didn't stop.
After a satisfying night, Shen Nanzhi woke up and her first reaction was to slap him.
Her beautiful and cold face was filled with a biting coldness, and her amorous peach blossom eyes no longer had any love when she looked at him, but only endless disgust and indifference.
"Fu Qingyan, you really make me sick!"
"Boom!"
Fu Qingyan, who was sleeping, was so frightened that he suddenly opened his eyes.
He was breathing heavily, his back was soaked with cold sweat, a few strands of sweat on his forehead stuck to his pale skin, and his mind went blank for a moment.
The room was filled with silence.
All I could hear was his rapid breathing.
After a while.
Fu Qingyan finally came to his senses and realized it was just a dream.
Fortunately... it was just a dream.
The look in Shen Nanzhi's eyes at the end was now clearly engraved in his mind. When he thought about it, his heart felt like it was being tightly grasped by an invisible hand, with dense pain.
Fu Qingyan supported himself on the edge of the bed and was about to sit up, his throat dry.
He wanted to pour a glass of water but was stopped.
It was only later that I realized that Shen Nanzhi had fallen asleep on the bed.
She rested her face on her arm, her long black hair hanging down at her side. The visual impact of black and white made Fu Qingyan's eyes deepen.
He took a deep breath with restraint and got out of bed from the other side with gentle movements.
Perhaps because she was too tired, Shen Nanzhi was not disturbed by his movements and was still in a deep sleep.
Fu Qingyan left the master bedroom and spent half an hour making and tidying up the bed in the second bedroom before returning.
He first called Zhizhi softly a few times, but Shen Nanzhi did not respond at all.
Finally, he carefully carried her in his arms like a princess and moved her to the soft big bed in the second bedroom.
The floor lamp beside the bed emitted a soft yellow glow. Fu Qingyan covered her with the quilt, whispered good night, and left the room.
As he walked into the living room, his slender fingertips were trembling slightly.
Fu Qingyan rummaged through the drawer and found a bottle of medicine, poured out five or six pills, and stuffed them directly into his mouth.
I swallowed it dryly and felt much better after a few minutes.
The hour hand of the clock on the wall has pointed to the number five.
The sky outside the window was pitch black, without even a single star to be seen.
Fu Qingyan sat on the sofa in the living room, found his cell phone, and opened the chat box with Sheng Huai.
【Are you coming over tonight? 】
At this time, Sheng Huai is probably asleep.
Fu Qingyan was about to exit the chat box when the other party immediately sent a message back.
[Sheng Huai: Brother Fu, are you awake?]
[Sheng Huai: Yes, I came over. You don’t know how worried your sister-in-law was about you when you fainted!]
[Sheng Huai: How is it? Doesn't it make you feel safer than usual when you have someone watching over you while you sleep?]
Fu Qingyan understood.
Shen Nanzhi's behavior of staying by his bed was instigated by Sheng Huai behind the scenes.
【Don’t do this next time. 】
I couldn't get any rest lying on the edge of the bed.
Shen Nanzhi has been running around the police station these past two days for Lu Yanzhou's matter. Although the final result is a reconciliation between the two parties, the energy she spent was no less.
Sheng Huai teased him and sent him a Yoyoyo emoticon that said "you deserve a beating".
[Sheng Huai: Are you feeling sorry for me?]
Sheng Huai: Seriously, Brother Fu, when are you going to confess your feelings to your sister-in-law? I think you two have already reached a point where things are going well. There's no need to boil the frog in warm water anymore, right?
As Fu Qingyan read these words, everything he saw in his dream came to his mind again.
His finger hovered over the screen.
Finally, the screen went blank without responding to Sheng Huai's question.
Fu Qingyan took a shower to wash away his fatigue and stickiness. When he came out, he felt much better, and even the red bloodshot under his eyes had faded a lot.
Fu Qingyan walked into the kitchen and started preparing breakfast.
He is going to Lu's today.
I guess I'll be busy until late again.
Lu Yanzhou has been sent abroad to hide, and the Lu family's ambitions are brewing and cannot be restrained, leaving behind a huge mess.
If the time point was earlier, perhaps Mr. Lu could come out and take charge.
But now, the old man's whole body is full of diseases he suffered from when he was young. The doctor said that it is better for him to rest and he can live out his life in peace.
If it’s not good…
Then I will accept my condolences.
For breakfast, he made fresh soy milk, cut the lettuce and tomatoes into thin slices and stacked them between two slices of toast, added two fried eggs, squeezed ketchup on them, folded them in half and cut them diagonally, and the sandwich was ready.
The dish was served on the dining table. At this moment, it was already dawn outside.
Seeing that Shen Nanzhi was still asleep, Fu Qingyan left a note under the cup, and then went out and rushed to Lu's.
…
Shen Nanzhi slept soundly this time.
It was not until three o'clock in the afternoon that he woke up.
She lay flat on the big bed, staring at the snow-white ceiling with sleepy eyes. It took her a while to come back to her senses.
etc.
Why is she sleeping in bed? Where is Fu Qingyan?
Realizing this, Ana Shen sat up directly from the bed, not caring about her messy hair, and hurriedly got out of bed barefoot and left the second bedroom.
The huge flat was so quiet that you could hear a pin drop.
The waves outside the floor-to-ceiling windows are rolling one after another, and the scorching sun is shining on the sea, creating sparkling golden light.
Shen Nanzhi looked around but didn't see any trace of Fu Qingyan.
Instead, I saw the note he left on the dining table.
[Zhizhi, wake up and eat breakfast first, then send me a message.]
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