Chapter 153 Apologize immediately
He thought that no matter how painful the poison was, it couldn't be as painful as the pain he felt when his bones were scraped.
But when the poison took effect, he realized how powerful it was. The pain was something he didn't want to experience again in his life.
The reason why he didn't reveal his identity to Yun Wansheng immediately in the brothel was that he wanted to test the woman to see if she would sacrifice herself to save an unfamiliar man.
If she had agreed to save a strange man whom she had only met for a few days, then it would not be worth it for her to come to her.
Fortunately, the woman was cold-blooded and ruthless enough not to give herself to another man just for a little favor. This made him feel relieved, but also made him worry whether the woman would forgive him for his past behavior.
He was not too worried about other things because he felt that those were trivial matters in the past and as long as he apologized sincerely, she could easily forgive him.
But what happened in the end made him feel uneasy, and he is still filled with guilt because of this incident.
Back then, he knew clearly that she was weak because she had just had an abortion, and she was crying so sadly. At that time, her body and mind needed the most care, but instead of comforting her, he complained and slandered her.
Until he left mercilessly in the end, he never visited her again, nor did he send anyone to deliver any supplements. He didn't know why he was so heartless at that time.
He kept saying that he loved her, but in the end he hurt her deeply. Every time he thought about it, he couldn't sleep and was heartbroken.
Moreover, at that time, she felt that doing all these was not enough to relieve his hatred, and she even maliciously and deliberately did not tell her the truth about the Lu family.
Because I know her very well, with her hatred of evil, she will definitely feel guilty for the rest of her life after knowing that her friend was killed because of her.
I dealt her a double blow when she was most helpless, without even thinking that the reason she was so determined was because I forced her to do so.
At that time, I only hated her for aborting the child that belonged to them, and ignored the fact that she once wanted to keep the child. It was my self-righteousness that made me think of her as a scheming person, and in the end, I wanted to imprison her regardless of her thoughts.
I treated her like that back then, causing her to leave without saying goodbye. With her stubborn temper, she would definitely not choose to forgive me easily.
That's why when he saw her being assassinated in the woods, he didn't dare to show his true face at first.
He was afraid that when a woman saw who he was, her first reaction would be to ignore him.
Therefore, he wanted to coax her first by pretending to be someone else, and when the time was right, he would apologize to her, hoping that she would easily forgive him then.
But often when things seem to be going well, accidents will come quietly, forcing him to face the upcoming difficulties.
When he returned to the room again, the woman was still sleeping. Mu Xingci did not untie her sleeping bags. He got on the bed and got into her quilt, holding her tightly in his arms. Only in this way would the woman not refuse his touch.
The long-awaited hug filled his heart that had been lost for many years for the first time, and his longing heart finally settled down when he saw her.
Although he had been fighting outside in recent years, whenever he had free time, he couldn't help but miss the woman in his arms.
He didn't know why, but every time he thought of her, he would always think of the day she changed. Before that, she had almost forgotten what she looked like. Perhaps this was because men like beautiful things! That's why he couldn't forget her.
Whenever I think of the little things I did with the woman, my longing for her deepens.
Thinking of her pride, her laughter, her noise, and her excellence in all aspects, he remembered every frame clearly.
Having someone he cared about rekindled his fighting spirit every time the war became tense. At that time, he had only one thought, that is, he must go back to find her alive.
As he missed her more and more day by day, he gradually realized his own heart. So, taking advantage of a defeat and injury in a battle, he announced to the public that he had injured the source of his heir and canceled the marriage with the Grand Tutor's Mansion.
Didn't that woman want to be his legal wife? He would give it to her. As long as she could come back to him, he would give her everything.
He opened the woman's sleep channel and touched her cheek again: "Wansheng, wake up, we should hurry."
When Yun Wansheng opened her eyes, she found herself in a man's arms. She was startled at first, and then she remembered what happened before.
Blinking her eyes slightly, Yun Wansheng didn't even look at the man. She sat up and started looking for clothes to put on: "Get up quickly! Time waits for no one."
As soon as she put on her coat, the man behind her hugged her waist, and then her whole body fell into the man's arms, and at the same time, the man's apologetic voice came into her ears.
"Wan Sheng! I'm sorry! What happened before was all my fault. Can you give me another chance and let me take care of you for the rest of your life? This time I want to marry you and give you a stable home." Mu Xingci apologized affectionately and seriously.
Yun Wansheng was slightly stunned when she heard this. Was this bastard sick? Things had gotten so bad between them that they couldn't reconcile, and he actually thought that promising her a wife would make her forgive him? How ridiculous!
Thinking of this, she pushed the man away, put on the clothes in her hands, got out of bed after getting dressed, turned around and met the man's helpless eyes with cold eyes.
"Mu Xingci, do you think I really want to marry you? If you think so, you are totally wrong.
Maybe I did have such unrealistic fantasies before, but later I found that we were not the same kind of people at all.
So, after that suicide attempt, I no longer thought about marrying you. What I wanted was freedom, not to be trapped in a mansion and live for a man.
Mu Xingci met the woman's gaze with a slightly deep look in his eyes, then he lifted the quilt, got out of bed and walked to her.
"Wan Sheng, I know you're still angry with me. You don't have to forgive me for now, but I won't give up just like that. I came here just to find you. I hope you can come back to the capital with me after you calm down."
"Mu Xingci, could you please stop being so self-righteous and imposing your ideas on others? Is this just a matter of anger between us?
From the very beginning, you looked down on me, attacked me, and belittled me. Everything was based on your own ideas, and you never considered my feelings at all.
A man like you won't change his bad habits even if he dies. I, Yun Wansheng, hate people like you the most. I won't waste my best life on someone like you." Yun Wansheng said with disdain.
Mu Xingci listened to the woman listing his shortcomings and faults, and pursed his lips slightly: "I know that what I did before was a bit too much, and I will definitely change in the future. I just hope that you can give me another chance to make up for the mistakes I made before."
Yun Wansheng was stunned by his attitude of admitting his mistakes. When did this bastard become so frank about his mistakes? He used to think he was not at fault at all and was too disdainful to apologize to her. But now he took the initiative to admit his mistakes to her. It was really like the sun rising from the west.
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