Chapter 630 Don't you want me anymore?
Brother Li and Sister-in-law Li reached an agreement on whether to have children in the future, but Tuva and Shen Qiuniang had a big problem.
After spending one night at the Li family's house, Tuva returned to the outer three cities with the tightly wrapped little Lingzhi mushroom in his arms, and went back to Shen Qiuniang's side.
The woman who took care of Shen Qiuniang was a woman from the Western Regions named Xinaer, who worked in the acrobatic troupe.
When Xinar saw that Tuva had returned with the little Lingzhi and that it was unharmed, she left happily.
Shen Qiu Niang took the swaddle blanket and looked at the little Lingzhi inside, who was staring at her with her eyes open. She felt her heart melt.
"Third Sister is amazing. She gave me acupuncture, and the fever broke in just one night."
Looking at Xiao Lingzhi, Chen Qiuniang couldn't help but feel guilty. "Tuva, it's all my fault. If I had stayed in the house, she wouldn't have been born prematurely. If she hadn't been born prematurely, Lingzhi wouldn't have been weak. If she wasn't weak, Lingzhi wouldn't have suffered."
"It's all my fault. If I had been more careful, the child wouldn't have suffered like this."
Tuva was already worried about Shen Qiuniang's health, and seeing her like this, how could he let her continue to wallow in grief and self-blame?
Tuva changed out of his outer clothes, added charcoal to the brazier, and widened the gap in the window before walking to the bedside and sitting down. He looked at Chen Qiuniang very seriously and said, "Qiuniang, please don't say that."
You are Lingzhi's own mother, how could you not want Lingzhi to prosper?
Just as Third Sister said, it was all just an accident.
We'll listen to Third Sister. From now on, the whole family will move into the city and rent a house on the street where Third Sister lives. We'll carefully cultivate the Ganoderma lucidum. If anything happens, we'll be close to Third Sister's house, so we can just go to her.
Third Sister said that if we take good care of it, after three years, Lingzhi will surely be as healthy as a full-term baby.
Don't blame yourself. I'm just a rough guy, not as thoughtful as you. Lingzhi will need your care a lot from now on.
Tuva's words of comfort finally brought a smile to Shen Qiuniang's face, who was filled with self-blame and regret.
Although Shen Qiuniang's eyes were moist, she smiled and gave Tuva a reproachful look. "Do you need to tell me?"
This is my own child, how could I not care about him?
"Ganoderma lucidum is my heart and soul, the apple of my eye."
Seeing the expression on Chen Qiuniang's face change from gloomy to cheerful, Tuva felt relieved and breathed a sigh of relief.
Actually, this morning when Tuva was about to leave the Li family with Xiao Lingzhi, he happened to run into Li San Niang, who was coming out of the courtyard of Li Da Xiong and Li Da Sao. Li San Niang specifically stopped him and gave him a few words of advice.
"Qiu Niang actually had a mental block about having children."
You know about her early life; her cowardly, incompetent, and furious ex-son-in-law beat and deliberately injured her.
It was clearly that man who couldn't have children, yet they blamed it all on Qiu Niang. (Chapters 31-33)
Li San Niang rubbed her head, which was a little sore from staying up all night to take care of Li Da Sao, and continued to instruct Tuva: "Although Qiu Niang finally met you and she was respectful, how could that kind of man not throw mud at her?"
Although more than a year has passed, the hurt Qiu Niang has not been able to forget in just one or two years.
It's even possible that she'll need to spend her whole life redeeming herself.
The child was a knot in Qiu Niang's heart.
She fled from famine, but all her relatives had died, leaving her alone to live in this vast city of Chang'an.
She married that man when she was young, wanting a home and to have her own children so that she could cope with this lonely world.
As a result, she had not been able to conceive even after five years of marriage, and had suffered such inhuman abuse. One can imagine how much pain she was in.
Now, due to an accident, your child was born prematurely and is weak, requiring careful care to grow up healthy. She must feel extremely guilty.
At this time, she needs your comfort the most, to make her understand that it is not her fault, that she is not alone, that she has a loving husband and a child of her own blood. Only in this way can she gradually emerge from the shadows and live a good life.
Tuva, since you want to spend your life with Qiu Niang, you must take good care of her in the days to come, and don't neglect her because of the child.
On his way back from the Li family to the outer three cities, Tuva kept pondering Li San Niang's words over and over in his mind.
That's why the scene of Tuva comforting Shen Qiuniang just now happened.
However, Tuva still didn't understand Shen Qiuniang. After seeing Shen Qiuniang coax Xiao Lingzhi to sleep, Tuva actually said something to Shen Qiuniang that Shen Qiuniang absolutely could not accept at this moment.
"...So, I was thinking that I would ask Dr. Li to prescribe medicine for me in the future. After I take the medicine, you will not have to suffer the pain of childbirth anymore."
"From now on, we'll live with Lingzhi. When she grows up, we'll find her a good husband and bring him home. Then our whole family will be happy and prosperous."
While Tuva was still talking happily, Shen Qiuniang was already in tears, her whole body shrouded in an overwhelming sadness.
It was only after a while that Tuva realized that Shen Qiuniang hadn't replied. He then got up, pushed the charcoal brazier towards the bed, and walked over to Shen Qiuniang.
"Qiu Niang?"
At this moment, Shen Qiuniang, who was lying on her side on the bed with her back to the ground, heard Tuva calling her, but she bit her lip hard and did not respond to Tuva at all.
At this point, Tuva truly realized that something was wrong.
Tuva reached out and gently patted Shen Qiuniang's shoulder, calling out, "Qiuniang? Qiuniang, why aren't you saying anything?"
When Shen Qiuniang didn't reply, Tuva became anxious. He gently turned Shen Qiuniang's body around and saw that the tears streaming down her face were almost forming a small stream.
Moreover, in order not to cry out, Shen Qiuniang not only clenched her teeth but also bit her lip. Tuva felt a pang of heartache when he saw the bloody lip that Shen Qiuniang had bitten.
"Open your mouth, open your mouth!"
What's wrong?
What's going on now?
Why are you crying?
Why did you bite yourself like this?
"Qiu Niang, listen to me, let go, let go!"
Seeing Tuva's anxious expression, Chen Qiuniang felt a little better and obediently let go. However, even though she let go, the wound that had already bled wouldn't heal immediately, and it still looked like it was covered in blood.
"How do we do this?"
After you gave birth, was the ointment that Third Sister left you still effective? Could it be used to wipe your mouth?
Tuva anxiously got up, wanting to get some ointment to apply to Shen Qiuniang, but Shen Qiuniang grabbed his arm and looked into Tuva's eyes, asking each word clearly, "Don't you want me anymore?"
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