From the moment Xiao Wenxi said that, Tong Yi never said another word from beginning to end, let alone a word of blame.
Even the previous unpleasantness seemed no big deal.
When he was a child, he once asked Xiao Wenxi why he wanted her to be his master.
After all, she was a novice player in the game who knew nothing. She had no tactics, no skills, and couldn't use a gun. She had to survive in the grass to get points.
Xiao Wenxi’s answer was, because she was good to her.
The good things that Xiao Wenxi mentioned were just that every time in the game, Tong Nian would give Xiao Wenxi priority in obtaining the high-level supplies he found, that Tong Nian would look for a car to take her into the circle safely every time they were escaping from the poison, that when Xiao Wenxi fell down, Tong Nian would risk his own safety to rescue her, and that the master and apprentice would exchange good morning and good night greetings on WeChat every morning and evening.
That's all.
For childhood, because Xiao Wenxi called her "Master", everything became natural.
She gave Xiao Wenxi supplies because she was her apprentice and should be pampered. It was also her job as a master to bring her into the circle safely. Even if Xiao Wenxi fell down, she, as a master, had to rescue her. As a master, she could not just abandon her little apprentice, even if they turned into boxes together.
All the things that were taken for granted in childhood became special treatment in Xiao Wenxi's eyes. They were all the good things her master had done for her and could not be shared with others.
When playing games and someone started to follow Xiao Wenxi in calling Tongnian "Master", Xiao Wenxi would immediately come out to protest and tell them not to compete with her. Tongnian was her Master, her Master alone. She would not allow anyone to call Tongnian "Master", nor would she allow Tongnian to let anyone call her "Master".
At that time, Tongyi always felt that she was making a big deal out of nothing.
Everyone just called her Master in jest. How could anyone compete with her for the title of Master? She cherished this Master, but would everyone else cherish him as much as she did?
I thought it was funny in my childhood.
However……
Just now, when Xiao Wenxi said that, Tongnian felt that he was wrong.
It turned out that she had always been afraid of being abandoned.
Therefore, she has been secretly competing with those people for "favor".
If she saw others being a little nicer to Tongnian, or Tongnian staying a little longer with his teammates or talking a few more words, she would feel a sense of crisis as if her master was being snatched away.
Regarding Xiao Wenxi's situation, Tongnian felt that it was because of what Xiao Wenxi had experienced that she was so afraid of losing.
Did childhood have no feelings about this at all?
The answer is no.
Swallowtail Man and Xiaoku were both friends that Xiao Wenxi was relatively familiar with. Tongnian had played many games with them. As everyone got to know each other better, they spoke without reservations. Tongnian also learned some information about Xiao Wenxi from them.
For example:
The matter between Xiao Wenxi and Duoduo.
Duoduo, who was once Xiao Wenxi's best friend and comrade-in-arms who fought side by side with her, left her for another team for some reason.
If we look at the problem from a different angle, all of Xiao Wenxi's actions can be understood.
A moment of heartache.
Childhood took a deep breath.
Thinking back on the time since she met Xiao Wenxi and they became master and apprentice, Xiao Wenxi always accompanied her in their childhood games. Their friendship grew stronger day by day, but there were also many times when they had conflicts. Every time during childhood, she chose to deal with them calmly, and every time, Xiao Wenxi was the first to bow to her.
To put it bluntly, the so-called calm handling of the situation is just ignoring her and using cold violence.
In Xiao Wenxi's words, no matter whether Tong Nian pays attention to her or not, she will stick to her and she will always wait for her reply.
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