Chapter 182: Dragon Valley (14)
Su Yue's hand tightly grasped Cang Zhi's arm, his fingers pale and slender, yet tinged with a strange red. He wanted to free himself from this feeling but couldn't, so he could only hold on to Cang Zhi tightly, even his breathing trembling.
Cang Zhi was so stiff that he dared not move, even his voice was stammering, "Then I... I will help you?"
Su Yue took a deep breath and said through gritted teeth: "No need."
Su Yue couldn't have such unclear contact with Cang Zhi, as if Cang Zhi was doing this to give him alms.
But he didn't want to let Cang Zhi go. Su Yue was accidentally poisoned in the cave. Just now, in order to see the hallucination clearly, he did not use his divine power to defend himself even though he knew that weaker willpower might lead to deeper poisoning, and thus was poisoned more deeply.
This strange poison caused every cell in his body to struggle to get closer to Cangzhi.
Su Yue felt very hot, a kind of heat that made him uneasy. He would feel a little relieved only if he stayed close to Cangzhi. However, if he stayed close to Cangzhi, another kind of strange heat would arise.
It seems that Cangzhi...represents Suyue's desire itself.
Su Yue didn't know what to do. He only knew that some things couldn't happen.
The person opposite is the Lord God. Even if he is my ex-boyfriend, he is just my “ex” boyfriend.
Cang Zhi knew what he should do, but it was precisely because he "knew" Su Yue that he couldn't ask him to do so.
Because it was as if Cang Zhi was being intimate with him purely "to help him detoxify," a strict and cold attitude that felt almost medical. If he confessed his feelings and desires, and was met with pure, undivided indifference, Su Yue would be better off dead.
Maybe it's out of some unnecessary self-esteem. Anyway, if Su Yue dies in this game, he won't really die.
"I..." Su Yue's voice trembled slightly, but he finally had some strength. He tried to push Cang Zhi away, "You don't have to help me."
Cang Zhi hesitated for a moment.
"Why not?" Cang Zhi asked.
"I can detoxify myself." Su Yue didn't look him in the eye. "It's just a little slower. Let me rest for a while. I'll be fine tomorrow."
"But you feel very uncomfortable now." Cang Zhi said.
"What's wrong with feeling uncomfortable?" Su Yue's face flushed with anger again. "Just bear with it for a while. Who hasn't experienced uncomfortable things?"
"No." Cang Zhi said.
Without giving Su Yue a chance to struggle, he hugged Su Yue even tighter.
Su Yue froze for a moment.
.
Cang Zhi almost never disobeyed Su Yue's words, whether it was a battle plan, a work plan, or a request to "stay together" or "break up." Perhaps it was because Cang Zhi had a good temper, and it was even better in front of the God Su Yue, or perhaps it was because he had no heart, so he had no real emotions or will of his own.
This was the first time Cangzhi refused Suyue's request.
Su Yue was already exhausted, and now his mind was completely confused. He weakly clung to Cang Zhi's arm and whispered, "What do you mean by 'no'?"
"If you don't want me to touch you, I can choose not to touch you." Cang Zhi said, "But you're feeling very uncomfortable right now, and I don't want to see you like this. Don't just endure it because you hate me. If you lean on me, you'll feel a little better. Just... think of me as that divine assistant."
Su Yue felt a little dizzy.
He understood what Cang Zhi meant. If he needed it, Cang Zhi would be happy to help him. And that kind of "help" didn't seem to be what he imagined. It was purely out of "helping his colleague to detoxify and better complete the task."
But...what does it mean that he "hates" Cang Zhi?
Is that what Cang Zhi thinks?
Su Yue felt that he didn't think so, although he did say so...
Su Yue always felt that Cang Zhi's words seemed to have a lot of meaning if he thought about it in depth, but he had no strength in his body and his mind was not very clear, so he really couldn't think about it in depth.
But as long as Cang Zhi didn't have the attitude of "I don't want to, but I can help if you need it", he didn't intend to make things difficult for himself.
Su Yue hung on Cang Zhi like a koala, with his pale cheek pressed against Cang Zhi's neck. He was sweating a lot, and his hair was wet with sweat. He must have looked very disheveled, but he couldn't see it anyway, and Cang Zhi didn't seem to mind at all. When Su Yue leaned over, he hugged Su Yue tighter.
"I don't... hate it, but I don't know what to do." Su Yue whispered. His cheek was pressed against Cang Zhi, and the soft, warm breath blew on Cang Zhi's neck.
"Yeah." Cangzhi responded briefly.
Su Yue closed his eyes. He couldn't face this situation, which was even closer than when they were in love. There was a very hot emotion accumulating in his heart. He would feel a little cooler when he got close to Cangzhi, so he moved closer to him as if he was trying to drill into Cangzhi's body.
"Maybe if I get closer to you..."
Su Yue's voice suddenly stopped.
He felt Cangzhi's lips, very lightly and tentatively, falling on the side of his face.
"Is it okay?" Cang Zhi asked, "Will it...be better?"
"...Yeah." Su Yue didn't dare to open his eyes anymore. His eyelashes trembled slightly like butterfly wings. "Thank...thank you for your hard work."
"No." Cang Zhi said.
The touch of skin and Cangzhi's voice easily turned on the last switch that Su Yue was guarding with great difficulty. He could hardly hold on at first, so he hooked his hand around Cangzhi's neck. Cangzhi was pulled by him and kissed him without any hesitation.
This kiss lacked the calmness of the Lord God or the reserve of the Supreme God. Su Yue couldn't tell how much of this was because of the poison he was in and how much was because the person in front of him was Cang Zhi. He couldn't understand why Cang Zhi treated him so warmly.
The closest they had ever come to a kiss when they were dating was when Cang Zhi asked, "Should I kiss you?", but now they have become like this.
Just like an ordinary couple in love, or even more so, the kiss soon stopped with just lips.
Cangzhi carefully undressed Su Yue. His kisses went from the corner of her mouth to her chin and then down her neck inch by inch. Every time Cangzhi's lips and fingers touched her, Su Yue felt tingling like an electric shock.
As a god and as a player, this was the first time he had felt this way.
But that was Cang Zhi.
So even though Su Yue was drowning in desire, when Cang Zhi continued to move down from his lower abdomen, Su Yue finally regained his composure briefly. He said with difficulty, "...No."
Cang Zhi paused and looked at Su Yue's face. Su Yue did look very embarrassed now, but there was a slight glow on her cheeks, and because of her embarrassment, she looked particularly beautiful and charming.
Especially those eyes, sparkling as if filled with spring water.
"Okay." Cang Zhi said.
He lowered his head and kissed Su Yue's nose again.
In the past, Cang Zhi would never do this. He was not afraid of Su Yue beating him, but he was afraid that Su Yue would be angry. But now he inexplicably felt that Su Yue would not be angry because of this.
Su Yue turned his head slightly, his expression showing that he didn't want to pay attention to Cang Zhi. In fact, he felt that his face was burning.
What's the matter with being so intimate with her ex-boyfriend? What's more important is that he has no resistance to Cang Zhi at all.
The reaction in the heart and the reaction in the body both fully explain this matter.
Cangzhi must have felt it too, since they were so close just now.
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"You should rest first." Cang Zhi said, "We'll tell you what you saw in the hallucination tomorrow."
Although the brief intimacy made Su Yue feel a little better, he still had no strength in his body and even felt tired when talking. It was about to get dark, and it was best not to act rashly at night here. So even if he told what he saw in the dream now, he could not take any action.
But it should be much better after a rest.
Then, tomorrow... I'll explain today's poisoning situation to Cangzhi.
Just don't bring any burden to Cangzhi.
Fortunately, Cangzhi didn’t ask so many questions.
He should also understand that Su Yue was poisoned, which is a special case.
But when he reached the bed, Su Yue was stunned.
Only then did he remember that in order to prevent himself from accidentally hurting himself when he entered the hallucination, he took a quilt to the bathroom and wrapped it around the wall.
So now there is only a quilt left on the bed.
Given his current condition, he had already reached his limit by just kissing and touching.
If Cang Zhi touches him now, something will definitely happen to him. Wouldn't that be disrespectful to the Lord God?
…
What the hell should I do?
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