Chapter 54: Dream Amusement Park (36)
"Nothing." Su Yue answered subconsciously, remembering that after they broke up, the divine master Qi Wujiu once said that he was too dishonest.
The divine master said that since a main god like Cang Zhi is willing to form a romantic relationship with you, he will give you whatever you ask of him.
But you seem to only want things that you didn't ask for, which seems a little difficult to understand for the gods who are always listening to wishes.
At that time, Su Yue's response was that he "accidentally" cast an ice spell to freeze the master's hot pot. He could not agree with Qi Wujiu's statement.
A partner who always responds to your requests is indeed a qualified partner, but this has nothing to do with love. At least in Su Yue's cognition, love is all kinds of impulses, guesses, resonance of heartbeats, and even unreasonable behavior.
No matter what, it shouldn’t be a case of “granting every request”.
But later, Qi Wujiu's words touched Su Yue a little. At least he felt that he should be honest about his thoughts.
Now he is facing his own puppet. If he can't even be honest with the puppet, then this so-called "honesty" will be too fake.
So Su Yue twisted the ring, put away the electronic screen, and said, "Azhi, you know you have a real body, right?"
Cang Zhi was silent for a moment: "...I know."
Su Yue didn't look at Cang Zhi. It was a bit too awkward for him to stare at the same face while talking about this kind of topic. "Then you know he's my ex-boyfriend, right?"
Cang Zhi was silent for a moment: "I know that too."
"I'm thinking about him." Su Yue paused, feeling that the following words were a little difficult to say.
Cang Zhi listened very attentively and even raised his eyebrows slightly.
"I wonder if he hates me." Su Yue finished the rest of his words in one breath.
Cang Zhi: “…Oh.”
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"?" Su Yue looked at Cang Zhi with some confusion.
He felt that Cangzhi's reaction seemed a little subtle.
"Why do you think he hates you?" Cang Zhi said calmly under Su Yue's gaze.
"Ah, it's quite embarrassing to say this." After saying the most crucial words, Su Yue relaxed and said frankly, "I haven't told you about this. Didn't the supervisor who was in contact with me in the last dungeon change? At that time, I told you that the supervisor was too fussy and concerned."
"Ah..." Cang Zhi said with a subtle expression, "Is it too obvious?"
"It's more than excessive; it's practically meticulous care." Su Yue tutted, realizing he'd strayed off topic and then returned to the subject. "Anyway, after I finished this dungeon and went back, I discovered that the supervisor was actually your real self, my ex-boyfriend."
"Then why does he care about you so much?" Cang Zhi asked.
"No, no, no, if it's him, then it's not excessive concern. He has always been like this, and he works according to what is written in the regulations." Su Yue said.
Cang Zhi: “Oh.”
"Actually, this is why I feel he hates me," Su Yue said.
"Why?" Cang Zhi was obviously stunned.
Su Yue was silent for a moment. It was always difficult to admit one's pain, even for a Supreme God. But since he had decided to be an honest God, Su Yue decided to be honest to the end.
"We met during a break in this dungeon," Su Yue said. "Afterwards, before entering this dungeon, I asked him to help me plan a path into the game. But even for such a simple meeting, he didn't want to see me."
"Do you care a lot?" Cang Zhi asked.
"I don't care, he's just my ex." Su Yue noticed that Cang Zhi looked a little lonely, and quickly added, "I didn't mean to say anything about you, Azhi. You are you, he is him, I can tell them apart."
"I know." Cang Zhi nodded.
"But it's still a bit confusing when someone hates you. Well, I don't know why I feel confused, but it just feels awkward." Su Yue said with a smile.
"I don't think he hates you." Cang Zhi said, "He might not contact you for other reasons, like he's afraid you'll be upset when you see him, or he feels you've started a new life and he needs to avoid suspicion."
At a certain moment, the scene at that time did flash through Su Yue's mind. Cang Zhi called him and asked him about his boyfriend, which to some extent was consistent with the doll's guess.
But then Su Yue immediately drove this imagination out of his mind and smiled: "He won't do that. We have known each other for so many years, and I have never seen him have such delicate emotions."
"...Hmm." Cang Zhi was silent for a moment, "That's true."
"Besides, I used my divine power several times at the racetrack, and the alarm went off three or four times, but he never came to find me." Su Yue said, "Isn't this also to avoid suspicion?"
"Is it possible? I mean, this is just a possibility." Cang Zhi said, "Is there something he is really busy with and can't send you a message, so he didn't send you a message?"
Su Yue thought for a moment: "For example, what?"
Cang Zhi: “…”
Cang Zhi said in self-abandonment: "I don't know."
Cang Zhi now looks a bit like a depressed dog who has made a mistake, and no one knows why he is depressed.
Su Yue was amused by this idea and complained to him: "What do you mean by that? It's as if you have deep feelings for him, or that you know him better."
Cang Zhi: "I'm not, I don't have it."
Su Yue laughed again.
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When Su Yue faced Cang Zhi in the Divine Realm a few days ago, he had a stern face all the time, which of course looked good. Su Yue's face would look good in any situation as long as he didn't deliberately make it look bad. But when he smiled, his eyes seemed to contain a ray of spring breeze, clear and bright, which made people feel that he was very happy.
Su Yue smiled for a while and then restrained his expression again, but he still looked very natural and casual.
He leaned lazily there, wearing work clothes anyway, so he didn't mind the dirt. He zipped his collar down a little, revealing a soft white T-shirt and a small, thin section of his collarbone. He didn't know what he was thinking, staring into the distance, his eyes holding a faint light.
This is clearly a simple, closed, and dark elevator shaft, but it inexplicably reminds Cang Zhi of the God Su Yue who once went boating and drank with him on a breezy night.
Cangzhi hadn't seen Su Yue so relaxed and casual in front of him for a long time.
If he were facing the "Lord God Cang Zhi", Su Yue would definitely not show such a relaxed and happy expression.
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"First of all, let me make it clear that I don't know him." Cang Zhi suddenly said.
Su Yue:? ? ?
He didn't understand how things were going and looked at Cang Zhi with a puzzled look on his face.
"But I think my true self will never hate you." Cang Zhi said, "You don't need to worry about this at all."
Su Yue was stunned: "Why do you say that?"
"Because according to what you said, he and I are very similar in appearance and personality. I will never hate you, so he will definitely not hate you either." Cang Zhi said, "You are very... cute. He will never hate you in his life."
Su Yue raised the corner of his mouth slightly. "Do you know how long a god's life is? It's more than a few thousand years, and you still say 'this life'? How can you guarantee this life for him?"
Cang Zhi is stuck.
He couldn't answer this question.
Su Yue smiled and continued, "But it doesn't matter, Ah Zhi. I like what you said. No one wants to be disliked by others. I won't go to him to verify it. There's no need. What you said makes me happy, and that's enough for me."
Then Su Yue patted Cang Zhi's shoulder and said, "Also, you're being so sweet right now. I'm really curious, what exactly did you learn before entering this dungeon?"
Cang Zhi: “…”
Cang Zhi said righteously, "Keep it a secret."
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Of course, Su Yue could use the privileges of being the puppet master to make Cang Zhi tell him what kind of magical book he had read to become the sweetheart he is today, but he felt that it was unnecessary and it would be meaningless if it went to that extent.
The elevator reached the ground floor while they were chatting. Just like when they arrived at the warehouse the day before, the elevator door opened and Warehouse No. 521 with a shabby house number appeared in front of Su Yue and Cang Zhi.
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