Zhang Jiye, I miss you so much.
It had been a month since Xu Chuwan moved to her uncle's house, or rather, it hadn't even been a month yet.
Jiang Yan then found her next man.
Wow, that's pretty fast.
After Jiang Yan returned home that night, she packed her clothes, cosmetics, and other belongings.
Xu Chuwan had a bad feeling. After hesitating for a moment, she asked, "Mom...Mom, where are you going?"
When Jiang Yan brought up this matter, she smiled slightly, something she hadn't done in a long time, and said, "Can't I stay at my man's house?"
Xu Chuwan's expression froze.
She's going to stay at an uncle's house. Will he take her with him?
Mom, can you take me with you...?
I don't want to be met with Jiang Xia's cold shoulder and nitpicking every day anymore...
OK……
I will definitely listen to that uncle...
So please, Mom.
Jiang Yan had no intention of taking Xu Chuwan with her, and said coldly, "You can stay here."
Xu Chuwan was completely disappointed in Jiang Yan.
Xu Chuwan naively thought that Jiang Yan's statement that "she's just as disgusting as you" was just said in anger, but it turns out it was true.
It came from the bottom of her heart.
Xu Chuwan tries her best to be a good girl who pleases her parents and elders, but in return, she is abandoned by them one by one.
There was no one to pull her back when she was about to sink into a deep quagmire.
There was no one who loved her.
Why...why...
She has already tried her best.
No one will love her.
No one would like her personality.
Her classmates at her new school all said she was difficult to get along with, and that she was pretentious...
These are not her true personality traits.
No one understands her.
No one understood her emotions.
She let herself fall, knowing no one would come to pull her up anyway.
She really has no other merits besides her excellent grades.
She hated Jiang Yan to the core, yet she couldn't bring herself to hate her.
After all... she is his mother.
Xu Chuwan continued to be a good girl, nodding and humming in agreement.
The next day, after finishing breakfast, Jiang Yan couldn't wait to leave.
Only Xu Chuwan remained.
That's ridiculous.
Her own biological mother abandoned her daughter and went to live with another man.
How ironic.
Jiang Xia glanced at Xu Chuwan and said, "Hey, your mother's gone, when are you leaving my house?"
Xu Chuwan's grandmother gently tapped Jiang Xia's head and said, "How dare you talk to your sister like that?"
Jiang Xia pouted in dissatisfaction and said, "So she can keep living in my house forever?!"
Xu Chuwan spoke up at this moment: "Don't worry, I don't have that plan. I'll leave after I finish the college entrance examination."
Jiang Xia said, "The sooner you leave, the better, so I won't get annoyed by you."
Xu Chuwan ignored her and continued doing her homework.
Jiang Xia got angry when she saw that Xu Chuwan wasn't going to pay attention to her, and said to Xu Chuwan, "Hey! Why aren't you answering me!"
Xu Chuwan raised her head, looked at Jiang Xia, and said, word by word, "Why should I answer you? Do you even have the right?"
This time, it was Jiang Xia's turn to remain silent.
At this moment, Xu Chuwan's uncle, Jiang Cheng, said, "Wanwan, your sister is still young, don't hold it against her. Xiaxia, don't say such hurtful things."
Xu Chuwan hummed in agreement.
Jiang Xia wasn't about to shut up for a second, saying, "Dad, she's too afraid to show her face in our house! Why can't I say anything? I don't want to see her!"
Xu Chuwan said expressionlessly, "If you don't want to see me, you can go back to your own room; no one is forcing you to see me."
Jiang Xia was speechless after Xu Chuwan's words. Unable to argue with her, he chose to remain silent.
Zhang Jiye, I miss you so much.
Nobody here is kind to me...
My classmates at the new school all say I'm pretentious...
The students at my new school are all targeting me...
My cousin from my maternal grandmother's side dislikes me and is always picking on me...
My mom doesn't love me at all...
I don't know what my purpose is in this world...
Maybe it's because I met you.
Liking you is the only right thing I've ever done in this world.
Zhang Jiye, I long to hear you call my name again...
Zhang Jiye, I long to hear you call me "Teacher Xu" again...
Zhang Jiye, I really want to go to the arcade with you again...
Zhang Jiye, I really want to go to the amusement park with you, Shen Yan, and the others again...
Zhang Jiye, I really want you to celebrate my birthday again...
Zhang Jiye, I really want you to carry me to the infirmary again...
Zhang Jiye, I really want to study with you again...
Zhang Jiye, I really want to ride the bus with you again, listen to music together, and study together...
Zhang Jiye, I really want to spend New Year's Eve with you and Shen Yan again...
Xu Chuwan finally understood the lyrics of Stefanie Sun's song "The One I Miss":
"Pride often holds people back."
"Let love take a winding path."
Pretending to understand is out of fear.
The truth is too stark.
Being embarrassed is worse than losing.
What I miss is the ability to talk about anything.
What I miss is dreaming together.
What I miss is what happened after the arguments.
I still have the urge to love you.
I remember my birthday that year.
I also remember that song.
Remember that starry sky
"The tightest right hand"
"The warmest chest"
Who forgot?
How could Xu Chuwan possibly forget what she went through with Zhang Jiye?
Those memories are so precious.
And Shen Yan and the others.
It turns out that when you start reminiscing about the past, your heart is already filled with tears.
Zhang Jiye, did you miss me today?
I think about you every single day.
I think of you all the time...
But I can't see you.
Zhang Jiye, I hope you'll still remember me when we meet next time.
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