"This, this song title? It doesn't seem appropriate for the occasion!"
"Lin Xuan'er's solo? Honestly, her singing skills are just so-so. Without her group, she's nothing."
"Didn't their group just perform the opening act? Why are they here again? Oh my god, the evening party is completely dominated by traffic!"
"What's wrong with Lin Xuan'er? What are the people above yelling at her about?! Maybe the haters are leaving the group! I actually think Xuan'er's singing skills are enough for her to perform on her own!"
"Isn't the song title good? I once had a similar idea."
"Anyway, this song was written by Zhou Yiyang. There's hardly any bad song he composed."
Lin Xuan'er hadn't even started singing yet, but the comments were already becoming dense.
It has to be said that Yue Shao is not only a top star herself, but each of their members is also very popular.
Guan Fei looked nervous, as if she was the one about to go on stage to sing.
Zhou Yiyang, who was standing next to him, glanced at Guan Fei and whispered, "Why are you so nervous? Xuan'er is very stable on stage. And she's in great shape tonight."
"I'm still nervous," Guan Fei explained. "Just thinking about who Xuan'er is singing this song for makes me feel overwhelmed. I don't know how Xuan'er managed to keep her composure."
As they were talking, Lin Xuan'er had already walked out from the backstage.
She changed her clothes and came out wearing a snow-white long dress.
There are many star-like patterns embroidered on the hem of the skirt. Under the light, Lin Xuaner's entire skirt looks like a starry sky.
It is grand and elegant, and it matches Lin Xuaner's current black hair very well.
"Ahhh, Xuan'er is so beautiful in this outfit!"
"It must be a fairy! This must be a fairy sister coming down to earth to sing!"
"What an elegant feeling! It turns out Xuan'er can also go this way!"
"I'm looking forward to this song more and more. It seems there's a band behind it. It should be a very good song."
I have to say that Lin Xuaner really put her heart into her performance this time.
Besides her, there is an orchestra behind her.
When she walked to the center of the stage, the dry ice rising on both sides of the stage also created a fairy-like effect.
Lin Xuan'er held the microphone tightly in both hands, she looked up at the front, her heart had never been so calm as it was now.
Su Yin and Tang Yue sat backstage, their eyes fixed on the screen.
"Oh my God, why hasn't Xuan'er started singing yet? I'm so nervous." Su Yin was so nervous that she couldn't eat snacks. You know, she would never be like this before.
"Same as before," Tang Yue nodded empathetically. "It's even more torturous than performing on my own. Xuan'er must give her exceptional performance!"
“I once thought about ending it all.
Because there are seagulls crying at the pier
As the waves rise and fall
Pecking at the past, it flies away
I once thought about ending it all.
Because the apricot blossoms bloomed on my birthday
If I take a nap in the sunshine
Can I turn to dust along with the dead insects?"
Before singing it, Lin Xuaner remembered Lu Liwen's teachings.
Immerse yourself in the song.
She hardly slept last night. She read various materials and visited various forums to read and feel the words of those who suffered from depression.
Through those words that were so cold that they seemed to have no life or temperature, Lin Xuan'er seemed to see the crying behind the words.
After watching it so much, she almost suspected that she was depressed too.
Because of this, she suddenly understood the lyrics that seemed incomprehensible at first glance.
Why do I want to end it all when I hear the seagulls crying at the dock, or when the apricot blossoms bloom outside the window on my birthday?
Normal people don't understand, these are just trivial things in life. They may think it's just pretentious.
But now Lin Xuan'er understands that when a person suffers from depression, he will indeed become fragile and sensitive.
Some trivial things that seem insignificant to outsiders may become an unbearable burden in their lives.
This kind of immersive singing is like peeling off your entire body, leaving only a bare soul, and then throwing yourself into the song.
So when Lin Xuaner sang this song, she thought of the crying words she had seen and her friend who was suffering from depression.
[I am a depressed person, but I dare not tell anyone because I am afraid they will discriminate against me.]
[I've been sleep deprived again. Another groggy day. I don't know where tomorrow will lead.]
I hate myself for always getting down. Today, on my way to work, I saw a withered flower drifting in the wind, and I burst into tears. Everyone around me must think I'm stupid.
In the eyes of others, I'm a brilliant student, beloved by teachers and parents. But I know I'm sick. I hate it all. I'm so tired. If I die, will I finally be able to rest?
Lin Xuaner didn’t know whether the person who wrote these words could hear her song.
If she hears it, she wants those people to know that they are not alone and that there are many people fighting depression with them.
Su Yin's eyes became moist when she heard this.
"I don't know why, but I was so moved. Xuan'er sang with so much emotion today, and she had no control over her voice at all, it was like she was letting out some emotion."
Wang Xingrui, who was originally preparing for her own performance, couldn't help but start watching Lin Xuaner's performance.
She looked at Lin Xuan'er with admiration as she held the microphone and sang. "This song really can't be held back at all. She must sing it with all her heart. I'm sure Xuan'er will feel very uncomfortable after singing this song."
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