Chapter 126 I also like this kind of relationship

It was clearly a table full of dishes that Gan Yanyu usually liked to eat.

Today, the girl seemed particularly unhappy while eating.

It seems that the sad mood cannot catch up with the honest little mouth.

She had a sad face but was showing off her hot sweet and sour pork ribs.

"Lin Tian, ​​am I useless?"

"Lin Tian, ​​the competition is next week."

"Lin Tian, ​​what should I do?"

Lin Tian just looked at Gan Yanyu, who was wailing while stuffing ribs into his mouth and blowing air on the ribs. He didn't seem to be very sad.

"Only when you are full can you have the energy to think of a solution."

Noticing Lin Tian's gaze, Gan Yanyu spoke weakly and bit off another piece of pork ribs.

“.”

"I sent a message to Gao Zhenyang."

Lin Tian explained the general situation to Gao Zhenyang on WeChat.

Regarding the situation in the Star Cup competition where some fans held up light boards and the organizers handled it coldly, some people might think that it was a bit too squeamish to even care about this.

But Gao Zhenyang knew about Gan Yanyu's situation.

As a director of the Qingzhou City Music Association, he has such a wide network of contacts that we can only place our hopes on him.

[I understand, Teacher Lin Tian.]

[I have a friend who is on the Star Cup organizing committee, I mentioned it to him.]

[However, don't hold your hopes too high. The composition of the organizing committee is very complicated. Maybe the organizers deliberately let this happen. If that's the case, I don't think it will have much effect.]

“.”

Gao Zhenyang always speaks with high emotional intelligence.

To sum up, there is little hope, so be prepared.

Lin Tian was already very grateful for Gao Zhenyang's help and would not ask for more.

"Teacher Gan."

"ah?"

"What are you afraid of?"

Lin Tian asked.

The question here refers to why the pressure is doubled when there are fans supporting you in the audience.

This seems to be nonsense, but Lin Tian wants to understand it more clearly.

"I"

"Are you afraid of disappointing their expectations? For example, you're worried that you won't be able to perform well in front of your fans and disappoint them."

This is very consistent with Gan Yanyu's personality.

Lin Tian guessed that this was most likely the reason.

“That’s partly true.”

Gan Yanyu whispered, "After all, I know that I am actually useless and not suitable for the big stage. It is only because of my pleasing appearance and the name of my grandfather that I have gained a lot of fame that I do not deserve with my ability."

"You have to believe in your own strength."

Lin Tian said helplessly.

After going around in circles, it’s still a problem of self-confidence.

However, Gan Yanyu said "a part", which means that this should not be the main reason.

"What else?"

"I think many people come here not because they like me, but just to laugh at my jokes."

"Um?"

This angle made Lin Tian stunned, "How could it be?"

"Because I'm used to it. It's always been like this."

Gan Yanyu put down her chopsticks and said softly.

“.”

Lin Tian quickly remembered the two rude girls he met at the door when he went to a concert with Gan Yanyu for the first time.

yes.

Gan Yanyu has always been like this.

Since her debut, the title of "Successor of Mr. Gan" has always been on her, making her receive undue attention.

Those who ran excitedly to watch Gan Yanyu's performance.

Do they really like Gan Yanyu, or do they just want to laugh at her?

The answer is obvious. At least, before Gan Yanyu's concert becomes completely famous.

I'm afraid it's the latter.

Gan Yanyu grew up step by step in such an environment.

As a normal person, if we want to start from scratch, we can become an idol in every sense of the word.

The process should generally be like this: from obscurity - to slowly gaining an audience, then fans - to having more and more audiences, then to having black fans and doubts - amidst the doubts and cheers, gradually let the cheers break through the doubts, and finally grow into something indestructible.

But Gan Yanyu's route is very outrageous:

From the beginning, the audience was full.

There is no situation where "audience" and "fans" grow together from zero.

This resulted in all kinds of doubts and no one was optimistic.

From beginning to end, there was almost no positive feedback. She had to rely entirely on her own perseverance to overcome all doubts and finally grow into what she wanted.

Just thinking about it is terrifying.

In this world, no matter what you do, without positive feedback, it will be a nightmare.

Any successful person must also learn to give himself a point of positive feedback in the thing he is working hard on. It may be encouragement from friends or rising scores in exams. And for Gan Yanyu.

Maybe it’s just the satisfaction of playing classical music.

So, what Gan Yanyu meant by "getting used to it" is that in her opinion, those people holding light boards and watching her performance may not be the ones who truly like her.

Maybe everyone is laughing at her.

"I understand."

Lin Tian said, "So, it's not that you hate the feeling of being liked, but you just feel that this kind of love is fake and makes you feel uneasy, right?"

"I guess so."

Gan Yanyu nodded.

"On that day, just play your best and leave the rest to me!"

Lin Tian said confidently.

If that's the case, it would be very easy to deal with.

It's much easier than being stressed out because you're worried about disappointing your fans! "What are you doing?"

Looking at Lin Tian’s face, he seemed to have understood the plan.

Gan Yanyu suddenly felt a little uneasy.

She knew how bold Lin Tian had done at the last concert.

I didn’t sleep for two whole days and almost collapsed on the stage!

In Gan Yanyu's eyes, Lin Tian is such a magical person.

She knew it from the moment she met him.

"You're not going to do anything self-destructive again, are you? After all, you like that."

"What do you mean by 'like'? Do I have to be an M in your eyes?"

Lin Tian made a dissatisfied sound.

The girl's eyes suddenly widened, "So you want those people holding the light signs to fight? Wear more clothes, it will hurt."

"Aren't you considering wearing more clothes instead of telling me not to fight?!"

Lin Tian couldn't help but complain.

I feel that Gan Yanyu will be the type of person who will tell you to take care of yourself and maintain your health while at the same time making a tonic soup for you so that you can have it in the evening.

".Don't worry, I won't do anything like that again."

"However, if I tell you this in advance, it won't have that effect."

"So, you just need to concentrate on preparing and competing well, that's all!"

Lin Tian extended his index finger and said word by word,

"It's the last week, do your best."

Friday night.

The last two days countdown to the Star Cup finals.

Lin Tian made an appointment to have dinner with Xu Yong.

The two were having dinner in a restaurant near the school.

Lin Tian hasn't been to school for more than half a month, and no one has argued with him for a long time. He is a little uncomfortable.

The pressure of senior year in high school was high, and Xu Yong began to miss the days when Lin Tian was around, so when he got this rare free time, he called Lin Tian out.

The meal was simple, curry and rice.

The price is affordable and the rice is unlimited, so it has always been a favorite of day students.

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Lin Tian hadn't eaten it for a while and missed it quite a bit.

"How is our great musician Mr. Lin Tian preparing for the art exam?"

Xu Yong placed the green tea he had just bought from the convenience store next door on Lin Tian’s desk, sat down opposite him, and asked.

"It's OK."

Ever since I got the hang of it through playing together with Gan Yanyu.

Lin Tian’s training is going more and more smoothly, and there will be no problem for him to pass the art exam.

But it was hard to say about the entrance exam for the Zhonghua Conservatory of Music. After all, Lin Tian had only practiced for a month, and he had to give the prestigious school some respect, so he couldn't jump to conclusions.

"Hey! School without you is so boring!"

Xu Yong stuck the chopsticks into the plate, making a "dong dong dong" sound.

"You have no idea how annoying Su Ran is. He's been looking for trouble lately and always likes to chat with me. He doesn't talk about anything else but you!"

"Talk about me?"

"Yes, ask me about your freshman and sophomore years in high school, your hobbies, your glorious history, etc."

"Damn it, does she like you?"

"Don't worry."

Lin Tian patted Xu Yong's arm and said emotionally, "She is capable of anything, except liking me."

He finally figured out what kind of person Su Ran was.

On the surface, he is an excellent student, but secretly, he is either making fun of idiots and otakus on Tik Tok, or he is harboring evil intentions and thinking of things that others would never expect.

"You didn't tell me anything, did you?"

Just in case, Lin Tian still asked.

"Of course, I won't tell anyone that you're a dead, soft, autistic orphan."

"Thank you for your good words." Lin Tian said.

“.”

Xu Yong once again regretted that he had made Lin Tian happy! He just wanted to curse at him, but he couldn't choose every time.

Did you curse him to death? He hopes that guy dies more than you do.

Fuck! "But it's not like I can't reveal everything - like my 23cm."

"I guess Su Ran asked so many questions because he is interested in your and Gan Yanyu's affairs."

Xu Yong interrupted Lin Tian's spellcasting and didn't give him a chance to show off. "Su Ran is really weird. I don't know where she got the information about you two. A while ago, she excitedly told me that she found out that you two are 'Moonlight and Cat'."

"She found out?"

Lin Tian was stunned for a moment, then he remembered that Su Ran also made a video imitating Mao Jiang and became popular.

It should have been discovered at that time.

After all, if someone doesn’t know Lin Tian and Gan Yanyu in real life, they wouldn’t be able to tell anything just by watching their performance online.

For those who know them, it is very easy to guess that they are Moonlight and Cat by watching two more videos.

But the good thing is that Lin Tian doesn’t have many acquaintances in real life.

Therefore, being able to get Su Ran to guess correctly is already the best, and it would be difficult to get another one.

"Don't worry, she said she won't tell anyone else about it. But compared to this, I'm more curious about one question—"

Xu Yong lowered his voice when he said this.

"How far have you and Gan Yanyu progressed?"

“.”

Before Lin Tian could react, Xu Yong continued, "Look, you two have over two million followers on Douyin now, and you even took the art exam for her. Now that you two are not in school, you probably see each other every day - Brother Tian, ​​it shouldn't be difficult for you to do it, right?"

Very rare.

When Xu Yong talked about Gan Yanyu, he didn't say anything nonsense.

In the past, he would definitely say: I haven't been to school for more than half a month. If I count three times a day, I should have been squeezed by Gan Yanyu more than fifty times, right? Let me see if there is only water left. This shows that Xu Yong is really concerned about Lin Tian's emotional progress this time.

"Our relationship is complicated, but actually, it is very pure"

When talking about this topic, Lin Tian quickly returned to his original nature of "a man stays young until he dies". He became a little gentler and even spoke in a literary manner.

"What's so complicated? In the eyes of an outsider like me, you two eat together, go to school together, shoot Douyin together, and go to college together. Damn, when did you two get together?"

"You may not believe it if I tell you." Lin Tian held his forehead.

"Although we eat together, go to school together, shoot Douyin together, and go to college together, we have never been ambiguous. There may be one or two small actions that cross the line, but any topics that may make people think about it have never been touched upon."

"Is this so exaggerated?!"

Xu Yongdu was surprised.

If it were a normal man and woman, as long as they had normal sexual orientation, were biologically male/female and considered themselves male/female, it would be hard for there to be no sparks after spending such a long time together at such a high intensity!

Not to mention chats with an ambiguous nature, at the very least, emotional topics should be discussed!

"Don't tell me ghost stories - tell me that you don't even know whether Gan Yanyu has had a boyfriend or not."

“It’s true.”

"Fuck, what do you guys talk about every day?"

"Music, and what to eat next."

".Awesome."

After holding it in for a long time, Xu Yong could only say.

He really felt that his three views were being rubbed on the ground.

If it was said that Su Ran had mentioned "innocence" before, he would have been dismissive of it.

This time, he was completely convinced! "After all, we are partners."

Looking at Xu Yong's nervous expression, Lin Tian smiled easily.

Who said that he and Gan Yanyu didn’t have “in-depth topics”.

Yes, and we chat often——

dream!

There is nothing more fascinating than this topic! In fact, there are other topics as well.

The most in-depth discussion was probably about how to build the healthiest and greenest "partner" relationship to ensure that the creative paths of both people are not affected.

"Then what are you going to do? Didn't you keep saying you like her?"

Xu Yong was almost exhausted. "At the very least, you should say something, express your feelings, and test her feelings, right?"

"Too."

Lin Tian also knew that it would be useless if he fantasized in his mind every day.

In Lin Tian’s mind, his and Gan Yanyu’s sweet love life is enough to write a novel on its own.

It’s not a big deal if you always fantasize but don’t say it out loud.

Sooner or later, you have to talk about it. Even if the purpose is not to be together.

In fact, the topic is always about "dreams", and Lin Tian likes it very much. "When are you going to tell me?"

Xu Yong didn't waste any more words and asked directly.

"Let's go to the Yingqin Cup." Lin Tian paused and said, "When we get to the Yingqin Cup, I'll explain everything to her."

I just hope that, given Gan Yanyu's personality, she won't be unable to bear it after hearing it.

(End of this chapter)