Chapter 85 Tell me, what should I do (4K) (ask for monthly ticket)
"Lin Lintian?"
Gan Yanyu put one hand on the crack of the door and opened her eyes wide.
Lin Tian didn't waste any time talking to Gan Yanyu. He grabbed the door handle and prepared to open the door.
A trace of panic suddenly flashed across Gan Yanyu's face, and he quickly grabbed the door handle from inside.
But, with this malnourished little body, how could he be a match for Lin Tian?
Lin Tian pulled himself out of the door easily.
As a result, the girl stumbled and fell out.
"ah!"
She fell steadily into Lin Tian's arms.
The girl pulled at Lin Tian's clothes and raised her head.
In front of him was Lin Tian, who had a deeply frowned brow and a somewhat helpless look in his eyes.
Gan Yanyu knew.
You can't escape now.
“.”
For just a week, Lin Tian did not come to Gan Yanyu's house.
The house has become such a mess.
There are beer cans everywhere, of all brands and flavors.
You want to refresh yourself while trying different flavors, right? The trash can is filled with fast food boxes.
Gan Yanyu had clearly promised Lin Tian that she would eat well at noon when Lin Tian was not at home to cook.
The so-called good meal means eating convenience store bento and 13 yuan pork trotter rice?
“.”
Lin Tian cleaned up all of Gan Yanyu's garbage.
Including various lunch boxes, they were all packed and thrown out the door.
Gan Yanyu sat on the sofa with a cello next to her.
She huddled up, looking at everything in front of her helplessly and confusedly, like a child who had done something wrong, waiting for the upcoming judgment.
“.”
"Tell me, how many hours of sleep have you had?"
Lin Tian sat at the table in the living room and said seriously.
Gan Yanyu stretched out two fingers.
"Two hours?"
"I haven't slept in two days."
"???"
"Have you drunken yourself into oblivion?!"
Lin Tian couldn't bear it any longer, pointed at the girl's nose, and wanted to say something harsh.
“.”
But looking at Gan Yanyu's innocent look, he just couldn't bring himself to eat it.
In fact, I am also responsible.
If he had been more careful and not so slow to react, he would have discovered the girl's problem earlier.
How did it come to this?
But he just couldn't figure it out! He had to!
Is it necessary to go to this extent?!
Isn't it just a crappy concert? It's not even a competition!
Even if the performance is not so ideal, can't I just come to the next competition? ! Besides.
Lin Tian really thought that Gan Yanyu was already playing very well now. Why did she still want to destroy her body like this?
“.”
"I know that I am not born to be on this stage."
Gan Yanyu hugged her knees, lowered her head, and spoke slowly, "So, I have to work much harder than others."
"On stage, I get nervous and gasp for air because I am affected by various factors, such as the looks of the audience and the judges. These will constantly enter my brain and make it difficult for me to complete my performance."
“But one day, I realized it.”
"As long as I practice the music score a thousand times, ten thousand times!"
"I practiced until I no longer needed to go over the music in my head, and when I picked up the bow, my hands knew how to finish the piece."
“That way, when I’m on stage, I can just let my mind go.”
"Don't think about anything. Just play the song as you normally would, and then walk off the stage."
"Lin Tian, didn't you ask me before why I never had such troubles when I was in England?"
Gan Yanyu slowly raised her head from her knees, and her messy bangs covered her cheeks.
The corner of his mouth raised a bitter arc.
“This is the answer.”
"I have already practiced all the classical music that I might perform many times."
“.”
Lin Tian was speechless.
Everything. At this moment, in the boy's heart, it seemed that there was an answer.
Why, Gan Yanyu has been so tired and absent-minded these past two days?
The moment you pick up the bow, you can, as if you were given an injection of chicken blood, complete a performance with zero mistakes by yourself.
Why, just go to any concert and hear any piece of music.
Just follow the rhythm, Gan Yanyu's hands will automatically complete the entire performance like a script.
Why, when Lin Tian heard Gan Yanyu’s performance for the first time in his own home, he clearly felt it was amazing.
She said embarrassedly: "The music I played was emotionless, like a robot."
All because,
Gan Yanyu has already mastered most of the famous classical music and has turned it into muscle memory. Even if it destroys his body,
This is absolutely, absolutely the kind of idea that only the dumbest, dumbest, biggest fool in the world could come up with!
And this method is now becoming the survival skill of Gan Yanyu, the biggest fool in the world.
Moreover, she has kept this skill till now.
Prepared to be used to welcome the concert that I will attend with Lin Tian.
"Can you still call yourself a person who loves classical music if you do this?"
Lin Tian asked.
Would you like to turn your hands into a machine that automatically plays music and then talk about your dream of classical music?
Isn’t that ridiculous? “Right.”
"What I'm doing is a blasphemy to these musics. I feel sorry for these works and I don't deserve to talk about 'love' at all."
The girl covered her face.
Sudden,
She began to sob, "Lin Tian, the music you wrote is really good. I have made up my mind that I must not do this again. I must treat your work well and work with you to perform the music well."
"But last week's performance at the Conservatory of Music taught me that this is all a joke."
"Rather than playing music well, I want to perform this stage well with you smoothly."
This is also the reason why Gan Yanyu didn't want Lin Tian to know.
She was very scared and let Lin Tian know that she did this.
It would make Lin Tian worry that he would tarnish his music.
Such behavior, in Gan Yanyu's own eyes.
But now it is a great disrespect to the work.
Compared to music.
Gan Yanyu didn't want to disappoint Lin Tian. She wanted to enjoy this stage with Lin Tian. "I think you're drunk."
Lin Tian stood up and said, "No matter what, there are many ways. You can't destroy yourself like this!"
"I don't want to either!"
Gan Yanyu's tears suddenly came out.
She wiped her tears with her hands and yelled,
“But if I don’t do this, I won’t be able to finish the performance on stage! I don’t want to suffer that kind of pain!!”
"Lin Tian, you keep saying that we still have a way and we will solve it. But, Lin Tian, don't you think you are too calm?"
"You always stand in a safe position, think rationally, look at me, and then say something very correct."
The girl's tears kept falling down her pretty cheeks. She tried hard to wipe them with her hands, but she couldn't stop them and they were all over her face.
"But Lin Tian."
"Right, it won't help me with anything right now."
"you tell me."
“What should I do if I don’t do this?”
“What else can I do?”
“.”
Lin Tian was silent.
At this moment, he couldn't utter a word.
“.”
Lin Tian slowly stood up, walked to the sofa, and sat down next to Gan Yanyu.
As if she had finally found a supporter, the girl slowly softened her body and lay on Lin Tian's knees.
Gan Yanyu was already exhausted.
My eyelids slowly became unable to open.
"Stop talking and go to sleep."
Lin Tian said.
"What should I do, Lin Tian?"
Gan Yanyu whimpered, "I'm sorry, Lin Tian. I've caused you trouble again."
In Lin Tian’s arms, the sound became smaller and smaller.
"It's okay, go to sleep."
Lin Tian stroked the girl's hair and said softly,
"Go to sleep."
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“.”
Then Gan Yanyu's soft snoring could be heard from the living room.
Lin Tian took Gan Yanyu's phone from the side.
He knew that Gan Yanyu never set a password.
Just a simple swipe and the screen is unlocked.
When I open WeChat, the list is very clean, and my profile picture is pinned at the top.
He found the WeChat account of a staff member of the organizer with the note [Xiaobai] and called the WeChat number directly.
Although it was already four o'clock in the morning, the call was connected unexpectedly quickly.
"Teacher Gan Yanyu? Is there anything wrong so late?"
"Teacher Gan will not go to tomorrow's rehearsal."
"Ah? Could you please tell me the reason?"
"You need to rest."
"Sir, the rehearsal of the concert is very important. As a performer, you cannot be absent without reason. If you don't know, you can ask Teacher Gan Yanyu. It's all in the contract."
"No." Lin Tian repeated again.
Hearing this, the staff member on the other end obviously got a little angry: "No, who are you? What is your relationship with Teacher Gan Yanyu? Can you make a decision for her? Can you let her speak for herself?"
"I'm her boyfriend, what the fuck is your problem?"
"Okay, brother. I'll make arrangements for the teacher."
The staff member said this tactfully and hung up the phone.
“.”
After it was over, he looked at Gan Yanyu in his arms.
Lin Tian sighed.
He lifted Gan Yanyu's body and held her up.
Push open the door of Gan Yanyu's bedroom.
What is displayed inside is quite different from what is displayed outside.
Pink sheets, pink walls, and a cat doll at the head of the bed.
Obviously, outside, it looks classical and solemn.
Is it so cute and soft inside? Lin Tian gently put Gan Yanyu on the bed and covered her with a quilt.
He took one last look at the girl.
Gan Yanyu in her sleep, with her long eyelashes, small nose, and quiet face, gave people a quiet and beautiful feeling at this moment. Lin Tian turned and left.
His expression, however, did not show any relief.
“.”
He stood in the corridor outside Room 603, looking at the rooftop of his own apartment building across the street.
That was where Lin Tian and Gan Yanyu met for the first time.
Gan Yanyu is right.
You will always be in the right place.
Look at and examine others with a calm and rational attitude.
When facing someone who is about to jump off a building, Lin Tian will stand inside the guardrail and talk to her.
But definitely not, standing on the edge of the diving platform with her.
When faced with a person who was stripped naked and crying, Lin Tian would listen to her with his clothes on.
But he wouldn't take off his clothes by himself.
He is too smart, but he often becomes a self-righteous person.
Lin Tian knows.
I am a person who speaks better than I do.
Gan Yanyu knew that her body was not naturally suitable for this stage.
But she still endured the tremendous pressure, and wanted to keep playing the cello even if she had to use the dumbest and most stupid method.
Only Gan Yanyu herself knows the pain involved.
No matter how nicely Lin Tian spoke, he couldn't hide the pain. He had no way of empathizing with Gan Yanyu.
I can only stand aside and say correct but useless nonsense."
It's like he's made some kind of decision.
Lin Tian turned around and went home.
At this moment, the sky was already slightly bright.
He closed all the doors and windows and ordered a morning coffee from takeout.
Then, he pressed the first key and started playing! At this moment, all of Lin Tian's anger and resentment were vented on this key.
Once, once, and once again! Gan Yanyu didn't know how long she had slept.
All I know is that when I woke up, the sky outside was gradually darkening.
The girl covered her slightly swollen head, rubbed her eyes, and tried hard to recall her memories before going to bed. Wine, piano, quarrels, knees as a pillow. After remembering, the girl immediately reached for her cell phone from the bedside, but found nothing.
Afterwards, Gan Yanyu quickly returned to the living room and picked up her cell phone on the sofa.
It's already seven o'clock in the evening!
"It's over, it's over, rehearsal!"
"Sleeping will cause trouble, sleeping will cause trouble!"
Gan Yanyu covered his head and knocked himself on the forehead twice.
"Stupid Yan Yu, stupid Yan Yu!"
She immediately found the organizer’s WeChat in the list.
I just clicked into the chat box and found that the other party had sent me a message at noon today.
[Teacher Gan Yanyu, please arrive on time tomorrow! 】
Above, there is also a voice call record from four o'clock in the morning last night.
“.”
Could it be that Lin Tian asked for leave for him? Just as he was thinking this, an interface suddenly popped up on his phone.
It’s Lin Tian’s WeChat phone number.
After the call was connected, Lin Tian's voice came, "Teacher Gan, are you awake?"
"Ah, I'm awake."
"Yeah, come over for dinner later, and let's go through the music one last time."
"good."
Gan Yanyu hung up the phone and immediately packed up her cello.
Half an hour later.
Gan Yanyu changed into casual clothes and came to Lin Tian's house.
At this time, Lin Tian had already prepared the meal.
Egg and tomato, steamed crucian carp, cola chicken wings, and bone soup are all dishes that Gan Yanyu usually receives high praise for, and they are even more sumptuous than before.
"Sit down."
Lin Tian took off his apron and called Gan Yanyu over.
Gan Yanyu sat down on the chair and asked curiously:
"What day is it today? Why are you doing so much?"
"Of course it's for tomorrow's concert. A treat in advance."
Lin Tian said with a smile and sat down as well.
"oh."
Gan Yanyu nodded in agreement.
Thinking back to last night, it should have happened early this morning.
The girl was still a little embarrassed.
Suddenly, he broke down and lost face in front of Lin Tian.
It seemed that she had said something that made Lin Tian feel very embarrassed. But seeing that Lin Tian looked like nothing had happened, Gan Yanyu didn't know how to speak.
As for what kind of mentality I should have towards the upcoming concert.
All I can say is, take one step at a time and see what happens.
"Yanyu."
"ah?"
"You might have to go to the concert on your own tomorrow."
(End of this chapter)