I just stood there blankly, as if my soul had been sucked out... and subconsciously stroked my still burning face.
The back of Chang Yue supporting Li Minghao as they left... was like a sharp knife, piercing my heart again and again... Every time I think of it, the sadness floods over me like a tide.
I was filled with confusion and sadness. I couldn't understand why Chang Yue was acting this way. I hadn't wanted to hit her, but after hearing Li Minghao's insults, I was so angry I just did it. She didn't even ask a question. Could it be that she still cared about him? What about me? In her heart, what was I? Just a stopover?
My thoughts drifted back to the first time I saw her. Back then... under the dim light of the bar, I could still see the obvious tear marks, one after another... as if she was telling of endless grievances... her eyes were swollen like walnuts...
Another time at Qingcong, she requested the song "Can't Reach." When I finished singing... she collapsed on the table again, crying her eyes out.
Later...she said she chose me...I secretly swore to give her happiness and protect her from getting hurt again.
But now...it all seems like a joke.
Li Minghao, that guy, is not a trustworthy person at first glance. His words to Chang Yue are full of contempt. But why is she still so stupid? She finally struggled to climb out of that painful relationship, is she going to fall into it again?
I can really accept that she left me because she doesn't love me...but I don't want her to go back to the person who once brought her endless sorrow.
It seems that those eight years of love are truly like an indestructible fortress, deeply rooted in her heart...unshakable. I suddenly understand Yang Xue's words. What she said that day...is more than just a superficial explanation. It clearly has deeper implications. She may have already seen that Chang Yue has not completely let go of her feelings for Li Minghao.
And I, from the beginning to the end... was just an outsider... and in the end I was wrong.
I lost the other shoe as well. I returned to Zhu Wei's house in a daze and slumped down on the sofa, my heart filled with bitterness and exhaustion. I didn't want to say a word. It was as if the whole world had become dark and gloomy.
Not long after..
Boom boom boom..
A rapid knock on the door broke the suffocating silence...making my already troubled mood even more irritated.
Immediately afterwards, the cell phone rang without any courtesy... The sharp sound was particularly harsh in this quiet room... I didn't even look at it, and pressed the power off button in annoyance.
Chang Yue and Zhu Wei all have keys... they will open the door and come in directly... The person knocking on the door is either the property management or someone selling something.
I didn't want to move, didn't want to go out and open the door... I just kept smoking... My lips were numb and the ashtray was full.
But the knocking outside the door showed no sign of stopping, instead it became more and more rapid... as if it was deliberately challenging my patience...
Finally... I couldn't bear it anymore and yelled at the door at the top of my lungs, "Get out! Leave me alone!"
"Lin Yu! Have you grown so capable? How dare you not answer my call! And you even dare to yell at me." Lin Mengxi's familiar voice came through the closed door.
The moment I heard her voice, I couldn't help but feel annoyed. At this moment, I really didn't want to communicate with anyone.
"If you don't open the door, I'll set you on fire, believe it or not."
To be honest, I really don't want to bother with her right now...but I'm afraid she will do something extreme.
The moment I opened the door, a gust of cold wind blew in my face, making me shiver. It also made my confused mind a little clearer.
Lin Mengxi stood at the door, hands on hips, eyes as big as copper bells, looking at me angrily.
When she saw me open the door, she pushed me away and strode into the house.
"What are you crazy about?" I asked unhappily, frowning.
Lin Mengxi turned around, looked at me with dissatisfaction, and shouted, "I'm crazy? You were the one who called me yesterday, okay? I was busy then and didn't see you... You came to see me today, but you didn't answer my calls, knocked on the door, and cursed... What do you want?"
"I forgot what I wanted to say yesterday! Okay."
Lin Mengxi refused to give in. She walked up to me, snatched the cigarette from my hand, threw it on the ground, stomped it out with her foot, and said, "Look at you now, you look like a piece of shit! What the hell happened?"
"I'm fine, go ahead..."
Lin Mengxi looked at me, her face a little aggrieved, and muttered, "I just saw your missed call last night... I thought about calling you back, but I gave up because I didn't want to disturb your rest. I got up before seven today, ran to Xiaoshan, and took a flight to Changsha... The taxi took almost two hours to get here." After saying this, she wiped her eyes, rested for a while, lowered her head, and continued, "Actually, I wanted to see you too! By the way, I wanted to ask what you wanted... You heartless little thing, I was exhausted all the way here, and I couldn't sleep well... And yet you want to kick me out now."
Looking at her like this, I was speechless... Just because of a phone call and a desire to meet, she actually went to so much trouble to come all the way from Hangzhou, such a long distance... and spent so much money, and went through so much trouble. I really don't know what she was thinking.
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