I woke up, and the pain was so real and so intense that I could hardly bear it.
"It hurts...it hurts...it hurts, it hurts so much, why does it hurt so much?" I couldn't help but mutter to myself. Every word I said seemed to use up all my strength.
I wanted to move to relieve the excruciating pain, but I found myself unable to move at all.
There were tubes all over my body, and those tubes were like cold snakes, clinging tightly to my body.
There are tubes connected to my arms, nose, heart, throat...even my private parts, and another one inserted into the side of my lower abdomen, as if to tightly connect my body to this cold world.
My legs were also covered with thick plaster, as if they were being pressed by a mountain and I couldn't move... The fingers of my left hand were also wrapped tightly, and there was no place that didn't hurt.
I was tormented by the severe pain and tears fell uncontrollably. The tears slid down my cheeks and wet the pillow.
It was really unbearable to suffer from this purgatory-like pain. I looked at Chang Yue with almost pleading eyes and said in a trembling voice, "Give me another injection of anesthetic, I can't stand it anymore!" At this moment, I was like a helpless child in the dark, just hoping to get a little relief.
When I spoke, my esophagus was affected and a new sharp pain suddenly hit me, so painful that I almost fainted... Every word squeezed out of my mouth felt like it was tearing my throat.
Chang Yue looked at my pained expression, tears welling up in her eyes. With tears in her eyes, she shook her head helplessly and said in a sobbing voice, "You were already under general anesthesia... You can't do it again. Just hold on a little longer... Just get through it, okay? For me... For our future."
I turned my gaze to Zhu Wei, Xu Qian... and Xia Jie, Yang Bin, Su Jia, and Liu Lili behind them... their eyes were filled with the last hope.
Zhu Wei also had a look of self-blame on his face. He bit his lip and shook his head slowly, and that movement seemed to weigh a thousand pounds.
I was already tormented by the excruciating pain and had lost my mind. I whispered, "Help me up." Then, I said softly and painfully, "Let me die! Let me die! I can't stand it anymore! Ah! I really can't hold on any longer! Let me die!"
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