Weather: Sunny Mood: Sad and distressed
I got up early in the morning, washed up, went to the cafeteria with Zi Han to have breakfast, and then went to the teaching building.
As soon as I got to the second floor, I saw him running up. There was a girl chasing and playing with him. He would stop from time to time to tease the girl. I could see that the girl was not really angry and was still smiling.
I stood there watching them for a long time, feeling like they were flirting, and was very angry. It wasn't until Zi Han pulled me that I came to my senses. Zi Han looked at me with a smile and said, "If you feel uncomfortable, go up and pull Lin Yu away." I said stubbornly, "I'm not uncomfortable at all. Let's go to class." But in fact, I was very sad. How could he be so playful and playful with a girl like that? Are they having an underground relationship?
As soon as I got back to class, my mind was all on this. The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I felt. I had no interest in listening to the class the whole day and didn't even have the appetite to eat. Fortunately, Zi Han felt sorry for me and packed some for me.
How could he know that a girl's heart was broken for him? He was just a fool. He didn't take the initiative at all, or maybe he just didn't take the initiative with me. When I thought of this, my heart ached. Is this what love feels like? After the pain, I felt a little soft and numb, and the pain came in waves.
Hiding in bed at night, the events of the day kept lingering in my mind. My heart ached. I drew the curtains, turned on the desk lamp, and cried as I wrote. I never wanted to be in love again. It was so painful not being in a relationship, and surely being in one would be even more painful.
Chang Yue turned her gaze from the diary and turned to look at me. She sighed softly, her tone tinged with emotion and a hint of resentment as she said, "Falling in love with you was truly a struggle... I still remember how timid you were back then. Getting you to speak your mind was harder than climbing a mountain." She paused, her eyes returning to the diary. "Even from these words, I can clearly sense Ye Yao's faint sadness at the time... that cautious, anxious feeling."
I frowned slightly and asked hesitantly, "Are you still going to continue watching?"
Chang Yue responded without hesitation: "Look, why not... I want to know what other past events there are between you and her that I don't know about." As she spoke, she lowered her head again, gently twisting the paper with her fingers, preparing to turn to the next page to continue exploring the youth story hidden in the text.
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