【Weather: Sunny Mood: Mixed
I haven't written a diary for many days. I haven't been in the mood to write recently, although I did write sporadically before.
Something happened today. Someone confessed his love to me. I didn't know that person, his name was Wang Qiang. He asked his classmates to slip me two love letters this morning. I didn't even read them and asked him to send them back. The reason I rejected him was that I had to study and wouldn't fall in love before college.
At noon, I was about to take a break when Wang Qiang ran over. His hair was very long and styled. Although it is very popular now, I really don’t like it. I am not a person who likes to follow trends. Wang Qiang also brought seven or eight people with him and blocked the door of our class. He came to me with a big bouquet of roses and shouted, "Ye Yao, I love you."
I was speechless for a moment. Was there any need to be so ostentatious? I really had no interest in it. I didn't even bother to refuse and just walked out.
As soon as I reached the door, they made way. I walked out of the classroom and found him leaning against the stairs at the door of our class. When he saw me, he was obviously stunned for a moment, then smiled at me. I didn't give him a good look and went downstairs directly.
In the afternoon, Zi Han and I were having lunch in the cafeteria, and I caught a glimpse of him again. He was sitting there alone, looking very unhappy. I really wanted to go over and ask him what was wrong, and comfort him. I wondered if the look I gave him at that time made him unhappy, but I wasn't sure, afraid that I was overthinking it, so I just glanced at him from time to time.
When Zi Han saw me say this, she said, "If you like him, just go ahead. You're the only one who'll be sad like this. Look at Wang Qiang's behavior today. He was quite nice. Even after being rejected, he still came to confess to her in person. I heard that he won't give up."
Without a second thought I said, “I wouldn’t accept that either.”
Zi Han said to me, "You have to face your feelings and don't leave any regrets in your youth. Since he doesn't take the initiative, then you should take the initiative. Anyway, you both don't have a partner, so what are you afraid of?"
Yes, I think it makes sense, but I really don’t dare.
As I was writing this at night, I was actually thinking how great it would be if it was him who confessed his love to me today. I would definitely hug him immediately and say I do.
Is his sadness today really because I gave him a cold shoulder at noon? Or is it because of something else?
After reading this page of the diary, Chang Yue looked up at me and asked, "Is this the person who was beaten? He's quite infatuated. He still loves her even though he hasn't been able to get her for so many years."
A sarcastic smile appeared on my lips, and I shook my head gently, saying, "A punk like him... you think he's a good guy? I don't know how many times he's been traded. It's just that he never got Ye Yao, so he's not satisfied. There's a line in a song that fits it very well: what you can't get is always the most disturbing."
Chang Yue nodded thoughtfully, his eyes returned to the diary and he continued reading.
Weather: Sunny Mood: OK
Early this morning, Zi Han instilled in me the idea that if I liked someone, I should just go for it. If I really didn't dare, she would come to help me and also brought her boyfriend Xiang Bo over. She took Xiang Bo to see Lin Yu.
As soon as Xiang Bo came back, he said, "I know him. We went to the same junior high school, but he had a relationship in junior high school, and then we broke up."
I was surprised to find out that he had already been in a relationship.
I asked Xiang Bo if his first love was in this school, or was it No. 2 Middle School or Vocational School? Xiang Bo said that neither of them was there, as they had moved to another place, which was why they broke up.
I breathed a sigh of relief after hearing that.
But he has already been in a relationship. If I date him again, wouldn’t that be too easy for him? No, I have to give up the idea of taking the initiative. This is not his first time, so he must have experience. I have to wait for him to confess to me.
But, does he like me? I'm still waiting for him to confess his feelings to me. What if I wait for a long time in vain and he gets together with someone else? No, no, I can't accept this happening.
How about letting Zi Han test it out? Okay, that's decided. Don't tell me it's me, let's test it out first.
At night, I waited for tomorrow's arrival with excitement.
【Weather: Sunny Mood: Excited and nervous
I came to the classroom early in the morning and looked at the book, but I couldn't concentrate at all. I had no mind and my mind was completely focused on Zi Han and his conversation. I became more and more uneasy, so I made up my mind and walked out of the classroom and went downstairs to their class floor.
From a distance, I saw Zi Han chatting with him. They were talking and laughing, and I was wondering, why don't you smile at me like that? I thought, am I not bad? At least not bad, with good grades, a decent figure and face, not particularly good, but also passable. He is also quite wealthy. Hehe, why did I suddenly become narcissistic?
As I was thinking, suddenly, he turned his head and looked towards me. I quickly covered my face and ran downstairs. I ran so fast that I almost fell on the stairs. I was scared to death. It was not entirely because I was afraid of falling, but more because I was afraid that he would know that I was the one who called Zi Han over to test him. That would be so embarrassing. This kind of thing, oh, so shameful.
After a while, Zi Han came back with an inexplicable smile. I was a little surprised. I asked Zi Han if he liked me too. Zi Han shook his head and said that he didn’t find out, but he was sure that he didn’t have any secret love affair. I also heard that he liked playing basketball and music, and his idols were Jay Chou, Jonathan Lee and Wade.
Although I was a little disappointed, I could still accept it. I asked Zi Han, "Does he know that it's me who's looking for him?" Zi Han shook his head.
Forget it, forget it, I should take the initiative. Maybe he doesn't know my name yet? I have to muster up the courage and find a chance to say hello to him.
I stayed up all night searching for Wade to learn more about him so I wouldn't have to run out of topics to talk about later. Who made me fall in love with this stinky boy?
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