Shen Yiyi sat down next to me again..
On this meadow that carries countless memories, we continued to chat about our lives over the past six months since we separated.
"So, your so-called girlfriend is actually fake?" I raised my eyebrows slightly and asked
"Well, I'm really annoyed by those playboys who chase me... In comparison, I feel that they are not as good as you... Although you are a little poor, you are actually quite heartwarming sometimes. So I asked Qin Qing for help... and announced to the public that there is a problem with our sexual orientation... The effect is quite good." Shen Yiyi shrugged helplessly and explained with a smile.
Hearing this, I felt a wave of frustration. What do you mean, "not as good as me?" But then I felt a surge of elation. I pressed on, "Why did that girl agree to do you this favor? Doesn't she plan on finding a boyfriend during college?"
"She and I have both been hurt by men... She has no interest in love for the time being... Besides, if she really meets someone she likes in the future... We can just explain things clearly." Shen Yiyi said lightly.
"Then you can hurt me too." I muttered softly.
"Okay, don't think too much, that's all in the past... We are no longer the teenagers we were back then." Shen Yiyi's voice was soft and soothing.
I stared at her, and in an instant, an indescribable bitterness surged up from the bottom of my heart and quickly spread to my whole body... For some reason, her words made me feel very uncomfortable.
I took a deep breath, forced a smile, and said, "Yeah...we're all grown up now, Yiyi...when you get married, remember to call me."
Shen Yiyi slowly shook her head. Suddenly she squatted down, looking me in the eye, her gaze piercing my gaze. She said seriously and firmly, "If I ever get the chance to get married in this life...anyone can come, but you...don't come."
At that moment, my mind went blank. I couldn't understand why she used the words "if there's a chance". I was stunned for several seconds before I uttered one word blankly: "Why?"
He didn't answer my question. Instead, he said, "Actually, I'm afraid that if I see you, I'll lose control of my emotions and do something irreparable."
I nodded and said bitterly, "Okay... since you said so... I hope you're happy."
"Well... you know, I've always been a very rational person, but every time I think back to some of the things I did back then... I'll always feel absurd in this life... those foolish things... don't blame you, blame me." Shen Yiyi lowered her head slightly, with a barely perceptible tremor in her voice...
After saying that, she slowly approached, gently lowered her head, and kissed me... At that moment, a familiar breath came to my face, but it was mixed with a little strange feeling... I was confused, but I couldn't help but respond to her enthusiasm, as if this kiss could express all the words that had never been said in the past and all the unspeakable emotions.
Shen Yiyi slowly let me go, licked her lips gently, raised her head, her eyes flickered, and asked, "What kind of woman do you think I am?"
"I... I don't know how to say it, just think of me as a bad talker... But you are indeed the person who has been with me the longest, I have always known this." I looked into her eyes, my eyes full of seriousness... trying to accurately convey my inner feelings.
The corners of Shen Yiyi's mouth curled up, revealing a brilliant smile. That smile seemed to contain sunshine... but also carried a hint of loneliness that was difficult to conceal. "Is that all?" She sat up straight, looking into the distance, no longer looking at me, and whispered softly, "How could you know what I've endured now?"
"What did you endure?" I blurted out, full of confusion.
"It's nothing... I won't say anything I don't want to say. Don't you understand me?" A faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.
I tried to stand up, and Shen Yiyi quickly stood up and supported me. Her movements were natural and caring, as if this was her subconscious instinctive reaction.
I patted the dry grass roots on her clothes and asked softly, "What is there to hide from me?"
Chen Yiyi didn't answer my question. Instead, she began to advise me like a concerned elder, "I suggest you break up with your current girlfriend as soon as possible... There's no need to waste each other's time... And those girls you met in college, stop getting entangled with them... That Miss Lin... You're not worthy of her. Although older people are more caring... But Yang Xue is much older than you... It's not suitable for you to be together." As she spoke, she carefully arranged my clothes as before. "If Ye Yao still likes you, you should go find her... She's really suitable for you... If it's Qi Nian, you can also consider her... As for Jiang Xueqin..."
As soon as she said this, I couldn't help but look at her with a strange look, curious about how she would evaluate Jiang Xueqin... because this was the first time she talked to me about other women... Before, she would only talk to me about Ye Yao... or Shen Xinxin.
Shen Yiyi patted my shoulder gently and said with a smile: "She is a good person, but she has a bad temper. If she were to be with you... you might suffer a lot of grievances... Besides, you have become like this now, and you will have no say at that time."
"You've said so much, but why don't you talk about yourself? Are we really going to say goodbye so completely like this?" I looked at her, my eyes full of reluctance and unwillingness... as if she was making her last struggle.
"Yeah...we can be friends, or confidants, but we can't be together...because...we've already missed it."
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Shen Yiyi helped me all the way to the car.
Chang Yue had been waiting by the car for a long time. When she saw us coming, she got out and asked me calmly, "What did you talk about?"
I smiled at Chang Yue, trying to make my tone sound relaxed and natural: "Let's just chat about the past... Let's go." I turned my head and looked at Chen Yiyi, "It's New Year's Day, you should go home early, I won't see you off... Anyway, your home is only ten minutes away from here."
As if she didn't see Chang Yue standing next to her, Shen Yiyi looked straight at me and said, "It's still early... I want to go to your house to wish you a happy new year. I haven't seen my aunt for a long time."
Chang Yue is usually quite cold except towards me and my close friends... Seeing Chen Yiyi ignoring her like this, her face suddenly looked a little ugly... and I was caught in the middle and felt extremely embarrassed.
Chang Yue didn't say anything else. He started the car silently and drove us towards my house. The atmosphere in the car was so depressing that it made people feel a little breathless.
When I got to the town, I bought some milk and other things. Since I was still a student, I didn't have any expensive things.
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