"No, I'll turn myself in... I can't live with my conscience." I said in a firm tone. Although I was in pain and confusion inside... but the decision was extremely clear.
"He fucking wants to kill you...what's wrong with your conscience?" Zhu Wei raised his voice, obviously very confused about my decision.
"I don't know why, but I just can't get over this hurdle." I smiled bitterly, feeling helpless.
"How about letting the Leshan Giant Buddha stand up? Then you can sit on it?" Zhu Wei couldn't help but complain.
"Revenge is my obsession...but after all, I really killed someone, this is a fact...I have to be responsible for my actions." I said slowly...as if I was trying to persuade Zhu Wei, or as if I was trying to persuade myself.
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I sat in the driver's seat, holding the steering wheel tightly with both hands... The car slowly drove towards the Public Security Bureau. Along the way... my thoughts were in a mess.
The street scene outside the car window kept receding...but my mind was not at all on this prosperous or ordinary scene.
The Public Security Bureau building gradually came into view, my heart beat faster and faster, and an indescribable sense of tension filled my whole body... I took a deep breath, tried to calm myself down, and slowly stopped the car.
I pushed open the car door and got out, subconsciously tidying up my slightly messy clothes... At this time, several familiar faces appeared in my sight. They were staff members of the Public Security Bureau. I had dealt with them before when I assisted in dealing with drug dealers.
One of the slightly overweight policemen walked towards me with a smile. He raised his hand and said hello: "Hey, long time no see. How come you have time to come here today?"
I forced a smile and responded, "Yeah, long time no see." These few simple words seemed to have taken all my strength to express.
Every step towards the Public Security Bureau gate feels like crossing an insurmountable chasm... I know that once I step through this door... my life will change completely.
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