I looked at her in shock.
Chang Yue continued nervously, "Later, I saw you and that girl were always together. I felt angry for no apparent reason, so I called Ye Yao and told her about it."
There was a hint of anger in my heart, but I suppressed it. I sighed and finally understood everything.
"You won't blame me, will you? I didn't know what I was thinking at the time. Later, I thought about it and realized that what I did was indeed inappropriate, because you two had already broken up. It wasn't an affair. You and that girl broke up because of Ye Yao, right?"
After listening to this, I thought to myself, if it weren't for this misunderstanding... maybe Lin Mengxi and I wouldn't have started so soon... maybe when Ye Yao has time to talk it out with me... we'll reconcile...
If... maybe... maybe...
But there aren't so many ifs and maybes in this world...it's all in the past...it's all in the past...don't think about it anymore...
"No, don't think too much." I calmed down and said lightly.
Then he started the car and drove towards the next city.
Chang Yue patted his chest, as if relieved, and said with a smile: "That's good, otherwise I would be the sinner who broke up the couple."
She turned on the navigation and searched for a hospital. She said it was pretty good. It was more than a hundred kilometers away and it would take about an hour and a half to get there.
After we got off the bus, we found a private hospital and registered...
..
The doctor gave us several options.
"Use the method that causes the least harm to her body." I looked at the doctor with pleading eyes and said softly.
The doctor suddenly shouted, "No matter what, it's harmful to your body. You're so young, yet you're so careless and don't take any safety measures. Now you know how to do it with the least harm to your body!"
Chang Yue didn't say anything, looking a little embarrassed.
I looked at her, then slowly walked over to her side and quietly slipped her two hundred...
She glanced at me appreciatively, smiled, and said calmly, "Go get checked first. We'll do our best."
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After the examination, we were admitted to the hospital on the same day and were assigned a single room. This hospital is really not expensive... an additional 1,360 yuan. They said there would be no additional fees unless we were hospitalized here... The doctor advised us to fast for eight hours and have the surgery tomorrow morning.
It was already late at night. Chang Yue was lying in bed. Suddenly, she turned her head and looked at me who was lying with her in bed. She said, "I'll transfer this money to you. I can pay for it myself. I'm already very grateful that you're with me."
I also turned around, looked at her, and deliberately joked: "It's not mine, do you feel guilty?" I thought to myself: Anyway, whether it is mine or not, I have done it, and I will not escape.
"Go to hell, I told you, I haven't done this since I broke up with that guy, except for that night with you." She glared at me.
I smiled and said, "Okay, just take care of yourself." Then I looked at her and saw that her hands were shaking. I continued, "Are you a little nervous?"
Chang Yue nodded.
Then she blinked and two tears fell, and she said aggrievedly: "This is the first time I've experienced this. It's all your fault for not taking any safety measures."
I instantly felt depressed and explained, "I didn't have a girlfriend at the time, so who would carry that thing around for no reason...and you can't blame me for that..."
After hearing what I said, she cried even harder. I had no choice but to get up and walk over to get a piece of paper to wipe her tears. I didn't know what to say. I racked my brains but couldn't think of anything. Then I realized that apart from being a bad mouth, I really had no culture.
"Do you think I'm that kind of prostitute?" she said after a while.
"I really felt that way at the time," I said honestly.
She pinched me and explained, "That night was an accident. I was already drunk when I came. Seeing you crying so sadly, I felt that you were in a similar situation to me. Then I didn't know what to think... Then that thing happened... Actually, I only have one ex-boyfriend... and he was the only one I had sex with."
"That night was really ridiculous..." I said.
After a while, she slowly said: "I think you are a good person."
I was a little surprised when I heard that. I pointed at myself and said, "Me? I'm a good person? Where do I even begin?"
Chang Yue stared at me deeply, thought for a moment, and then slowly spoke, "You sing well, and especially you don't shirk responsibility. Although this is a small thing, it can be very useful. I had a colleague who got pregnant... Her boyfriend is also a student... He was worried that it would affect her studies, so he gave her a thousand yuan to have an abortion. It was so embarrassing and scary to be alone. Actually, I was not sure when I contacted you, after all, it had been so long... I didn't expect you to come after just one call."
"Isn't this a basic moral quality of being a human being? In fact, I never considered myself a good person."
"Basic moral qualities...haha...in this fast-paced era...how many people can do that?" she said with a hint of sarcasm.
After hearing what she said, I clenched my fists and wanted to change the subject. After all, this topic was too heavy.
In this fast-paced era...there is really nothing worth believing in...I remember reading a passage...in the past, transportation was slow...and you could only love one person in your lifetime...what about now?
I raised my eyes and whispered, "Everyone is different. I have always believed that life is not just about the present, but also about the poetry and distance of the future... In life and work, we must follow our conscience..."
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