"I have no idea.."
These few simple words rang in my ears and hit my heart hard, making me feel lost and empty.
I lay down gently and turned around, not wanting her to see my lonely look. A feeling of confusion came over me, but I still said slowly, "Okay..."
She then asked, "Why are you asking this?"
I replied in a muffled voice: "Just wanted to ask..."
I heard Chang Yue get out of bed... then she gently kicked me on the back a few times... I turned around... and saw a smile on her face. She said, "Lin Yu, are you in love with me?"
I hurriedly said, "No!"
When she heard this, she angrily shouted, "Then what are you asking?"
"Just asking, what time is it to go to bed..." I said with a guilty conscience
She snorted, gave me a pinky finger again, and went to bed angrily without saying anything.
I feel a bit bitter inside... I don't know what to say. In this atmosphere... forget it... If I really said those words... I'm afraid we wouldn't even be friends anymore... Maybe it's because my previous two relationships ended in a bad way... which has caused me to feel a bit anxious now...
I didn’t dare to start.. I was afraid of the end.. I thought a lot.. In the end I just sighed..
I had a sleepless night tossing and turning. I feel a little sleepy. Today is also the day Chang Yue leaves. I have to send her back. I don’t feel like going to work, so I took a day off.
Those seemingly ordinary moments in life... Now when I think back on them, I am filled with reluctance to let her go... But I really don't have any suitable reason to keep her...
Then I got up and cooked as usual.
After washing up, Chang Yue put on a casual pink outfit that I picked for her and tied her hair into a bun.
She smiled at me and said, "I'm going back today."
I looked at him and responded with a forced smile: "Yes, I'm going back today."
"After I go back, you won't have to work so hard getting up so early every day to cook. You can sleep until you wake up naturally."
"I'm not afraid of hard work."
As soon as I finished speaking, the door opened with a bang. I was startled and turned with Chang Yue to see Zhu Wei, smoking a cigarette and looking up, with Xu Qian in tow.
I immediately flew into a rage, pointing my finger at him and yelling, "Fuck you, Mrs. Zhu..." Then, the resentment I'd been holding back all night made me pounce on him.
When Zhu Wei heard this name, he got anxious and we started wrestling.
Xu Qian ignored the two of us making a fuss and sat down next to Chang Yue and said, "Are you going home today?"
Chang Yue nodded and said helplessly: "I have taken such a long leave, I have to go back to work."
Xu Qian glared at the two of us and said, "Stop making trouble, you two. You're making trouble every day, like children."
When we both heard that, we immediately let go and sat opposite them.
I looked at him twice and said, "Have you eaten? If not, have something to eat."
Zhu Wei touched his thigh and said, "We've already eaten, but we took a day off today and came here to play with you for a day. After Chang Yue goes to work, there will be fewer opportunities."
Xu Qian smiled and said to Chang Yue, "Let's go to the amusement park for a day. I should be feeling better now."
Chang Yue smiled and nodded, glanced at me, and said, "Don't you have to go to work? Is there still time?"
"It's okay, I'm taking a day off today."
After dinner...get in the car...set off...
I looked at the thrilling roller coaster, bungee jumping machine, pendulum, pirate ship, and my heart was scared. My feet felt numb.
Xu Qian and Chang Yue were unusually calm and excited. They looked at me and Zhu Wei and waved. Zhu Wei was in a similar situation as me, trembling a little.
Zhu Wei and I looked at each other and nodded. No need to say more, we knew each other too well. We agreed to run away together and got on the carousel.
…
"You two grown men are really promising..." Xu Qian caught up with us and looked at us from below, complaining helplessly.
Zhu Wei sat on the wooden horse and explained plausibly: "I want to be with you for a few more years, so I won't go to die."
Chang Yue smiled and shook his head.
Then, the two of them hugged each other and waited for us to come down.
I was also on the wooden horse, feeling depressed, and said to Zhu Wei who was holding the wooden horse in front of me, "What should I do?"
Zhu Wei gritted his teeth and said fiercely, "Once we get down there, we'll run as hard as we can. We agreed that I won't play that kind of thing, and you're insulting me now."
"Then why did you come to the amusement park?"
Zhu Wei turned around, smiled at me and said, "I want to go to the haunted house and scare Xu Qian. It should be interesting."
I felt even more numb when I heard that. I thought, "Are you really trying to scare me? The three things I'm most afraid of in my life are heights, ghosts, and snakes." Then I shook my head vigorously.
He stared at me helplessly and said, "Then what are you trying to do here..."
"I want... I want nothing. You said come, so I came." I said with a sigh.
..
We had just gotten off the Trojan and were about to run away when Xu Qian and Chang Yue stopped us.
I smiled awkwardly and said to them, "My two young ladies... I'm not good at playing with this kind of thing... This is the only thing I've been afraid of in my life... Please let me go..."
Zhu Wei looked at me with disdain and said to Xu Qian righteously, "Xu Qian, if you accompany me to the haunted house, I will accompany you on the roller coaster."
Xu Qian put her hands on her hips and angrily said, "Forget it if you don't want to accompany me. Chang Yue and I will go."
After saying that, he took Chang Yue's hand and came to the bottom of the pirate ship. Zhu Wei and I looked at each other and had no choice but to follow. But I was determined not to play that kind of thing.
I stood below... looking up at those desperate guys... yelling and screaming in the air... some were calling for mom... some were calling for dad... some were even calling for grandpa and grandma...
I rolled my eyes. I thought, what's the big deal? Can't I just not play? I'm just asking for trouble. I felt a little panicked when I saw it.
Then… I pretended to be cool and casual and opened the Hongtashan cigarette box… took out a cigarette from it and put it in my mouth… Then I flicked my hand and handed the cigarette box to Zhu Wei…
Zhu Wei took the cigarette, looked at it, and then gave me a look of disdain. He said, "You're pretending a 7.5 yuan Hongtashan cigarette is the best in the world."
I smiled and replied, "Then I won't take advantage of you."
At this time, Chang Yue and Xu Qian had already walked towards the pirate ship and lined up...
Xu Qian shouted at us across the fence, "What kind of men are you two?"
Zhu Wei was thick-skinned and immediately replied: "I am your man."
Xu Qian snorted coldly and ignored him.
Not long after, people who were playing on the pirate ship started to enter the venue.
Chang Yue suddenly yelled towards me...
"Lin Yu! You don't even dare to do this! How dare you confess your love to the one you love in the future!"
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