This afternoon, I saw a girl chatting him up, and I felt a little uncomfortable. I wanted to go up and pull them apart, but luckily, they left after just a few words, saving me from getting physical. (P.S. Just kidding, even if they continued chatting, I wouldn't dare to approach them. I'm just writing this to express my feelings.)
When I saw him looking at me, I was a little at a loss. I subconsciously dodged and pulled Zi Han away quickly from this heartbreaking place.
Back in the dorm, I wasn't in a good mood at all! It wasn't just because of Zi Han, but I was also a bit conflicted. I felt like I had really fallen in love with him, but I didn't want it to affect my studies.
What should I do? I'm so confused. Who can I tell? I don't dare go to my sisters, so I can only pour out my heart to my diary.
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I read it word by word, and the memories came back to me more and more clearly, with mixed feelings in my heart.
After I finished reading these two pages, I reached out and gently stroked the paper...my fingertips ran over the blurry areas.
The reason why this place is blurry is because my tears accidentally wet it once. When I saw these contents at that time, my heart was deeply touched and my emotions were out of control.
But now, I don’t want to turn to the third page... I’m afraid that those more memories will make me fall into deeper emotions... So I put the diary away carefully, then stood up... walked to the bed and lay down.
However, I lay in bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, my mind was in a mess...
I got up in a state of annoyance, walked to the window, opened it, and the cold night wind blew in my face, but I seemed not to feel it. I just smoked four or five cigarettes in a row.
Except for the first cigarette which I felt a little bit, the next few were just like mechanically puffing out smoke, with no other feeling at all.
The phone rang... It was Yang Xue... I hesitated for a long time, but finally chose to answer it, after all, she was a colleague.
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