Jealousy Extra: Song Shu's Love
During the transmission, Song Shu couldn't help but complain: "Why don't you let me finish my words!"
555 lights a cigarette: [Dude, to be honest, you have conquered this world for the fourth time. The fourth time, you finally succeeded. ]
Those paper people and paper houses that Song Shu saw were all due to insufficient system energy. Insufficient system energy, or because 555 rescued Song Shu three times in this world!
Three times! Other hosts have gone through three worlds!
Song Shu: "Huh???"
555 sighed: [Ellis, I didn’t expect you to fall into the same pit four times. ]
Whether it was the adoption of Ying or Bo Wen’s experiences, they were all things that happened when Song Shu failed in his previous mission.
So the dream that Song Shu talked about was exactly what Song Shu experienced personally.
Song Shu: "What are you talking about?? oO"
555: [I will consider recommending you to be the moderator of the mentally handicapped forum. ]
Originally, he was supposed to travel through time in the womb, but because the mission failed, the time of travel was postponed again and again, and it was finally pushed to adulthood, which is also awesome.
Song Shu: "...Get lost!!"
555You bubble teapot!
Song Shu also slowly recalled some not-so-pleasant mission experiences. Fortunately, 555 had blocked some of his memories before to prevent him from having a mental breakdown if he remembered too much.
"Also, what do you mean by I'm not the only one with impotence in this world?"
555 said a few inexplicable words when he was teleported out.
[According to the Jiji balancing manual, it is known that Lilith is a bisexual with Jiji, so the one who lost Jiji is——]
Song Shuda Cao: "...Rian?!"
【clever. 】
This is also the reason why Ryan married Lilith. Lilith is highly proficient in black magic, so it is not easy for her to create a child.
When Song Shu heard this, he felt overwhelmed and wanted to take off his pants to check on his little brother's safety, but he held back.
555 urged: [Let’s go, to the next world. ]
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[Ryan and Bowen’s perspective]
"You fucking idiot!"
Ryan still lay there, his wounds not healed by the healing magic. The curse on him was gone, and he didn't have much longer to live.
"So you didn't go find him right away, but stayed there pretending to be reserved?"
Ryan wanted to laugh sarcastically, but he was injured and couldn't laugh smoothly. So his smile looked like tears. His eyes were red and wild, and he looked at Bo Wen, who was sitting there, with hatred.
"Bowen, what should I say to you? Can't you see your own heart clearly now?"
"To you, he is the child of Song Buchen and Angel. Oh, Song Buchen is more important, right? You project all your hatred and resentment towards Song Buchen onto this child. You see him becoming more and more like Song Buchen, and you see him being lazy, afraid of you, and attached to you..."
"Do you dare to say that Song Shu was so afraid of you from the beginning?"
Ryan looked at Bowen with disgust, and as if in revenge.
Because Song Shu died before him, he still wanted to see Song Shu. The funny thing is that Song Shu died earlier than him.
He laughed at Bo Wen, laughing at Bo Wen for not being able to see his inner thoughts clearly in the situation, but wasn't he also laughing at himself? If he had been a little tougher, if he hadn't been so eager to have fun, Song Shu wouldn't have ended up like this.
"He is so afraid of you, isn't it because you have been trying to arrange everything for him, his food, clothing, housing, transportation, his life and study, and even how he goes to bed. You want to interfere. Why is he afraid of you? Don't you understand?"
Bowen's back slumped, as if he couldn't bear Ryan's scolding, and his hair turned white overnight.
"Has he always been this afraid of you?"
Ryan said maliciously, "Are you sure he has always been so afraid of you?"
Bo Wen's shoulders trembled, and he couldn't help but recall Song Shu's past.
Song Shu likes painting very much. In the past, Song Shu liked to paint a lot, and he also liked to paint flowers and plants.
Song Shu was very dependent on him when he was young, and followed him like a little tail. When he was watering the greenhouse, Song Shu would sleep in the greenhouse, and when he was in the kitchen, Song Shu would follow him and occasionally help him.
…
Song Shu had never been so afraid of him before.
Bo Wen held his forehead in pain and said, "I was wrong. I was really wrong."
Lian happily watched Bo Wen suffer, but the twisted hatred in his heart only increased. "You want to control Song Shu, do everything you want to do to Song Shu, arrange a lover for him, teach him magic, you want Song Shu to be different from Song Buchen, why?"
"You are afraid that you will fall in love with Song Buchen again, and you are even unwilling to admit that you have fallen in love with Song Shu, who is completely unlike Song Buchen."
"You made him different from Song Buchen, deceiving the senses and yourself,"
Lian's eyes were dark, "Bo Wen, your cowardice caused you to lose Song Buchen, and then you lost Song Shu."
The scarlet shadow of blood seemed to reappear in front of Bo Wen's eyes. Song Shu fell in a pool of blood and closed his eyes silently.
The heart will not stop because of pain, but it will suffocate because of pain.
Ryan breathed a few breaths of satisfaction. His health was not good and he would not live for many days. He would soon go to see Song Shu, so he couldn't bear to see Bo Wen having an easy time.
madness.
He tilted his head with difficulty, "Aren't you very curious about why Song Shu liked Ellis and saved Shui Lian in the end?"
Bowen was already depressed and motionless. He opened his mouth several times, but found that he was choking and couldn't speak. He gasped, his whole face was red, and his throat made a hoarse sound.
Li An, "Do you remember who was the first person you arranged to be with Song Shu?"
Water splashes.
Although Shui Lian was young at that time, he was the smartest among the adopted sons, so even though his age was not suitable, Bo Wen still arranged Shui Lian to be with Song Shu in advance.
Song Shu was very happy at that time, thinking that this was a playmate he found for him, but later...
Ryan's voice penetrated his ears and took root in his brain. "Why did he cover up Shui Lan's escape plan? Why did he save Shui Lan? He clearly likes Ellis, why did he save Shui Lan? Does he like Shui Lan too?"
"Song Shu is afraid of you and attached to you. He once had feelings for you, but you pushed him away."
Bowen looked up, with painful confusion in his eyes. Li An sneered: "Bowen, you are the stupidest person I have ever seen."
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[Shuilian and Qingxiao's perspective]
After the accidental death, both Shui Lan and Qing Xiao became silent.
Qingxiao would always hide away and cry secretly. When Shuilan saw her, she would just watch in silence.
Qing Xiao probably hated him because he killed Song Shu.
After that day, Ellis took Song Shu away and did not let anyone see her. Even when Lilith and Bowen came to his house and demanded her back, Ellis did not give in.
In order to support Ellis, Ryan directly passed the position of king to Ellis.
In the end, Ellis won this war without gunpowder.
Qing Xiao once begged him, saying that she wanted to see Song Shu for the last time.
"Let's go and beg His Highness, he will let us see him." Qing Xiao shed tears. After all, he was young and could not experience the pain of separation.
"It's useless." Ellis would not let anyone see Song Shu again.
Shui Lan moved his lips. His health was not very good. Even though Song Shu had forcibly saved him, he was still a candle in the wind and would get sick from time to time.
But neither Ellis, Bowen, nor Lilith came to trouble him.
——Because his life was saved by Song Shu.
Song Shu saved him, so he had to live for Song Shu.
Ellis and the others all thought so, and Shui Lian thought so too. But living was too painful. He dreamed of Song Shu and his father in endless days and nights, and the loss after waking up almost killed him.
He might as well be dead, rather dead.
During a chat with Qingxiao, he revealed this information, but Qingxiao opened her eyes wide, and the eyes that were similar to Ellis' looked at him like a devil.
"Father loved you. He even died to save you. Now you say you want to die?"
"Brother, you have failed father so many times, are you going to fail him again now?"
"He likes you so much, so much!"
Qing Xiao asked sharply, but Shui Lian wondered vaguely, does Song Shu like him? Did Song Shu really like him?
Father... No, Song Shu, sorry, I always accidentally use the name father because habit, habit, habit is really a terrible thing.
…
But why hasn't he gotten used to his father's death yet?
…
Shui Lian held her head in pain.
I'm sorry, Dad, my new life is not going well at all.
sorry.
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[Lilith, Klein's perspective]
"You want to die."
Lilith stated with cold objectivity, "But magical creations cannot die."
Klein lay numbly in a pool of blood. The wounds on his body slowly healed, but he carelessly stabbed himself again.
"I checked your memory. Have you ever seen Song Shu?" Lilith turned to Klein, who was lying on the ground, in confusion. "Did you see Song Shu when you were about to differentiate between the two genders?"
…
“I am a monster.”
In the huge glass tank, a primitive embryo that had not yet taken shape floated. As it muttered, bubbles in the glass tank gurgled out.
A tender hand approached the glass tank, and a delicate-looking child approached, "You are not a monster, it's cool to look like this."
"Are you a boy or a girl? I'm a boy."
The embryo turned around, as if shy, and whispered: "I will differentiate later."
"Great, then how about you be my brother?"
"younger brother?"
"It's a boy. If you differentiate into a boy, you can be my brother..."
The distant, childish voice seemed to ring in his ears again, and tears gathered on Klein's chin.
[Magical forbidden objects that are still in the embryonic stage have no gender, and most will differentiate into different genders according to the owner's wishes.]
"So that's how it is."
Lilith looked at Klein, her eyes understanding him clearly: "So your gender differentiation is male."
"It turns out that he can't even recognize his owner."
Lilith walked away, feeling a little compassionate: "If you were to say Song Shu has feelings for you, it's probably that he likes you a little, but not much."
"All your pain and joy come from Song Shu, but you can't hate him and even want to die with him."
Klein curled up his body, seemingly rejecting every word Lilith said.
But the truth is always so cruel.
Lilith said coldly: "It's a pity that you can't die."
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【Anthony's Perspective】
Song Shu is dead.
When the servant reported the news, Anthony was still reading the book taught by Song Shu.
Strangely enough, Anthony was not particularly surprised when he heard the news. He just thought, huh? He's dead now?
Anthony had long predicted that Song Shu would die sooner or later.
Of course, this sentence is ambiguous, because everyone will die in the end, but Song Shu is different.
Song Shu always easily arouses the cruelty in people's hearts, and easily makes them let it go. His hot and cold attitude is like the torture of training a dog.
Song Shu will be killed sooner or later.
Anthony thought of many ways for Song Shu to die, even imagining him pressing on Song Shu, his fingers pressing on that fragile neck, slowly watching Song Shu die in his hands. As he imagined, he became uncontrollably excited.
Anthony thought about killing Song Shu, but then he thought that a dead person was not as interesting as a living person. If he didn't kill him, he would just imprison him so that Song Shu could only look at him and stay by his side.
However, all this is just imagination, because Anthony likes Song Shu, but he does not have the courage to participate in the messy struggle for the throne. He just wants to be an idle prince.
It’s good to be able to see Song Shu occasionally when I’m free and tease her.
But the servant said Song Shu was dead.
Anthony was still holding the letter Song Shu had written to him. He slowly, slowly closed his palm, but he was reluctant to wrinkle the letter, so he used little force.
His mood and thoughts were unusually calm. He thought, isn't it just Song Shu who died? He had expected Song Shu to die, right?
Anthony stuffed the letter back into the envelope, returning the envelope to its never-opened state, as if it was still the letter Song Shu had just written to him.
After a peaceful day, when I woke up the next day, the first thought that popped into my mind was that Song Shu was dead.
Day 3, Day 4…
Like a continuous drizzle that covers the moisture of a lifetime, Anthony always thinks of Song Shu from time to time.
Song Shu, Song Shu, Song Shu...
He hasn't let Song Shu read the letter yet.
After Song Shu died, Anthony didn't even have the courage to open the letter. It was better not to open it or read it, lest he would lose another part of it in his dreams every night.
The content of the letter was already engraved in his brain, and he could ask Song Shu to read it to him in his dream.
But...why didn't Ellis die? Song Shu liked him so much, why didn't he die with Song Shu?
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【film】
The life of a secret guard is short, and most of them die during a mission.
He is dying.
Ying realized this clearly for the first time.
The defeated body was patched up but still losing life. Did Song Shu escape?
His father, the father who adopted him.
Perhaps it can be said that he is the first child adopted by Song Shu and the adopted son who has stayed with Song Shu the longest.
So even if Song Shu didn't want him anymore, he would always follow Song Shu.
…
Heavy objects make noises when they fall to the ground.
At the moment Song Shu died, Ying seemed to sense something, and followed Song Shu, closing his eyes forever.
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【Historical books, passers-by’s perspective】
After Song Shu's death, there was a great uproar in the main city.
Song Shu rarely went out, but that didn't mean he had no reputation in the main city. It was said that Duke Orpheus liked to adopt beautiful boys, and coupled with Song Shu's eye-catching appearance, there was always a lot of gossip about him among the people.
The fight between the royal family members over Song Shu's body caused a great deal of controversy among the people. Later, a portrait of Song Shu accidentally leaked out from the ancient house, which caused an uproar among the people about Song Shu.
However, this is not negative, it is related to Song Shu's own reputation.
Originally, Song Shu's love of adopting beautiful boys had always been criticized. He lived a secluded life and only showed up at the academy occasionally. He was not friendly to the people at all. In addition, the royal highnesses, even the king and queen, had created a storm in order to compete for Song Shu's body, which led to Song Shu's reputation among the people.
After the portraits were leaked, the attitudes of most people changed subtly.
"Although I heard that he is a playboy, but he looks like this... it's not... impossible, right?"
"I think it's those adopted sons who want to get into bed... Are the things you spread before just rumors?"
"Even if it's true, those things aren't a big deal, right? There's no need to keep spreading them around like he's an unforgivable criminal."
“…”
It also sparked a discussion about who Song Shu actually likes.
Due to the large number of people involved and the lack of clues, there are almost all kinds of versions, and some people even fabricate their own past with Song Shu for their own benefit.
Later, when Ellis ascended the throne and cleared up the situation, discussions on these topics became less frequent.
As long as the topic exists, it is there for people to talk about. Even if time passes and people grow old, all kinds of true and false news about a certain charming duke will still be spread, and there will still be people praising the duke's beauty. The portraits that were leaked back then will also be treasured, even thousands of years later.
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[Ellis’s perspective]
Ellis couldn't figure it out for a long time.
Who does Song Shu like and why is she determined to break up with him?
Since you wanted to break up, why did you tell him that you loved him? You looked so pitiful, with blood on your lips and your body torn, but you still touched his face and told him to stop crying.
Very cunning.
Song Shu always knew how to make him like him and never forget him.
…
This is a magical world, there must be a way.
He wants to resurrect Song Shu.
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