Rage (15)
When Song Shu returned home, the first thing he did was to go back to his room and use a lint remover to clean the cat hair off his body, and then change his clothes.
After changing, Song Shu lay down on the bed, and inevitably thought of Chen Yu again, with mixed feelings.
Although Chen Yu cosplays his favorite male character, he doesn't like this character out of sexual fantasy, and doesn't expect the other party to break the dimensional wall and be gay with him.
After he pushed Chen Yu away, the air seemed to be twisted and suffocated for a moment. The stuffed doll in the cat bag poked its head out curiously, and still wanted to get close to Song Shu.
It was not clear whether it was Song Shu's illusion, Song Shu always felt that Shen Yu looked a little gloomy, but in fact, before he could take a closer look, Shen Yu said a little aggrievedly: "But husband, I am a girl."
Chen Yu's voice is very sweet, but not simply sweet. Song Shu couldn't describe it specifically. When he was playing games before, he felt that Chen Yu's voice was very special. Even though it was a male voice, it was very charming. Although he was not a voice control person, he felt it was a pleasure every time he listened to Chen Yu speak.
Now Shen Yu called him husband in this tone again. Song Shu turned his head unnaturally, "I only said boys, not you."
"So I can do it, right?"
Shen Yu stared straight at Song Shu, her gaze was like an airtight net, making Song Shu feel a little uncomfortable, but soon, this forcing gaze disappeared, replaced by red eyes.
It is said that true love has no gender, but Song Shu is a homophobic straight man. Before confirming Chen Yu's gender, he doesn't know how to answer this epic question.
Song Shu's silence seemed like a disguised rejection to Shen Yu.
Shen Yu picked up the cat bag and touched the doll's head, as if talking to herself, very depressed: "Song Shu, I don't actually feel how much you like me, so why did you get close to me in the first place?"
Song Shu was at a loss, "I..."
In terms of right and wrong, in fact, none of them is wrong, they are just pawns in the plot. However, Song Shu is also a scumbag in the plot, and he is going to scum Chen Yu no matter what.
After Shen Yu said that, he remained silent. He lowered his eyes and tears rolled down his face unconsciously.
Song Shu curled up her fingers, but finally reached out to wipe away Shen Yu's tears, "Don't cry."
Song Shu sighed in relief. He had thought about it these past few days. He seemed to be too unfair to Shen Yu. Although Shen Yu's gender was indeed uncertain, they were in love.
To put it bluntly, the psychological trauma left by Ellis in the previous life was too great.
Song Shu considered and said, "I have never liked anyone, so I did some things poorly."
Chen Yu grabbed Song Shu's hand, tears streaming down her cheeks, "So you like me, right?"
Chen Yu had been right about one thing from the beginning to the end, which was that Song Shu was easily soft-hearted.
When Ellis was teleported away from the previous world, she was crying. Song Shu couldn't help but speak to Ellis out of pity, even though Ellis' gender was confirmed to be male.
Now Song Shu couldn't be sure of his gender, and he used tears as a weapon, so it was only natural for Song Shu to soften her heart.
But even though she was soft-hearted, Song Shu still maintained a distant distance, and her words and gestures of comfort were like those of ordinary people, not a boyfriend or girlfriend.
Song Shu was really indifferent. Would he really care about anyone? He pretended to be Song Shu's favorite and tried his best to get close to Song Shu, but all he got was silent resistance.
Chen Yu took advantage of the distance to lean into Song Shu's arms. Song Shu shrank back unnaturally, but Chen Yu did not retreat as usual. He held Song Shu's hand tightly.
It was clear that he used some force as if in revenge, but Song Shu didn't react at all.
Here we have to mention the pain shielding that Song Shu always asked 555 to turn on. Regarding Chen Yu's gender, if Song Shu turned off the pain shielding, then Song Shu would probably find that Chen Yu's strength is even greater than that of an average boy, and she doesn't look like a girl at all.
But he was afraid of pain, so he never turned off 555 after it was turned on. This also led to him showing confusion and innocence when Shen Yu deliberately wanted to hurt him.
Because he couldn't feel the pain.
Such misplaced cognition is like blocking the way for others to vent their emotions.
It's like a fully drawn bow, but the arrow cannot be shot out. The bow will remain drawn and sooner or later will break and injure the person drawing the bow.
Originally, Shen Yu would not do anything to Song Shu. He just wanted Song Shu to feel the same pain as him. Pain, sadness, whatever emotion it was, he did not want Song Shu to be so indifferent when facing him, or even stingy with emotions, which was too cruel.
But now that Song Shu's wrist was grabbed by him, she just looked at him with confusion and innocence, as if she didn't understand why he did this.
Shen Yu could feel the painful taste of blood in his throat, and his breathing became increasingly rapid.
He really wanted to kill Song Shu.
Thus, lust mixed with anger was born, and Song Shu, who caused all this, might not even know what he had done.
He always has the ability to stir up other people's emotions without realizing it, but he himself is too slow to react.
Chen Yu clung to Song Shu with affection and gloom, murmuring: "Husband, this is my first time in love too. I don't blame you, we can just learn together." It doesn't matter, if Song Shu doesn't walk towards him, he will walk the rest of the way for Song Shu.
Shen Yu stepped back and picked up the ragdoll cat again, her smile sweet and a little shy, but it made Song Shu feel numb on his back and a little eerie.
Song Shu stopped walking backwards, sent Chen Yu downstairs and hurried home.
This was all the interaction between him and Shen Yu afterwards.
The more Song Shu thought about it, the more he felt that Chen Yu's smile was very sinister. He rubbed his arms and said, "Is Chen Yu thinking of something bad?"
[It's okay, I can close my eyes if you get pouted. ]
"…Thank you."
Song Shu raised his middle finger.
After going out, he didn't want to move anymore, but he had to get up and take a shower because he felt a little uncomfortable after sweating a little.
Especially after returning home, 555 said: [You smell like rain. ]
Song Shu gave him the middle finger again, packed his clothes, went to take a shower, and then slept until the evening.
Sleepily, he opened his phone and the first message blinded him:
Cold-Faced King of Hell: [Take the meat out of the refrigerator to thaw]
Look at the message time again, it was an hour ago.
Song Shu was no longer sleepy and got up in a hurry, just in time to bump into Song Chen who was getting off work on time.
Song Shu stepped back, and Song Chen glanced over, "Why are you hiding? I guessed that you haven't thawed yet."
Song Shu saw what Song Chen was holding, and explained guiltily, "I was too sleepy, I fell asleep."
"You're so sleepy, what did you do this afternoon?"
Song Chen changed his shoes and put the food on the table. It was clearly a casual question, but his tone changed when he smelled the scent of Song Shu mixed with women's perfume.
Song Chen tilted his head meaningfully. Song Shu was rummaging through the pile of things he had bought.
This is Song Shu's bad habit. Just like the owner who likes to let the cat sniff the things he bought after going out hunting, Song Shu is really like a squirrel, jumping onto the table by himself, scratching with his claws, and even picking up and sniffing things he doesn't recognize.
Song Shu smelled the pungent smell of onions and almost sneezed. Just as he was watching with great interest, all the things in his hands were suddenly taken away by Song Chen.
At this time, Song Shu didn't realize that Song Chen was angry yet. He followed him and wanted to pick vegetables for Song Chen. Song Chen looked at him and asked the question again: "What did you do in the afternoon?"
"Hanging out with friends."
Song Shu thought that he must have changed into pajamas, so Song Chen saw it, and he said honestly: "He said he wanted to take the cat out for a physical examination and wanted me to accompany him."
"I was allergic to cat hair yesterday," Song Shu coughed lightly, "I've already taken a shower, and I've used a lint remover on my clothes, there's definitely no cat hair on them!"
Song Chen stared at Song Shu's confident eyes, and the emotions that had been suppressed for several days seemed to rebound. It had nothing to do with anger or allergy, but a more complicated and dark feeling that wanted to harm Song Shu.
Is it a cat hair problem?
no.
Is it perfume?
Not really.
It's not the perfume or the cat hair; the problem lies with Song Shu.
This can't go on any longer.
………
Song Shu was kicked out of the kitchen.
[Ding, the rage value has risen to 28%, please be informed. 】
Song Shu glanced at Song Chen through the open kitchen, wondering why he was angry again.
Only 1% was added, maybe because he didn’t thaw the meat?
Song Shu sat down on the sofa and wanted to play games, but after a while he heard 555 screaming.
【News from headquarters! 】
Song Shu also became more energetic. The task progress that had been stopped for so long could finally be moved forward! !
555 picked out the letter from a pile of data garbage, put on his reading glasses, and coughed lightly: [Let me see it first. ]
"No, I want to see it too. How about you read it out loud?"
555 agreed, and followed the words one by one: [Dear 555 system, the headquarters is aware of the specific situation. The headquarters recommends that you follow the plot...]
555 finished reading and concluded: [He said to follow the plot, and it doesn’t matter what the plot is like, we just need to do our part well. ]
Song Shu: "...You guys, have you always been so casual?"
So casual! ! The plot is so messed up! ! How can we go on like this! !
555 Sincerity: [Yes, we have always been so casual. ]
Because the quick traveler only travels in to do the mission in order to maintain the stability of the small world. In this situation, Song Shu has done his part and reported it to the headquarters. In the end, even if things go wrong and the world collapses, the blame will not be on them.
【This is called early risk prevention. 】
Song Shu was speechless: "How many years of work experience do you have?"
555 fake smile: [We are just netizens, you have crossed the line. ]
…
The following week, Song Shu was dragged by Song Chen to work. The advantage of working was that he didn't have to deal with Chen Yu, but the disadvantage was that he had to work, and Gu Chuyue became more annoying than usual, and he had to report everything he did.
Because he was annoyed so much, Song Shu even had a nightmare. The content was roughly that he and Song Chen were on the balcony looking at the scenery, and then Gu Chuyue was downstairs, wearing a blue mental hospital uniform, holding a knife and looking at him and Song Chen grimly.
Then she counted the floors and came up with a knife to chase him, shouting that he was a fickle scum who seduced people everywhere.
When Song Shu was about to be caught up, he stepped on empty air. The strong feeling of weightlessness made him feel scared when he woke up. Now he didn't want to recall the news about Chu Yue, the bad guy.
But Gu Chuyue was like an indestructible puppy, he would stick to me again after being kicked away.
Song Chen has been very busy these days and has hardly been on the go. The only time Song Shu can see him is when he goes out in the morning.
When Song Chen was away for a long time, Song Shu couldn't help wanting to slack off. To be fair, Song Shu didn't have a particularly good self-control, so what he said about not being able to study without Song Chen was not a lie, but he felt guilty when he slacked off for too long, thinking that he shouldn't slack off anymore, but he couldn't help slacking off.
Summary: I spent the whole day slacking off, feeling nervous and guilty.
The strange thing is that Song Chen rarely comes to ask about him. In the past, as long as he didn’t study, Song Chen would call him every day, and sometimes he would even watch him do his homework during meetings.
Now that Song Chen didn't ask, Song Shu was like a sheep that was let out of the sheepfold, running as hard as he could, secretly slacking off for several days out of guilt.
This kind of days lasted for about a week, and Song Shu found it unbelievable.
"He actually doesn't care about me?"
What's even more strange is that Song Shu always feels that Song Chen is keeping a distance from him. It's a very strange thought, because there is no need, why is Song Chen avoiding him? He is not a virus?
Maybe the company is really too busy and I can't take care of him at the same time.
Besides, even though Song Chen ignored him, he still paid his salary, and it was even much higher than before!!
Song Shu counted the small treasury happily, feeling that if she had a little more, she would be able to return all the money to Chen Yu.
After a busy week, it was finally the weekend. Song Shu followed Song Chen with some "regret", "Brother, are you really going on a business trip?"
Song Chen was tying his tie and said calmly, "Put away your smile before you say this to me."
“Hehehe.”
Song Shu whispered: "Don't I think you're working too hard?"
Song Chen didn't respond. He tied his tie. Song Shu checked his briefcase for him and handed it to him before leaving. He couldn't hide the silly smile on his face: "Bye, be careful on the road."
"But I've been too busy lately, so I have to take care of my health."
Song Chen took the briefcase and gripped the door handle. The cold touch always reminded him what he was doing.
"If you want me to relax, then stay calm and don't go out and fool around all the time."
"I'm not fooling around."
Song Shu's heart skipped a beat. He felt as if Song Chen knew something, but then he thought that Song Chen no longer went to nightclubs and didn't hang out everywhere. Song Chen's accusation that he was hanging out everywhere was not valid.
Regarding the question of whether Song Shu was fooling around, Song Chen seemed to have just said it casually, then took the documents and left.
The door closed, Song Shu returned to the sofa and picked up the game console, and his cell phone vibrated again.
Bad Current Charge: [By the way, brother, those freeloaders came to me again and said they want to meet you]
Song Shu: ? ?
There is no limit to freeloading, right?
[I told you, we just need to do our part, and the rest of the world lines will be completed automatically. ]
Song Shu is considered a scumbag. As long as Song Shu is a scumbag, his friends will come to him no matter how many times he refuses.
However, this time they came to the door a little differently. If you were to say what the specific difference was, it was probably that they didn't really want to drink, they just wanted to see Song Shu.
Song Shu is a really strange person. You usually think nothing is wrong when you see him. At most, you feel itchy when you can't eat him, and you still have a thought about him. But once you can't see him, all you have left is a thought, because you can't find him.
It’s okay on one day, they can endure it, and they can continue to endure it on the second day. If they can still endure it on the third day, then those thugs who have endured it for half a month really can’t endure it anymore.
They all checked to see who was still secretly in contact with Song Shu, and then found Gu Chuyue.
Gu Chuyue was still arrogant at first. After all, he was the only one who had contact with Song Shu. Although he was harassing her unilaterally, the rest of the people didn't even have a chance to harass her.
Thinking of this, Gu Chuyue's nose turned up, and his response to these freeloaders was: Don't come to me.
Because this group of freeloaders formed a group, the reply is very simple, just say a word in the group.
But Gu Chuyue's repeated refusals finally pissed off the group of people, and some people even went crazy in the group.
[Are you fucking secretly meeting with Song Shu? I saw you stealing the straw he used to drink that day, you pervert, you still have a straw, we have nothing, I'm going to call the police and have you all arrested! ]
Gu Chuyue: ………
damn it.
Gu Chuyue knew that Song Shu didn't want to meet this group of people, so he simply pretended to obey and agreed to pass on the message. Song Shu would not agree anyway.
He contacted Song Shu and only said a few words.
Song Shu looked at the message and fell into deep thought, "I want to return the money to Chen Yu, how can I go to the club with them?"
Song Shu rejected Gu Chuyue. Gu Chuyue simply replied to the gang and left the group. Before leaving, he sneered and said: [Don’t think you didn’t steal]
The group was furious and started to fight among themselves, suspecting each other: What the hell is this? Who stole the straws and Coke?
Song Shu was not clear about this, he was still counting his small treasury. The total balance was 120,000 yuan, and he still needed to pay back some of it to Chen Yu.
The more Song Shu calculated, the more he felt that this world was far away. "When do you think I can finish my mission and leave?"
Although Alice was a man in the previous world, at least there was plot progress. This world is simply a dark place, and it feels like the progress bar is not moving whether you do the task or not.
This made Song Shu feel a little anxious.
It’s not that he doesn’t want to stay in this world, but the longer he stays, the more uneasy Song Shu feels. This uneasy feeling is very similar to the uneasy feeling he felt when Bo Wen went crazy in the previous world.
Anxiety and bad premonition collided, and Song Shu would have nightmares from time to time. And Song Chen also said that someone was monitoring him before, but he never found the person.
Who on earth did this? The feeling that the enemy was in the dark and I was in the light also made Song Shu very uneasy.
555 glanced at the rage value and felt that Song Shu had no idea that he was about to be surrounded by perverts.
[Why don't you just find a man to date? ]
Directly angered a large number of people.
Song Shu raised his middle finger, "Bad idea."
Let’s not talk about whether he can overcome his psychological state and fall in love with a man. Besides, what use does his falling in love have in advancing the plot?
[As long as the plot progresses reasonably, it's enough. You are a scumbag, listen to me, go fool around now. ]
You have to go out to hang out, how can it be more fun than staying at home like a homebody?
Song Shu has already turned on the game console. "I'm deaf, I can't hear you."
【There is nothing we can do about it. 】
555 didn't urge Song Shu anymore and let him spend the weekend in a bad mood.
On Monday, Song Shu crawled to work drowsily, and was told by his secretary that Song Chen had not come back yet. Because Song Chen was on a business trip abroad, it seemed that there was an accident there, and the trip was extended to a week, which meant that no one would take care of him for the next week.
Song Shu was stunned for a moment, "555, I really feel like Song Chen is distancing himself from me."
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