Rage (22)
"Whether there is any grudge or not, it's between me and Song Shu."
Seeing Chen Yu blocking the door, Song Chen simply didn't close it, folded his hands, and sneered: "What about you? Do you want to go to the hospital to make an appointment? If you change your personality, he may have no grudges against you."
Chen Yu had tied up his long hair. Facing such insulting words, he smiled indifferently: "He won't ignore me. He likes me."
The smile on Chen Yu's face was like a mask, the kind that you can't take off once you put it on. It was so hypocritical and fake that it made Song Chen feel nauseous.
Shen Yu glanced at Song Chen gently, curved her lips, and said the second half of the sentence sincerely: "And you can only be his brother forever."
…
The conversation ended unpleasantly.
…
When Song Shu woke up, his mind was still blank. He felt like he was in heaven. Countless elves surrounded him and sang Hallelujah. There was a bright white light in his eyes.
【Finally woke up.】
[If you don't wake up, I will have to report to headquarters that you have died of exhaustion. ]
Song Shu: “……?”
Song Shu's mind turned slowly, "What happened?"
555: [This drug also includes amnesia, right?]
Yesterday, 555 played a parasol in Song Shu's mind for a whole day, and the green data was all turned yellow by the sun.
Song Shu slapped his cheek, and his mind seemed to turn for a moment, "I said I can't remember it, do you believe me?"
【Guess whether I believe it or not. 】
"I really lost my memory."
【This milk is really big. 】
"...You don't believe me? I really don't remember anything."
[Can magic also make Jiji grow that big? ]
Song Shu endured it, "Enough! I really don't even remember the evening arrangement! What's the point of doing this!"
[Brother, is this ice cube delicious? ...Touch me.]
“………”
555, fuck you!
Song Shu screamed silently.
Ahhh what did he do!! How dare he press down on Song Chen and kiss him!! Ahhhh!!
[I still have the video, which can help you recall it.]
Song Shu collapsed like a marmot, rolled up the quilt and rolled herself up into a ball, "Goodbye, I'm going to strangle myself now."
He is such a beast that he doesn't even spare his brothers.
[There is some good news, that is, the rage value has reached 40%. 】
At this point, Song Shu couldn't help but think of the plot again, feeling somewhat desperate: "Only 40%, can I still end this world?"
What’s even more desperate is that Chen Yu is actually a man!
This time he not only kissed Shen Yu, but was even forced to help Shen Yu.
The first time this happened I was devastated, but the second time I felt a little bit like, “Fuck it, this is how it is. This world is a piece of shit.”
Song Shu was like a dead fish, "Kill me, 555, I won't live anymore."
555: [Silly child, who says breasts can't be fake? If you wrap them up with tampons and tape, they won't be that obvious.]
Song Shu said sadly, with a tone that showed the sadness of a broken heart: "Thank you. I didn't know it before, but I know it now."
The cell phone was right next to the pillow. According to his usual habit, the first thing Song Shu did when he woke up was to touch his cell phone, but now he had no desire to do so.
Chen Yu is fake, Chen Yu is Chen Yu, then who is Chen Yu? Could it be that he really has a brother?
And there was Song Chen, he did such beastly things to Song Chen... No, later Song Chen also did very beastly things to him.
But that was because he didn't want to use his hands, so Song Chen let him use his legs.
Ahhh no! They shouldn't be together! It's all because of that damn medicine!
Bad memories flashed through his mind like a reel, and Song Shu was a little dazed. "How on earth was I drugged?"
[Look at the cup of milk tea that Chen Yu gave you. He also drank it himself, but it seems that the effect of the medicine is not as strong as yours. ]
Song Shu: “…”
He was so cunning that he would never drink any drink handed to him by others again.
Song Shu lay flat, his mind empty as he murmured, "I now even feel that Chen Yu's leg injury was deliberately caused by him to gain sympathy, and he has been deceiving me from the beginning until now."
He really fell for it. It was a real pitfall.
Ha ha ha ha.
Song Shu gritted his teeth, and began to roll around on the bed frantically, crawling in the dark.
[…Your two-dimensional mental state is a hundred years ahead of humans. ]
Song Shu started to cry, "Am I a cheap person? It's happened twice! That time with Alice, and this time with Chen Yu! You used my wife to lie to me both times. I hate you!"
It might take others a month or even a year to go from collapse to calmness and then to madness, but it only took Song Shu one minute to transform into Ru Feng.
What a beautiful mental state.
[Don't worry, you can leave after completing the task. You just need to break up with him, so just do it quickly.]
Just as 555 finished speaking, the door of Song Shu's room was opened.
Song Chen, wearing pajamas, leaned against the door frame with his arms folded.
Song Shu wrapped himself up like a cicada pupa, leaving only his messy head exposed, with his alopecia standing still in the air.
Song Shu is now a little afraid to look at Song Chen.
Yesterday he was so beastly to Song Chen, and although Song Chen later turned beastly as well, it was still disrespectful behavior.
Such behavior was somewhat out of control between him and Song Chen, and it messed up their originally pure brotherly relationship.
After the effect of the medicine wore off, Song Shu's face wasn't as red anymore, but her lips were still very red, which made her skin look cold and pale, and unusually beautiful.
Song Chen's expression remained normal, "It seems he is not dead yet."
Song Shu was unsure of what Song Chen meant, and his heart was beating fast. He reluctantly got out of bed.
Song Shu was still wearing the thin shirt she had put on last night. The weather was a bit cold, and the shirt fell down to fit the waistline and was somewhat translucent, so one could almost see the soft and strong narrow waist.
He was about to say something, but Song Chen just looked at him, threw a coat at him, and turned away, "Come out and eat."
Song Shu quickly pulled off the coat on his head and felt that Song Chen was not that angry?
[You don't seem to care much about kissing Song Chen.]
Song Shu exploded immediately, "How can I not care? Straight guys helping each other, how can we kiss?"
555 Youyou: [He also used your legs...]
"Strange, why did I suddenly become deaf?"
555 was so angry that he laughed: [Why, do you want me to show you a video? ]
"I didn't." Song Shu was a little desperate. "Look now, I have to complete the mission and live here. Can't I just play dumb?"
Song Shu was really desperate, "I still want to live here!!"
555 was speechless. There was really no way to refute this.
Escaping is shameful, but it works.
Song Shu changed her clothes and pretended not to see the redness on her thighs. "Besides, Song Chen may not like me."
He often felt that Song Chen looked at him as if he were a fool. Who would like a fool in their own eyes?
Song Shu paralyzed himself with a shot of cardiac stimulant, changed his clothes and went out to the living room to eat.
Song Chen was on the balcony making a phone call when he caught a glimpse of Song Shu acting furtively. He said a few words to the person on the other end of the phone and hung up, then pulled out a chair and sat opposite Song Shu.
A very silent meal.
Shen Yu was right. After yesterday's incident, there was no way there would be no grudges between him and Song Shu. It was like a torn wound. Even if a band-aid was put on, the wound still existed, and the pain from time to time also showed its presence.
Song Chen was not wearing formal clothes today, just a simple white T-shirt and black pants, with his black hair slightly parted. His hands were placed on the table, his knuckles slightly bent, and veins bulging on the back of his hands.
The sunlight climbed in from the balcony and spread across the floor.
Song Chen pushed a glass of water over and said calmly, "What do you want to say?"
Song Shu didn't have much to say. He felt that some things were known to everyone, and maybe they could live better if they kept their dignity. If they really talked about it, both parties would feel uncomfortable.
He thought so, but he was not sure whether Song Chen thought the same as him.
Song Shu clenched his fingers and said, "Brother, what happened yesterday..."
Song Chen interrupted him, "You've heard what Shen Yu said, what do you think?"
Song Shu: "Brother, I actually lost my memory."
Song Chen's face was very dark. He knocked on the table and said, "Say it again."
Song Chen felt really oppressive, especially when he was angry. Song Shu hesitated for a moment, but still confirmed: "I really have lost my memory."
555 couldn't hold it in any longer: [That's enough. ]
Just like Song Shu said, he still has to complete his mission here. Sometimes escaping is not shameful and it is useful.
Song Shu watched Song Chen's murderous aura grow stronger after he got his answer. He was considering whether to run away when Song Chen suddenly laughed again: "Song Shu, I found you yesterday through your friends."
The group of freeloaders who ambushed Song Shu failed and chased after the group hired by Gu Chuyue in anger.
Song Chen didn't have to spend much effort. He just beat them up and pried Song Shu's location out of their mouths. Then, he beat up those thugs again and kicked the door open with the key.
He couldn't believe what would have happened if he had come any later.
Song Chen glanced at him lightly, "You were sold and still helped others count money. I told you not to hang out with that group of people, but you didn't listen to a word I said."
Song Shu looked over carefully, and when he met Song Chen's gaze, he lowered his head again and explained honestly: "Chen Yu said that his leg was injured and asked me to accompany him to the hospital, so I went."
"I didn't tell you because I was afraid you wouldn't agree. I am partly responsible for his leg injury, so I think I can handle it by myself."
"You can handle it alone? Then why did you ask me to go with you last night?"
Song Shu was speechless. He whispered, "I feel more at ease with you here."
Song Chen rubbed his eyebrows. He had no way to deal with Song Shu.
There is no way.
He thought about having a showdown with Song Shu.
Before Song Shu woke up, he was standing on the balcony smoking, and next to him was the ugly succulent that Song Shu had pestered him to buy when they passed by the flower and bird market.
The smoke drifted into the air, ethereal and vague, just like Song Shu. No matter what Song Shu promised or said, it was probably just a joke and didn't count.
Song Chen bit the cigarette butt, and his tiger teeth inexplicably exerted some force.
Yesterday he asked Song Shu to help him solve it. Song Shu felt that his voice was embarrassing at the time, so she asked him to cover it with his hands to prevent him from continuing to kiss him.
It sounds like a kitten, and you can tell it seldom vents.
Song Chen looked at the palm of his hand again, his expression was indifferent from beginning to end, and his thoughts were also jumping.
The words that Shen Yu said should not enter Song Shu's mind. As long as Song Shu didn't want to admit it, Song Shu always had many strange reasons to convince himself.
[“And you can only be his brother forever.”]
Very inappropriately, Shen Yu's words popped up in my mind again.
Song Chen sneered at the time. If he forced a showdown, Song Shu would probably be so scared that she would move out of his house overnight and not go to work.
Song Chen had no idea whether to tell Song Shu or not until Song Shu woke up. Now that Song Shu was in front of him, he still couldn't make a complete decision.
Song Chen was not someone who would be easily influenced by others' ideas before, but the difference is that now there is Song Shu.
The brief silence stretched out, and both of them knew what the remaining words meant.
Song Shu stared at the bowl of porridge in front of him, feeling that the air was strange. He touched his cheek and said, "Brother, thank you for saving me yesterday."
Song Chen raised his head and swept his deep eyes over Song Shu. The emotions hidden in them were too deep for Song Shu to understand.
It was too oppressive, as if it was going to eat him, and Song Shu suddenly shut up again.
The air was silent again. Song Shu was not quite sure what Song Chen was thinking. When he spoke again, Song Chen asked, "Are you feeling unwell?"
Song Shu turned on the pain blocker. If he wanted to say that he felt uncomfortable, perhaps he would have to turn off the pain blocker to feel it.
555: [Do you want to close it? ]
Song Shu didn't want to turn it off, he replied 555: "Isn't it necessary? It's just that sooner or later we will leave this world, whether we are healthy or not is not the key issue."
555 was a little speechless.
Song Shu didn't seem to care much about himself, or he didn't take many things to heart.
[The rage value is only 40%. If you want to go back quickly, you may need to make them angry more. ]
It only went up 5% yesterday? He saw that they all seemed very angry.
[Maybe you made them happy too. ]
"……roll!"
Song Shu met Song Chen's gaze again, and suddenly realized that Song Chen seemed not to want to talk about what happened yesterday.
It was unclear what Song Chen was thinking, but Song Shu thought about it and came up with an idea.
He felt that Song Chen probably didn't like him, because Song Chen looked at him with anger most of the time. As I said before, who would like a fool in their own eyes?
If he doesn't like Gu Chuyue, a popular guy with fish lips, then Song Chen will not like him even more.
Song Shu said seriously: "555, you are right, I really want to leave quickly, so I have to make them angry more."
555: [? ? ]
555 hadn't figured out why Song Shu suddenly became so ambitious, and the next second he heard him say to Song Chen: "I'm fine now, brother, how about I move out tomorrow?"
The air pressure in the living room suddenly dropped. Song Chen's eyes were dangerous, but Song Shu was unaware and continued, "The matter has been resolved. I will also break up with Shen Yu. I think it would be more convenient for me to move out."
"Otherwise, it wouldn't be good if I always eat and drink here."
【……】
Running away after eating, Song Shu is really good at making people angry.
The air was tight and tense, Song Chen's face was cold. He looked at Song Shu, as if he was trying to find a hint of lying or joking in Song Shu's eyes.
But he failed.
Song Shu is serious.
Song Chen leaned back, his loose home clothes revealing his straight figure. He smiled in an ambiguous way, with a hint of sarcasm, and it was unclear whether he was laughing at Song Shu or at himself.
He seemed to have never understood Song Shu.
Song Chen recalled that when he was a child, Song Shu liked to stick to him. One time on Children's Day, he secretly came to ask him if he wanted candy. Song Chen was already in the third year of junior high school at that time, and he was not interested in answering the little brat who was still celebrating Children's Day.
He glanced at Song Shu, who was a little girl in his eyes because of her developmental delay. He didn't want to pay attention to her at first, but unexpectedly, when he was silent, Song Shu's parents came to catch Song Shu with two test papers with a total score of no more than 60 points.
"With this score, Song Shu, are you itching for trouble?!"
Song Shu was very flustered. He pulled at the corner of his clothes and tried desperately to hide behind him. Then his mother grabbed his ears and started to teach him a lesson.
Song's mother spoke sternly. The little Song Shu lowered his head, shrugged his shoulders and wiped his tears.
"Can't you learn from your brother? Look at your brother's grades, and then look at yourself!"
Song Shu looked at him with tears in her eyes, and then said proudly: "My brother is awesome!"
Song Chen could no longer remember how he felt at the time. He only remembered that after Song Shu was scolded, she cried and wiped her tears and asked him, "So, brother, do you want some candy? I have many flavors..."
Most of the memories were no longer vivid. Perhaps he had really been absent from Song Shu's life for too long, and Song Shu didn't like him as a brother who liked to interfere in her life. Or maybe she had no feelings of like or dislike, just indifference.
So in Song Shu's eyes, it didn't matter whether he revealed his cards or not. He could just throw them away after using them and run away after having fun, without caring about his feelings at all.
Song Shu took a sip of water and carefully raised his eyelids to look at Song Chen. Song Chen stood up against the light and the chair slid a distance on the floor.
"what ever."
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