Rage (24)
On Monday, Song Shu didn't see Song Chen in the company either.
He was on a business trip after all.
Song Shu breathed a sigh of relief. He had already packed his things and was just waiting to move out after work. Without Song Chen around, he felt less stressed.
As usual, he slacked off at work, sleeping and waking up, and occasionally studying, and he didn't notice the mobile phone sticking out from the gap in the door at all.
After the secretary took the photos secretly, he sent a message to Song Chen: [Boss, the young boss seems to be in a bad mood today]
After posting, he moved to another group, [Report! ! The boss seems to be in conflict with the sub-boss! ]
The originally quiet gossip group immediately became lively.
[What contradiction?]
[Don’t say it, those who go on business trips with their bosses are the ones who suffer the most]
[The cold-faced King of Hell is online]
[Could it be because of the boss’s girlfriend?]
[Can I take advantage of the conflict?]
[……]
Song Shu was also racking his brains to send a message.
If he wanted to pay back Chen Yu, a big prerequisite was that he needed to have Chen Yu's bank card account number.
Song Shu looked gloomy and didn't want to send a message to Chen Yu at all.
Can’t Fetion have a function to transfer money directly to the other party’s account?
Song Shu was struggling over whether to say a few words before transferring the money, and hesitated for several times before sending the message.
Chen Yu: [Good afternoon, is there anything you want to say to me^^]
The moment the message popped up, Song Shu almost hit his face with his phone.
Chen Yu: [Song Shu, can we meet?]
Song Shu held the phone steady, and seeing these two messages, he was shocked by Chen Yu's shamelessness.
"How does he act so calmly?"
555: [Maybe it feels good. ]
“…”
Song Shu felt a little dizzy. He sat still and typed a reply to Chen Yu: [I have settled the previous bills. I will transfer all the money I owe you. Please provide me your bank card number.]
A minute later, Shen Yu gave a card number.
Song Shu was shocked again, "Is it so straightforward?"
Shen Yu: [So can we talk?]
Song Shu pretended not to see the message, switched apps and quickly transferred money to Chen Yu's bank card number, then sent a message: [No, let's break up]
Click on the personal profile picture, block and exit, all in one go.
Song Shu fell on the sofa and breathed a sigh of relief: "It's finally over."
After a while, the phone vibrated again. Song Shu thought it was a message from Gu Chuyue, so he picked it up and saw -
Cold-Faced King of Hell: [Picture]
Cold-faced Hades: [? ]
Song Shu clicked on the picture and found that it was a text message reminder from his bank card. The transfer amount was 200,000 yuan. Both the card number and the amount were exactly the same as the one he had just transferred.
“…”
Fuck your uncle Shen Yu, he actually gave Song Chen his card number! !
Song Shu couldn't hold it anymore and dragged Chen Yu off the blacklist, […Are you sick?]
Chen Yu: [I forgot to tell my husband that Song Chen also gave me a check^^, so you don’t have to pay me back]
Song Shu resisted the urge to yell at Shen Yu, who was halfway through saying this. He blocked her.
…
After get off work in the afternoon, Song Shu packed up his things and left the community, and soon returned to his original house.
Song Shu still felt a little uncomfortable without Song Chen around.
During the time he was away, the housekeeper came to clean the room, and it was still in the same condition as before he left.
Song Shu went in and took a look around. He was really traumatized, so he dragged his suitcase out again.
Crouching at the door, he collapsed: "555, I can't do this. I always feel like someone is watching me."
It was the pervert Chen Yu who put the camera on the spot, and Song Shu's psychological trauma became even heavier.
He hadn't read the report Song Chen had sent him yet, and regarding the relationship between Shen Yu and Shen Yu, Song Shu didn't want to think about it at all.
If you think about it, it's really cruel for straight men.
Song Shu squatted in a corner and drew circles, with a suitcase at his feet. He was a little discouraged. "I still have more than 10,000 yuan, so I'll go to the hotel first."
555 Tips: [Hotels may also have cameras. 】
“…”
Song Shu's soul left, "This world is just a huge camera."
The corridor is not quiet at night. The aroma of cooking wafts out from many households, and occasionally you can hear the voices of children being scolded by their parents because they don't want to do their homework.
Song Shu looked around and still felt hungry, so he dragged his suitcase to a nearby 24-hour convenience store to buy something.
The things in the convenience store were still a bit expensive for him who was now penniless. Song Shu went to the discount area, picked out a lunch box that was about to expire, and got a bottle of happy water, and queued up to pay.
The convenience store provides a dining area with microwave ovens, hot water and other self-service facilities. Song Shu was going to heat up his lunch box after paying the bill. Unexpectedly, when he was paying, the cashier suddenly pressed down on the lunch box he bought, "Song Shu?"
Because he hadn't been out for a long time, in order to avoid unnecessary attention, Song Shu wore the hat that Song Chen bought at the comic convention and a scarf. His facial features could not be seen clearly from the front.
It was a very familiar voice, and Song Shu was stunned for a moment. He looked up and saw the face of the cool guy on the subway again.
The cool guy on the subway was wearing a convenience store cashier uniform and a hat, and smiled with curved lips: "It's really you."
…
"Why are you holding the suitcase?"
After the subway cool guy changed his shift, he sat in the dining area with Song Shu and bought two loaves of bread for Song Shu.
Song Shu swallowed the food in his mouth and said vaguely: "Something happened, I need to move."
The cool guy on the subway nodded, and without asking any more questions, he just handed over the drink in his hand and said, "Eat slowly, don't choke."
After a busy day, Song Shu was still very hungry. He ate while chatting with the cool guy on the subway. He somewhat regained the feeling of having lunch and chatting with friends after class in junior high school.
Perhaps it was because the cool guy on the subway had too gentle aura, Song Shu couldn't help but say a few more words.
"I've been very unlucky lately, and I feel really bad."
Song Shu stuffed a mouthful of rice into his mouth, a little frustrated, "I don't know when this will end."
The cool guy on the subway took a bite of bread and said, "Are you having any trouble?"
The specific difficulties could not be described in words, and there was no way to express them. Even if he expressed them, Cool Guy would not be able to help him.
Song Shu shook his head: "It's just too annoying."
After he finished speaking, he felt a little embarrassed to speak only of himself, so he spoke again: "It seems that every time we meet you are working."
Could it be that Cool Guy is really a working emperor?
A can of Coke appeared in Song Shu's sight, with rough knuckles holding the can. He followed the hands and bumped into the smiling sight of the cool guy.
At this moment, Song Shu really felt that he was having dinner with friends, and he picked up his Coke with some flattery.
The two jars collided with each other, and cold steam burst out wildly.
The cool guy on the subway lowered his eyes and answered thoughtfully: "Maybe to experience life?"
Song Shu smiled lightly: "It's good to experience life."
He finished the last bite of his lunch box and said, "Thank you for talking to me. I feel much better now."
The cool guy loosened his hat. It was a very cheap convenience store employee hat, but it looked very expensive on him.
"I really enjoyed talking to you."
Song Shu still had some of his Coke left to drink. "Your cosplay was very cool last time."
The topic jumped in a strange way, mainly because Song Shu thought of Song Chen, and inevitably thought of Chen Yu, and at the same time he braked suddenly, he remembered that the cool guy on the subway also did a cosplay at the comic exhibition.
He's also a very handsome muscular man.
The subway cool guy blinked and said, "Can we go to the comic convention together next time?"
After finishing the last sip of Coke, Song Shu stood up and hummed without giving a clear answer: "If there is a chance."
There is probably no chance, because by then he will probably have left the world.
"Are you going to stay at a hotel? Come to think of it, you don't seem to know my name."
The cool guy on the subway also stood up and helped Song Shu take the suitcase. "My name is Xie Jing."
Xie Jing?
Song Shu was stunned for a moment. He felt that the name sounded familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had heard it. He turned around and looked at Xie Jing so seriously for the first time.
Xie Jing is very handsome, with a pure black earring under his earlobe. His face is as handsome as a high school idol. He looks a bit cold when he is not smiling, but when he smiles, his fangs are exposed, and he looks a bit innocent and naughty.
Song Shu felt that this face was very familiar again. He searched his mind for a while but couldn't remember what was so familiar about it.
He repeated in a whisper, "Xie Jing?"
Xie Jing's eyes flickered: "If you want to stay in a hotel, how about staying at my house?"
Seeing Song Shu's subconscious refusal, Xie Jing said again: "Not living with me. I have an empty house opposite the house I live in. I want to rent it out because I'm short of money recently. Do you want to be the first tenant?"
...A working emperor with two houses is still short of money?
Song Shu was feeling magical when he suddenly remembered the homonym of Xie Jing, Xie Jing.
Isn't this Xie Jing, the beautiful, rich and pretty best friend of the girl in the yellow butter? ?
Song Shu only liked the heroine Chen Yu at first, and paid little attention to the supporting actress Xie Jing, so he didn't think of her at the first time.
“…”
Damn, he also changed his gender, right?
Song Shu suddenly felt that his life was dark and shitty. He even subconsciously dodged when Xie Jing reached out his hand, and almost fell because of it.
He held onto the table beside him, his expression somewhat reluctant, and smiled awkwardly: "I'm fine, I don't need the house. I'm actually just moving in with my friend. I've already promised him, so it's hard to refuse."
Song Shu's reaction seemed abrupt and excessive to Xie Jing. They were chatting happily just now, why did he suddenly become so resistant?
Xie Jing's hands were suspended in the air, not understanding Song Shu's sudden change of attitude. He was disappointed, and then he smiled quickly, "Is that so? Be careful on the road then."
"Well, thank you."
Song Shu fled from the convenience store, sat down on a bench, and said desperately: "555, your chirping balancing principle is useless!"
[I'm curious why he always works part-time near where you appear. Is he really just working part-time? ]
If it was a coincidence, it was too much of a coincidence. If it wasn't a coincidence, wasn't it a disguised form of stalking?
A cold wind blew past, sweeping through the hay.
Song Shu rubbed his hands, "How is it possible? Xie Jing looks like a serious person. Please don't say such horrible things!"
555 spread his hands: [I am just telling the truth. ]
So far, the plot has been completely messed up. The characters appearing include Song Shu, the cannon fodder scumbag, Gu Chuyue, the scumbag's younger brother, the "female lead" Chen Yu, and the "female supporting role" Xie Jing.
Song Shu counted them once, and then he found the key problem: "Fuck? Where is the male lead?"
[Fuck? ? Where is the male lead? ? ]
“…You’re asking me??”
【You ask me? ? 】
Song Shu frowned, "555, are you out of your mind?"
555 Guilty: [Ahem, actually I have reported all the questions you asked to the headquarters, including the issue of you not having any memory after entering here.]
[There is no clue now, let's wait for a reply from headquarters. ]
Song Shu sighed, picked up his phone and thought about booking a hotel, and a pair of clean canvas shoes appeared in his sight.
He had been talking to 555 and didn't notice someone approaching him.
Song Shu followed the line of sight and saw an exquisite and familiar face.
Chen Yu was wearing a jacket and jeans, with long hair falling to her shoulders and neck. Her delicate face was androgynous, and her honey-colored lips were moist and looked very kissable.
Ignoring his gender, this is a very attractive makeup for men, at least it's very attractive to Song Shu.
555 couldn't help but sigh that apart from gender, Chen Yu really knew Song Shu's preferences very well.
Shen Yu smiled at Song Shu, "Song Shu, shall we talk?"
Shen Yu's breath came quickly and urgently. Song Shu leaned back subconsciously, clenching his fingers on the bench. Thinking of what happened before, his breathing was a little panicked: "You...we have nothing to talk about!"
I thought Song Shu would resist, and I thought Song Shu would be afraid of him, but I didn't think Song Shu would be so afraid. Shen Yu paused, and he took two steps back, "Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you."
He looked down and scanned Song Shu's knuckles. "You can relax your fingers a little. You'll get hurt if you hold them so tightly."
[“You will feel uncomfortable if you hold it so tightly. It hurts me too. Relax a little and touch it from top to bottom.”]
Those intimate scenes of whispering against each other's cheeks emerged in Song Shu's mind, and the tips of his ears turned red as if they were burned, and with it came a severe feeling of nausea.
Shen Yu had been lying to him.
Song Shu has never had a bad temper. He is very Buddhist and understands that if he keeps many things in his heart, it will make him feel uncomfortable, so most of the time he doesn't care too much about other people's behavior that crosses the line.
If he still felt apologetic towards Alice in the last world, then in this world he only felt disgust towards Shen Yu.
In the last world, Alice didn't lie to him, he just didn't understand the situation. But in this world, Shen Yu approached him with a purpose and was consciously lying to him.
Because she was angry, Song Shu's tone was also disgusted, "I don't want to talk to you, I don't want to see you now."
Afraid of letting Shen Yu down, Song Shu carefully uttered every curse word.
Because she had been wearing women's clothes for a long time, Chen Yu was very thin, with a small face, a pointed chin, and a calm expression. She looked a little fragile standing in the open ground, as if she could be blown away by a gust of wind.
Song Shu shook his head wildly, trying to shake off the unwarranted sympathy.
He still remembered that Shen Yu was holding him down tightly and not letting him move. Shen Yu was strong and good at acting. If he was deceived again, he would be a real fool. He had a hole in his brain and was the most sympathetic idiot QAQ
Shen Yu straightened her messy hair, her long eyelashes trembling slightly, "I'm not trying to explain, do you know bisexuality?"
Song Shu instantly thought of Lilith from the previous world, and also remembered what 555 said about the balancing of the chirping sounds. He looked at Chen Yu suspiciously, and Chen Yu looked back at him.
Shen Yu's gaze was so calm that Song Shu couldn't tell whether what he said was true or false.
After struggling internally, Song Shu hesitated, "Are you...really?"
Shen Yu shook her head: "I'm not."
"...You're not a bubble teapot!!"
Song Shu resisted the urge to give him the middle finger. Damn it, "You never tell the truth."
Chen Yu lowered his eyes. He had experienced scenes like this many times.
"If I don't say this, you won't pay attention to me. I just want to talk to you more."
Song Shu was originally so angry that his head was a little hot, but a gust of wind came over and he calmed down. He looked at Chen Yu: "So, is the matter of you lying to me just over like that?"
It seemed to be cold. Shen Yu exhaled into her palm, and some moisture fell from her eyelashes: "At least I think I am a girl. I didn't lie to you. I have gender identity disorder."
"You can probably see this symptom in the investigation report Song Chen gave you."
Song Shu remembered that he had not yet received and opened the file, and became skeptical about what Shen Yu said.
555: [I can help you take a look. ]
555 can reply to messages for Song Shu, so he can naturally look at files for Song Shu.
AI scanning files is always faster than human eyes, and 555 replied soon: [Fuck, he actually told the truth this time.]
“……???”
Song Shu subconsciously looked at Chen Yu, and Chen Yu had also been looking at him. His eyes were calm, but they seemed like a dormant beast ready to move.
Peeling off the outer layer of women's clothing, Shen Yu seems to be such a paranoid white-cut black, looking pure, weak and pitiful on the outside, but darker than sesame paste on the inside.
It is simply the personification of black sesame glutinous rice balls.
Song Shu jumped out of the trap in Shen Yu's words, and he said stiffly: "No matter who you are, it has nothing to do with me."
Shen Yu put his hands in his pockets and curved his lips: "You actually believed it?"
"I was lying to you just now."
Song Shu: “…”
555: [………]
Liar!!
Song Shubi gave the middle finger and cursed, "Stopping to chat with you is the worst decision I've made today."
After saying that, Song Shu pulled the suitcase and wanted to leave, but Shen Yu was very gentle, with turbulent waves in her eyes, "Are you angry?"
"You've lied to me many times before."
Lie, lie, lie, who lied to you!
Song Shu sneered and turned back to give the middle finger again: "Get lost, I'm not as good at lying as you."
"You said you liked me and loved me, but you still cheated on me. You went to the club every day and hung out with those so-called brothers..."
Shen Yu's voice was very light: "We will be engaged by then, won't we?"
"Song Shu, why did you betray me?"
Song Shu couldn't move now. He seemed to be rooted to the spot and couldn't move forward.
Isn't this the plot of the game? Shen Yu also got the game script? ?
Song Shu turned back stiffly, and Chen Yu was still standing there, looking at him quietly as always, with her honey-colored lips slightly parted.
"Why would you betray me?"
Chen Yu's words were very pointed, and Song Shu felt a little creepy, as if he was in a suspense drama.
555 didn't understand, [Shouldn't you make him angry? Even if you are so angry, your rage value won't increase. ]
Song Shu: “…”
"you're right."
Song Shu suddenly felt as if something was suddenly enlightening.
No matter what Shen Yu said, he would leave in the end. After leaving, what Shen Yu said would have nothing to do with him.
What kind of bullshit suspense is this? Who cares?
Song Shu firmly believed in it, thought for a while, and said, "You are right, I am a scumbag."
"So don't like me anymore, I'm just a scumbag. There is no result in liking a scumbag. The sea of suffering is endless, it's better to turn back now."
Song Shu's emotions came and went quickly, and the look he gave Chen Yu was extremely sincere, as if he was really trying to persuade him to escape from the sea of suffering.
Chen Yu suddenly and for no reason felt absurd.
Except for the part where he lied, the words he said didn't seem to enter Song Shu's heart. Song Shu just listened and passed them by. Anger, sadness... those complicated emotions, like ripples caused by a stone thrown into the lake, disappeared in a moment.
Just like a tangled ball of wool finally finding its starting thread, the faint smile on Shen Yu's lips disappeared.
Song Shu finished the rest of his words in one go, "Don't like me anymore. I don't like you, and I won't accept boys. There's no future for us."
From the beginning until now, Song Shu has always had this attitude. He tried to test her by wearing men's clothing, and even Song Shu's favorite anime character would be rejected.
Chen Yu knew this result from the beginning, but she still held on to a secret hope - maybe Song Shu was not so resistant to men, maybe Song Shu's love for him could overshadow these resistances.
Shen Yu's pupils were a slightly lighter brown. He looked at Song Shu and began to laugh again for no apparent reason.
What are you laughing at?
There doesn't seem to be anything funny. If there is anyone who is really funny, it is probably himself.
He planned a huge scam, from wearing women's clothes to online dating, to meeting at the comic convention, and he took every step carefully.
During the time when he decided to live as "Chen Yu", he hurt himself and went crazy.
——Why didn’t Song Shu love him? Why did she abandon him? Why did she do all these sad things and leave behind a mess?
In the final analysis, there is no answer to all this. Because the answer is with Song Shu, and if Song Shu doesn't tell you, there will be no answer.
The initiative is in Song Shu's hands, and the rope that controls him is also in Song Shu's hands, so the answer is not important.
No matter what the answer was, no matter if he was Chen Yu or Chen Yu, he was still haunting Song Shu. Like a lingering ghost, he haunted her day and night, asking countless times: "Do you love me?"
The word love, if you say it too much, it seems cheap, and if you say it too little, it seems unsatisfactory. He is greedy, he would rather be cheap, so he keeps asking, keeps asking, trying to get a vague promise from Song Shu, but all he gets in return is Song Shu's rejection.
If you tell too many lies, you will also deceive yourself.
After all, he was the only actor in this scam.
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