Entering Ward 0011, Chen Ge discovered that this room was somewhat different from the previous two rooms.
The interior furniture and decoration are similar, but it looks very depressing. Just standing in the living room will make you feel like you can't breathe.
The feeling of oppression came from all directions, as if there was something very dangerous left on every piece of furniture.
"Don't touch the furniture in the house. There's something wrong with this room."
The walls were painted layer upon layer, but the large patches of blood on the walls could not be hidden. The floor tiles were laid neatly, but the gaps between the tiles were black and red, with a lot of blood stains that were difficult to clean. All the details showed that something extremely terrible had happened in this room, and more than one such thing had happened.
"There are three wards, each one scarier than the other. The cursed hospital is like a breeding ground for Gu, constantly throwing rag dolls into other wards, stimulating the dolls' inner abilities and completely distorting their world."
Chen Ge walked around room 0011. He looked in many places but couldn't find the diary. "Strange, didn't the patient in this room leave any clues?"
Most of the world behind the door is the memory of the person who pushed the door. Xiang Nuan's door is special. His memory and the ghost fetus overlap together, just like the buildings in Jiuhong Community and Jinhua Community, entangled with each other and indistinguishable from each other, so there is a situation where the two worlds overlap.
"These wards should contain the doll's memories. As long as it has read the patient's diary, the patient's diary should appear here, unless patient 0011 has no habit of recording his or her condition."
Chen Ge's condition was getting worse and worse. His vision was becoming blurry and his body seemed to be about to be assimilated by the darkness.
Fortunately, Wen Qing followed him into the door this time. The world behind the door did not have any impact on Wen Qing. Whenever he was in a trance, Wen Qing would always remind him at the first time.
It took Chen Ge half an hour to find the diary of patient No. 0011 under a hollowed-out floor tile. The diary was badly tattered, with every page soaked in blood and showing signs of burning, just like Zhang Ya's bedtime story book.
"It seems that the person who wrote the diary tried to destroy it several times, but when he failed, he decided to hide it in the room."
Chen Ge sat on the sofa, put the skull crusher beside his legs, opened the diary and started reading.
"Many people say that I am born to be a psychologist and that I have countless qualities that are suitable for a psychologist. But only I know that those are just what I deliberately showed in order to become a psychologist."
“I chose this profession not because I wanted to save lost people, but because I wanted to heal myself.”
"I knew I was ill from the beginning, and as I learned more, I became more and more certain."
"It is * year, * month, * day. Today is a very important day for me. I took off my white coat and put on a hospital gown. The hospital locked me up with a monster that smelled bad all over."
"I hate writing a diary, but it's one of the treatments in this hospital. I don't know whether I should tell the truth or a lie, so I might as well play a half-truth game to see if my doctor will be driven crazy by me."
Chen Ge looked at the handwriting on the diary and felt vaguely familiar. He seemed to have seen it somewhere before, but when he thought about it carefully, he couldn't remember where.
"Everyone has a precious part of their memories in their hearts. For me, my daughter who just learned to speak and my wife are everything to me."
"My story is very cliché. In order to give them a better life, I chose this private hospital located at the junction of Xinhai and Hanjiang."
"To be honest, before I received the invitation, I didn't even know there was such a hospital near Hanjiang. I wanted to refuse because it was too far from my home, but the reward they offered was too much."
"I skipped the internship stage and found on my first day that this hospital was different from a regular hospital. There were only a few doctors on the day shift and almost no patients were seen, but there were many doctors on the night shift."
"This hospital is located in a remote area, and it is very difficult to get a taxi. It takes me 40 minutes to walk to the nearest bus stop. On the morning of the third day of my employment, my supervisor asked me if I was willing to live in the hospital, and I decisively refused."
"In the past two days, I have discovered many problems. There are many doctors in this hospital, at least there are many photos of doctors on the wall, but I have only seen a few of them in the whole two days. These few people are all new, and the one with the longest working time has not worked for more than one month."
"The salary is very high, and there is almost nothing to do during the day shift. The income is totally disproportionate to the effort. If this is not a charity, then it means they want to take something else from doctors."
"At this time, I was actually ready to resign. My boss saw that I wanted to leave, so he asked me to work the night shift for one day and then settled my salary for the next few days."
"He didn't try to keep me, which made me feel uneasy. There are many doctors on night shift, and one more is not needed. Why would he let me work the night shift?"
"Anything that doesn't make logical sense has hidden dangers. I won't take risks for that little money. Maybe others think that my behavior of working for three days without getting paid is stupid, but I don't make excuses for that."
"I didn't work the night shift. I didn't even finish the third day shift. I went home after leaving the boss' office."
"My wife thought I was suffering from paranoia, and I also hoped so, but what happened next made me realize that all this was true."
"Whether you are a patient or a doctor reading this diary, I want to give you a piece of advice. Try your best to escape. If you are looking for a place closest to hell in the world, this is it."
"After I escaped back home, all kinds of curses followed me like a shadow, and a strange and bizarre thing happened to me and my family."
"Those things cannot be explained by science. I can only protect myself by all means, but I can't guarantee the safety of my family at all."
"I knew what the hospital was trying to do, so I went back to the hospital one night."
"This time, I became the night doctor, and I understood the meaning of the pictures on the wall."
"My story up to this point was still normal. What happened next gradually became outrageous and could not be explained by common sense. I gradually developed a feeling that maybe I could be cured of my illness in this hospital."
At this point in the diary, several pages were torn off. What was missing should be the doctor's description of his night shift life.
"The specific information about the hospital was torn off. Was it done by the rag doll? Or did someone enter the building in advance?"
Chen Ge continued to look back.
"I successfully integrated into the hospital and became a very good night doctor. In order to explore solutions to cure my own disease, I began to do some interesting experiments on patients. Of course, I was probably the only one in the entire hospital who was seriously trying to save them, while other doctors in this hospital were leading them to a more desperate place."
"As time went by, my abilities were recognized by everyone, and one night, I finally met the director of the hospital."
"He is a very serious man with an ordinary face. You will forget it after you see it. I have a very bad impression of him, but I can't even explain why it is so bad. It seems that he has tampered with my memory."
"The dean talked to me for a long time, just because of one thing. He asked me to be in charge of patient number 10. This was my first time to come into contact with patients numbered 10. I had heard rumors about these patients in the hospital before, but I had never seen them. It's like God often talks about heaven, but no living person has ever seen heaven."
"I am very grateful for the dean's trust, but I absolutely cannot die. I still have a family."
"That was my first time behind the door, and my first time seeing 'hell'."
"The first ten patients are all behind that door. The hospital behind the door is ten times larger than the one outside."
A few pages of the diary had been torn off at this point. Chen Ge felt helpless and could only bite the bullet and continue reading.
"I cured Patient No. 10, but my own illness was exposed. On that day, they took off my white coat. I was no longer Dr. Gao in the eyes of the patients, but Patient No. 0011 in the eyes of the doctors."
"I don't have my own name, but I will never forget my past."
Seeing this, Chen Ge's heart suddenly tightened. He stared at the three words in the diary without blinking for a long time.
"Doctor Gao? Is that the Doctor Gao I know?"
Calculating the time, Shadow left when Chen Ge was about six years old. It was locked up in the hospital in the form of a rag doll.
The diary mentioned that Dr. Gao's wife was still alive at the time and his daughter had just learned to speak.
Later it was mentioned that after Dr. Gao worked as a night doctor for a period of time, he was treated as a patient and locked up together with the unborn child.
Chen Ge will soon be twenty-seven years old, and Gao Ruxue will be twenty-two years old. Considering their ages, all this is possible.
"Could this number 0011 really be Doctor Gao?" Chen Ge looked at the words in the diary, and the familiar feeling became stronger and stronger: "It is indeed a bit similar to Doctor Gao's handwriting."
"On * year, * month, * day, the patients that the doctors in this hospital hate the most are patients like me. If they are not careful, they will be persuaded and then slowly lose their way. I also know that I am annoying. There are many people in the hospital who want to kill me. They locked me up with this monster, probably because they want me to die."
"Perhaps in their eyes, I am just a tool to stimulate this monster. They all think that I will die. In fact, they all underestimate me."
"Monsters are called monsters because they view them in the same way as humans. Perhaps in the eyes of monsters, humans are also a kind of deformed and pitiful monsters."
"In order to avoid being killed by my roommate, I started treating it systematically, and I've never been more committed than I am now."
"I'm not going to cure it completely, but I'm going to try my best to turn it into my helper and escape from this damn place."
"Everyone calls it a monster, but I like to call it by its name. It took me one night to finally find out its name. The monster named himself Chen Ge."
"Whether I can escape or not, I will probably remember this name for the rest of my life."
The rest of the diary was discontinuous, with many pages missing. Chen Ge had no idea how they did it, he only knew one thing.
With the help of Dr. Gao, the ghost fetus's distorted and collapsed worldview has become a little more normal. It is no longer a monster dominated by hatred and curses, but a "freak" with a way of thinking that is different from that of ordinary people.
The doctors in that hospital were all hoping that Dr. Gao would be killed, but several weeks passed and Dr. Gao was still alive.
He even got in touch with other patients right under the doctors' noses.
In Dr. Gao's later diary, Patient No. 6 and Patient No. 5 also appeared several times. The large number of patients and the very small number of doctors cooperated with each other. They prepared for a long time and finally found an opportunity.
The diary did not elaborate on what the opportunity was, but from the few words Dr. Gao said, it could be seen that the opportunity was related to Patient No. 2.
Something unexpected happened inside the door, and Dr. Gao decisively seized this rare opportunity and prepared to escape with the rag doll.
They were almost successful, but unfortunately they underestimated the horror of the hospital.
Dr. Gao’s diary did not mention how he was caught; he only recorded the consequences of being caught.
The rag doll was locked in a black iron door, and Dr. Gao was cursed and almost died.
Ordinary people might have given up at this point, but Dr. Gao did not. He chose to lie dormant for the time being. He would do anything to survive.
Time has lost its meaning in the world behind the door. There is more and more blood on Dr. Gao’s diary. He is experiencing very bad things, but his diary is full of optimistic words.
This is no longer just a simple improvement of his mentality. He has completely accepted the disease in his body. He no longer wants to cure it, but chooses to accept it.
The diary did not mention the disease in detail. Chen Ge guessed that might be Dr. Gao's biggest secret. After all, he had seen Dr. Gao go crazy in Liwan Town. He was wrapped in chains and was incredibly strong.
All the dates in the diary were crossed out, and it was unknown how much time had passed before Dr. Gao got his second chance.
The diary also did not clearly state what this second opportunity was, but only vaguely mentioned Patient No. 1 and the Bloody City.
Having learned from the previous lesson, Dr. Gao, the unborn baby, and many patients fled the hospital together after being fully prepared.
There wasn't much in the diary, but it deeply touched Chen Ge. One thing led to another, and if all his speculations were correct, then many questions could be clarified.
"When Dr. Gao first heard my name from Gao Ruxue, he was very interested in me. When I was doing the task at Muyang Middle School, he would give me guidance late at night. In addition, I found a lot of information about the haunted house in Dr. Gao's home. He had been investigating my haunted house a long time ago."
"Thinking more deeply, the death of Dr. Gao's wife might be related to that hospital. His plan from birth to death should not be simply to revive his wife. Maybe he also wanted revenge."
After closing the diary, Chen Ge recalled what Dr. Gao said in the underground morgue.
"Good corresponds to evil, sin corresponds to punishment, so who corresponds to humans, ghosts? Or gods?"
After learning about Dr. Gao's past, Chen Ge gained a new understanding of this sentence.