Chapter 1203 Repay with Song



The appearance of the child made the dean conflicted and divided. He always explored issues related to death, but rarely thought about what life is.

No matter where a person goes, he is heading towards death, so the dean previously believed that by measuring the length of death, one could figure out the meaning of life.

The special growing environment made him a monster, and the curse had penetrated into every nerve and blood vessel of his. But even so, when he faced his own children, his ugly and scarred heart still beat violently.

Whenever he sees his children, two voices always appear in his mind.

A voice told him that the child was a gift from death.

Another voice says that children are the continuation of life.

The dean couldn't convince himself that the quarrel in his mind was getting louder and louder, and it had seriously affected his disguise.

Having tasted the sweetness of wearing human skin, the dean no longer wanted to be treated as a monster. He tried his best to hide his illness, but as a result, he became more and more split.

He couldn't reconcile, not just about his own children, but no matter what he thought about, opposing thoughts began to appear in his mind.

For example, when it comes to how to treat himself, a voice tells him that he should receive treatment and admit that he is a patient and a monster in the eyes of others.

Another voice urged him to kill his own child and resolve the disagreement at the root.

The director's behavior became increasingly bizarre. During the day, he wore a white coat to treat the suffering and desperate people. When he returned home at night, he would change into a hospital gown, lock himself in the room, and talk to the mirror.

Gradually, his wife discovered something unusual, and then the most contradictory point appeared.

The voice representing humanity in his mind told him that the best way to deal with the situation now was to confess to his family, admit that he was ill, and actively seek treatment, but the potential cost of doing so was to destroy his current family.

He knew his wife very well, and he knew that his wife liked the elegant, well-known doctor with a bright future. Once he confessed his illness, his career and family might be ruined.

Another voice in the dean's mind kept urging him not to care about the opinions of those monsters. This was a sick world and he just needed to hide himself as before. If human nature made him feel confused and painful, then he should just annihilate the last bit of human nature.

If you want to be a human being, you may lose everything you have now.

Continuing to be a monster can actually bring you happiness and joy.

The dean did not make a choice, and his soul became increasingly conflicted, until one day, the seeds of the curse took root and sprouted, and a black flower bloomed in his heart.

That night he had a dream. He dreamed that he was lying in bed wearing a hospital gown, and there was another image of himself standing in front of the mirror in his bedroom wearing a white coat.

The same face, one is a patient, the other is a doctor.

The dean in hospital gown represents the only remaining humanity and sanity, while the dean standing in front of the mirror is completely swallowed up by curses and malice.

Good and evil have nothing to do with strength or weakness. In the dream, the patient, who represents humanity, is being treated by a doctor who is full of malice and curses.

The most tragic thing is that as humanity is "healed" little by little, malice will completely take over the dean's body.

The dean had the same dream over and over again.

The mental split became more and more serious, and slowly, his soul was torn in two.

The dean began to have trouble distinguishing dreams from reality. He didn't know whether he was lying in a body in reality or in a body in dreams. Anyway, he could always see himself in a white coat, full of malice.

Gradually, he began to wonder if there was another self in reality?

From thoughts and consciousness to soul and body, the dean found himself as if split into two people.

Both of these people are him, but they are completely opposite.

One is evil, the other is good; one has committed a heinous crime, the other is constantly punishing himself out of guilt; one is full of despair and thinks he is the god of this sick world, the other longs for happiness and wants to be an ordinary person.

The dean in a white coat, who represents the curse, imprisoned the dean in a hospital gown, who represents humanity, in a nightmare. Instead of destroying his own humanity, he stripped it away completely.

The dean in the white coat, who was left with only negative emotions and malice, had completely turned into a monster in human skin.

The evil thoughts in the body were no longer restrained, the cursed flowers bloomed in the heart, and black mist drifted away.

The dean in the white coat didn't know what the black fog represented. It was also the first time he saw the black fog full of despair and death in the world.

Without the restraints of humanity, the dean in the white coat behaves in a completely flawless manner on a daily basis. He is a devil disguised as a human.

He is clearly made up of malice and curses, but he has portrayed himself as the embodiment of humanity and reason.

Patients who are unaware of the truth think he is a kind doctor, his colleagues think he is a good leader, and his wife thinks he is a perfect husband.

The dean in a white coat will only take off his disguise in front of his newborn child. The emergence of life is the fundamental reason that caused the dean's split. The dean in a white coat, who is completely made up of curses, is also full of curiosity about the child.

He began to "treat" and "experiment" on his own children, and his own son became his first real patient.

During his continuous attempts, the dean discovered the existence of the black fog. This black fog was born in the depths of nightmares and drifted through people's hearts. Its essence was the memory that people were most reluctant to face, composed of forgotten pain and despair.

The discovery of the black fog made the dean in the white coat ecstatic. He felt like he had touched the real world.

He originally thought that this was the unique ability of the Cursed Seed, that only he could see the black fog and become a bridge to the black fog.

But in subsequent experiments, he put his child into the black fog. The innocent life as white as a sheet of paper became hideous and distorted under the invasion of the black fog. The seeds of curse were also buried in the newborn heart, and black fog began to drift away.

It was at this time that the dean slowly realized that there was more or less black fog in everyone's heart. As long as the method was right, everyone could become a bridge across the black fog.

The dean in the white coat began to collect black fog in secret. He enjoyed the process of spreading doom and despair, and experienced the joy of being regarded as a savior.

He was the one who caused the pain, he was the one who relieved the pain, and he was the one who finally sent the patient to his death.

This kind of life lasted for a long time, until his child grew up and turned into a deformed monster.

The child who didn't know how to hide almost exposed the dean's secret. In order to continue hiding in the dark, the dean killed his own child with his own hands. However, before killing the child, he sent his son's consciousness into the black fog in his heart.

He has always been curious about what the source of the black fog looks like?

Using the monsters he cultivated, the dean saw a sea of ​​black fog in the depths of his nightmare.

All the despair in the world is gathered together. They are forgotten by people but will never disappear.

The sea of ​​fog is filled with monsters that only appear in nightmares, and besides these, there are also many lost people.

The dean became more and more interested in this world. He felt that he was born here and he was despair.

He was no longer satisfied with using the child's will to enter the sea of ​​fog, and began to try to use different patients to enter the sea of ​​fog through the bridge in their hearts.

About a year later, he met a patient from Hanjiang.

This young man named Chen Xiao was hit by a car while saving someone and fell into a deep coma.

The man who was saved by Chen Xiao was named Luo. His family was a businessman. In order to save Chen Xiao, he spent a lot of money to hire many doctors, and among those doctors was the dean.

The dean in the white coat wanted to enter the black fog through Chen Xiao's heart, but when he succeeded, he was very surprised to find that the patient was standing on the edge of the black fog world.

On one side of him was a thick black fog of despair, and on the other side was a city built of flesh and blood.

If the Black Mist represents pure despair and pain, then the Blood City is the only hope in the Black Mist world that cannot be called hope.

When a desperate memory is forgotten, the despair and pain in it turn into black mist, and the remaining traces of desire and struggle merge into the blood city.

The black fog was filled with hideous monsters, and the bloody city was filled with wounded people.

The dean felt that this patient was very special and must be hiding some secret.

He found Chen Xiao, and after trying various things, he discovered that only his own consciousness could leave successfully, and he could not take Chen Xiao away.

After thinking for a long time, the director in the white coat felt that the reason might be the director in the hospital gown.

He was the first person to develop a split opposing consciousness. The dean in white coat entered the edge of the blood city, but the dean in hospital gown was still imprisoned in another place. There was an unbreakable connection between the two.

The dean in the white coat told Chen Xiao about his treatment plan. In order to split the opposing consciousness, Chen Xiao endured torture that ordinary people could hardly imagine in the blood city and black fog.

Eventually, the young patient's consciousness was separated. The side that retained his humanity was called Chen Xiao, while the side that was bound by the Blood City and filled with negative emotions was named Chen Xiao.

At the moment of consciousness separation, the dean in the white coat took Chen Xiao away from the Blood City, while the uncontrollable, cruel and tyrannical Chen Xiao was left in the Blood City.

After returning to reality, the dean became very interested in Chen Xiao. He was curious why Chen Xiao's heart was connected to the edge of the Blood City.

He observed and recorded everything in secret, and no one knew that he was a devil in human skin.

A few years later, Chen Xiao's child was born.

This child has a pair of blood-red pupils. He seems to be able to see through people's hearts and see many things that adults cannot see.

Other children like to cry, but he is always smiling, as if nothing in the world can make him sad.

Chen Xiao knew why his child was so different. He paid too much to escape from the Blood City, including being assaulted by countless negative emotions and experiencing despair that was unimaginable in the human world.

Looking at the newborn in his arms, at his face with an innocent smile, Chen Xiao gave his child a name with special meaning - Chen Ge.

The world kisses me with pain, but I respond with song.

As he grew older, Chen Ge showed more and more abnormalities. He would enter a world of black fog during his dreams and return to reality when he woke up.

He saw all kinds of people and all kinds of strange ghosts.

It was not known whether it was because of his blood or his father, but even if Chen Ge's consciousness was not separated, he could still freely travel through the black fog, the blood city and reality, and all of this was seen by the dean.

The dean in a white coat has a special medical record file. He listed Chen Ge as patient number one, Chen Xiao in Blood City as patient number two, and Chen Xiao in reality as patient number three.

Having hidden in human skin for decades without being discovered, the dean's ambition grows, and he wants to cure this sick world.

He began to contact Chen Ge without the knowledge of Chen Ge's parents. He wanted to use Chen Ge's ability to bring the despair and pain that had been forgotten by people back to the world.

As the seed of the curse, he firmly believes that the black fog world is the real world, and reality is just a morbid cover-up.

The dean approached Chen Ge cautiously. He used decades of experience to help Chen Ge open a door in the Blood City.

That door connected the Blood City and reality. Although it only existed for a short time before disappearing, it gave the dean hope.

He frequently came into contact with Chen Ge in Blood City and Black Mist World, which eventually aroused Chen Xiao's vigilance.

However, in order to complete his plan, the dean didn't care about these things at all. He came up with a crazy idea. He wanted to split Chen Ge's consciousness into good and evil.

Leave the good to Chen Xiao, he will take the evil away.

In order to create an opposing consciousness, he tortured Chen Ge madly in the world of black fog, but he was unsuccessful and was eventually hunted down by Chen Xiao.

Seeing that he had been exposed, he simply brought the monster he had trained to Hanjiang and kidnapped Chen Ge.

The dean tried every possible means. He tried to draw out Chen Ge's will and kill him again and again, but even so he still failed.

No matter what he did to Chen Ge's will, he could not tear apart or kill Chen Ge's will. When the sun rose, Chen Ge's will would return again.

Chen Ge's will could not be separated, so the dean had to find another way. He was a top expert in playing with people's hearts, and he had explored the black fog for decades, so he knew that place better than anyone else.

With careful planning, the dean summoned black fog, causing a terrifying black tide to erupt.

In order to save the scarred and forgotten memories in the Blood City, Chen Ge chose to merge with the Blood City and tried to influence it.

The black tide passed, but those forgotten memories did not dissipate. However, Chen Ge's will could no longer leave the Blood City.

The dean stole some of Chen Ge's flesh and organs, and the rest was taken away by Chen Xiao...

In the Cursed Hospital, Mantian's memory was completely shattered at this moment, and the director's past began to dissipate.

The man in blood-red clothes, holding the blood-red key and with murderous intent, stared at the dean in the black fog.

He desperately thrust the key into the shrine, and foul-smelling black blood continued to flow out of the shrine.


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