It's you, it has always been you, it has never changed and will never change. The one I love is just the Ajing who seems high and mighty but is full of scruples in his heart, and also the childish Ajing in front of me now.
They are all you. How can I tell you all this? What do you want me to do to eliminate the doubts in your heart? I have never thought of deceiving anyone in all this.
"Okay, I know the person you love is her, but why don't you think about what I should do? All I hope for is to have happy memories with the person I love in my heart. Now you say all this, how can I not think about whether I am that person's substitute?"
"A Jing..."
"Do you know how scared I am? If I am her substitute, why do you have to look for me? Anyone will do, even if there is no feelings between us. It's just that you need to ease your longing for her. Why do you have to destroy my heart? All I want is the person who always appears in my dreams.
I thought it was you, but now it seems that all this is just my fantasy. You are not him, why am I still looking forward to it so much.
You treat me as a substitute, and you are also a substitute in my heart. This is probably fair to everyone, don’t you think?
I don't even know your name. That's right, I don't know anyone, I don't even know myself. I just walked into this palace inexplicably.
It is so difficult to get out now. I really don’t know why I am attracted to you and why I feel so uncomfortable now.
Do you know that I’m in a traffic jam right now? It’s extremely congested.”
Jing Yi pointed a finger at her chest, tears welling up in her eyes, and her sad expression was clearly visible.
When Gu Juechen saw Jing Yi like this, he couldn't help but feel heartbroken. He never thought that just one sentence from him would mess up all the good things.
That's ridiculous.
"Ah Jing, I know that no matter what I say now, you won't believe it, but you have to know that I will never have any such thoughts about you. In my heart, it will always be you."
How could Jing Yi listen to such words at this moment? She was just deceiving herself. He was the same. He wanted to resonate with that person and become that person.
If that's the case, it would be too unfair. Even if I fall in love with this person, I can't do that. After all, I never thought that I would have to suffer like this.
Although I was forced to come to such a palace and may never be able to leave it in my lifetime, it doesn’t matter. It is better than living a tiring life.
Jing Yi smiled faintly. After all, there was no emotion in the palace. Everyone here had their own interests. All of this was just a transaction. There was no need to be conscious of it, so it wouldn't be so uncomfortable.
If that were the case, she would rather stay here because her heart wouldn't hurt so much.
If anyone thinks that he or she is just a substitute, it would probably be very tiring.
If you don’t have a heart, you won’t be so tired.
"Go ahead. Although this palace is cruel, I won't feel tired if I don't have a heart. But when I'm with you, I always wonder if I'm that woman's substitute. In fact, I'm also very curious about who she is that makes a man miss her so much.
I'm so envious, but I don't have it!"
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