Baili Jueshi's expression was full of frustration, and the memories in his mind were still surging.
"You are nothing but a useless piece of shit, and you still want to study with us? I'm afraid this is a disgrace to our eyes, hahahaha..."
I was sitting in the last row of the study, so I couldn't hear Master Ye's voice clearly, and I couldn't even get a word in.
He didn't understand why his mother, father, and brothers all disliked him.
The man just now was his second elder brother, the most outstanding among all the princes, and the candidate for emperor chosen by his father.
Not only is he knowledgeable, but his martial arts and military tactics are also the most outstanding among all the princes.
And Baili's decision-making is absolutely incomparable.
The second prince is only about twenty years old now.
As the saying goes, Baili Yixing once praised the second prince Baili Xi in front of all the princes and civil and military officials, saying that he was the most outstanding among all the princes. Not only was he virtuous, but his knowledge, martial arts, military tactics and the way of governing the country were also the most outstanding.
I believe that in the near future, he will surpass Baili Yixing and become a more suitable emperor of the Dalin generation.
What's more, he may be one of the most beloved people.
However, at this moment, Baili Jue could only lower his head silently and dared not raise it. He looked at the table in front of him, and every word of the Second Prince's words had been engraved on his heart.
But I can't show my emotions.
He clenched his hands tightly and gritted his teeth in anger at all the injustice.
He tried hard to suppress the tears in his eyes, he didn't want to let the tears fall.
After all, Master Ye just said those words, how can I let it go?
He knew from a young age that he was not sociable and that no one around him liked him. He already had enough low self-esteem. He wished so much that he could think and react faster so that he could maybe get along with them like everyone else.
Not only that, maybe my mother and father will like me a little more.
Whenever I think of this, my heart feels extremely painful.
He had been trying very hard to change himself, but now after hearing what the second prince said, the hope in his heart had been completely shattered.
I don’t know how to say it, I just feel that my heart is empty, as if something is missing.
The second prince is the best candidate after the emperor in my father's mind. If I have a conflict with him, I will be the only one who suffers. No matter what happens, my mother and my father will be on their side.
I feel like a transparent person in this palace. They seem to be unable to see me. Or maybe I am like disgusting garbage. Anyone who sees me will want to spit on me.
Whenever I think back to how I was treated, I feel like crying, but someone always tells me not to cry. You are a prince, you should have the bearing of a prince, how can you act like a girl?
I have never understood why I can't cry. Aren't we all human? Why can't I shed tears? Is it a sin to shed tears?
Baili Jueshi's eyes were blurred by tears. He couldn't see everything around him. He clenched his little arm tightly with one hand.
Through his sleeves, one could clearly see the scars on his arms.
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