Chapter 199 You are jealous and envious
Lin Qingjun snorted coldly.
“You” what “you”?
Is she wrong?
She really didn't want to get involved with Xiao Yuan, so she broke everything down and talked about it again.
"Xiao Yuan, you should understand that I am a concubine's daughter. You should also know that the monthly allowance of my concubine and I is less than two taels of silver. This two taels of silver is not even as high as the monthly allowance of a housekeeper."
"So, do you think that a concubine's daughter like me, who has been suppressed for seventeen years, can really resist the legitimate mother and legitimate sister who can only control the world?"
It was impossible for her to resist. Once she did, she would definitely suffer the consequences. If she and her aunt were people like Qin, they would not have ended up like this.
"Although you haven't been to Qijunyuan, you have come to the Lin Mansion so many times. You should have seen that my aunt and I are even lower than the lowly servants in the Lin Mansion."
"You should still remember that one Mid-Autumn Festival, the Lin Mansion held a banquet. At the banquet, my aunt and I, along with other servants, served them. Even Madam Qi just stood aside with empty hands."
It is conceivable how low their status is. Moreover, at the banquet, she and her aunt were completely hungry because they had to go to the kitchen to help early in the morning. If it were not for their status, the kitchen manager would probably ask her and her aunt to light the fire.
But even if there was no fire, they still had to do the hardest and most tiring work. The bird's nest had to be picked out with fine fluff. My aunt's eyesight was not good to begin with, and if she spent two or three hours picking the bird's nest, it would be even worse.
Lin Qingjun sighed. Days like this happened several times a year.
so.
"Qi and Lin Yingxue said we bullied them, but what kind of life did my aunt and I lead before? Xiao Yuan, use your clever brain to think about it."
And, "You said I went to the Marquis of Wu'an's Mansion. Ha, have you ever thought about why I went there? Could it be that I really wanted to force you to come see me? If I wanted to force you, I wouldn't have gone to the Marquis of Wu'an's Mansion. I could have just found a knife and cut Lin Yingxue, wouldn't that have been enough?"
That way she could see him faster because he was very nervous about Lin Yingxue. On the contrary, he was not nervous about Wu'an Marquis Mansion and even regarded Ji Chenchuan as an enemy. If she went to Wu'an Marquis Mansion, it would be impossible to connect it with the intention of forcing him.
As for "Noble Concubine Ning, that's even more outrageous."
So, "Xiao Yuan, which of these things do you think I did to force you out? Which one of them proves that I'm playing hard to get with you?"
"You're coming here in a rage, without finding out the reason or knowing the truth behind the matter. Tell me honestly, are you being fair to me?"
Lin Qingjun looked up and looked around.
The back garden of the Lin Mansion is very beautiful, with rockery, lotus pond, nine-turn corridor, and blooming summer flowers. It is so beautiful.
But what does this have to do with her, Lin Qingjun?
"Xiao Yuan, I believe you are not stupid to have come this far. You should understand the meaning of hearsay. But you also know whether Lin Yingxue is lying to you or using you. It's just that in your heart, I, Lin Qingjun, am just an insignificant person. That's why you ignore me so much."
Speaking of this, Lin Qingjun choked slightly.
For the sincerity she had given in her previous life, Xiao Yuan had never asked her if it was true. He just believed whatever Lin Yingxue said. How could she be innocent? She, Lin Qingjun, was a living person, not a tool in their love.
"Xiao Yuan, think about it again. Is what Lin Yingxue said true? She said that I, a concubine's daughter, bullied her? How did I bully her? Could it be that just because she cried in front of you, she was bullied?"
"Think about it again. Every time you come to the Lin Mansion, have you ever seen me show any affection towards you? That's all just Lin Yingxue's one-sided words. Have I ever told you that I'm attracted to you? Have I ever done anything beyond the realm of sexual intimacy? I'm afraid I haven't even embroidered a handkerchief for you, have I?"
It was a joke. They hadn't even exchanged a handkerchief, so how could there be any love between them? How could she possibly like him and be so infatuated with him? Xiao Yuan was such a smart man, and he had never thought of this?
Lin Qingjun thought of something and added, "Oh no, not only did I not give you a handkerchief, but even your beloved Lin Yingxue didn't give you one, right?"
What a joke! Lin Yingxue had never given him a handkerchief, so how did Xiao Yuan know that Lin Yingxue was in love with him? Was he just guessing?
Just guess!
No, let alone him, even Qi Lin Zhi had never enjoyed a handkerchief from Lin Yingxue. All the handkerchiefs they used were made by her and her aunt.
Thinking of this, Lin Qingjun sneered repeatedly.
Each of them doted on Lin Yingxue in their own way. Qi, for her daughter, dared to go against Lin Zhi, even barging into his study. Lin Zhi, for Lin Yingxue's sake, even went so far as to beg for forgiveness from the Marquis of Wu'an's mansion. But what about Lin Yingxue? She was so self-absorbed and selfish that she even resorted to lying to vent her anger.
How can this be the behavior of a young lady from the boudoir, and how can this be the demeanor of a young lady from an official family?
What’s more important is this Xiao Yao. She actually took advantage of his life’s happiness?
Lin Qingjun laughed sarcastically, "And you, as if bewitched, actually obeyed her every word?"
She took a deep breath and said, "Xiao Yuan, you are really ridiculous."
It's ridiculous that he was played around by this woman Lin Yingxue without realizing it. It's ridiculous that he was used by others but still kept thinking about her kindness. I really don't know what's wrong with his brain?
With every extra word Lin Qingjun said, Xiao Yuan's face turned paler.
He knew that Lin Qingjun was right.
From the beginning to the end, from the last life to this life, Lin Yingxue never sent him a handkerchief, let alone walked him out of the house. In his memory, he heard everything she said, empty words, and he was fooled around by her.
And every time he asked her to marry him, every time he asked her not to marry Ji Chenchuan, she always had an excuse that she had no choice and that she was doing it for the Lin family to shut him up. Even when she secretly kept his jade pendant and there was suspicion of secret exchange between them, she never thought of marrying him.
She would rather fall into depravity and send herself to the prince's bed, and would rather be abandoned by the prince than choose him.
Yesterday she tearfully told him about the difficulties she faced in the Lin residence and how Lin Qingjun was pressuring her, but she never asked him to take her away. Does that mean that he had never been in her heart?
"No, no, it's impossible, it's impossible, Lin Qingjun, you are talking nonsense here."
How could Yingxue not be pleased with him?
What was the mutual hug in the rockery, what was the closely pressed bodies? If she didn't like him, how could she do such an intimate thing with him?
"Lin Qingjun, are you jealous of your elder sister? Are you saying this because you're jealous that I treat you better than your elder sister?"
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