"Jinxing, I can't be idle. As soon as I'm idle, I'll think a lot, I'll feel uncomfortable, I'll feel breathless. I have to do something."
As Xue Hanyu spoke, tears began to fall again.
Cheng Jinxing quickly took out the handkerchief he was carrying and handed it to Xue Hanyu.
"Aunt Hanyu, just relax! Just relax and think, think deeply. Cry if you want to, laugh if you want to. You can talk to my grandma, chat with my aunt, or even play in circles with Ning Wazi in the yard. Do whatever you want. No one is forcing you not to think about those sad things. How many days can a person live? If you have to force yourself not to do this or that, what's the point of living?"
Cheng Jin is walking on the road.
"Jinxing, you..."
Xue Hanyu didn't expect Cheng Jinxing to advise her like this, and was a little surprised.
"When I was a child, my grandfather and mother were partial to Jin Yan. I was very sad, but being sad was useless! I bullied Jin Yan. When the children in the village laughed at my father, I beat them. When I couldn't beat them, I asked my aunt for help!"
"Aunt Hanyu, I haven't experienced the death of a loved one, so I might not be able to empathize with your feelings right now. But I do know one thing: the deceased are gone, and they don't want to see us living in sorrow in this world. They want to see us happy and joyful, and to live freely in a world without them!"
"Aunt Hanyu, when you get tired of crying, you'll feel like it's meaningless. Wouldn't it be better to use the time you spend crying to do something you want to do?"
Cheng Jin is walking on the road.
“Wuwuwu…”
Xue Hanyu started crying, hugging the thin blanket, covering her mouth, and crying.
"Aunt Hanyu, please speak louder. Don't be afraid of being heard. They are discussing the renovation of the house. My grandfather and the others are very loud, and this room is far away from the main hall. They can't hear us. Cry, cry as loud as you can. If you are really worried, I can take you to a place where no one can hear you. You can cry as much as you want!"
"Let's bring some water. We need to replenish our tears after we've shed so many! What do you think?"
Cheng Jinxing said again.
“Wuwuwu…”
Xue Hanyu cried and shook her head.
"Okay, it's decided. Put on your clothes, and I'll talk to Uncle Shanshui and borrow his carriage to take you somewhere. Don't worry, everyone will think you're asleep and won't worry!"
As Cheng Jinxing spoke, he threw one side of his clothes onto Xue Hanyu, then stood up and went to borrow a car from Shanshui.
Xue Hanyu sniffed and wanted to call Cheng Jinxing.
After thinking about it, she put on her clothes and casually tied her hair into a bun on her head like Cheng Yue did before.
She walked to the door and stood there waiting for Cheng Jinxing.
Xue Hanyu didn't think much about it, she really just wanted to have a good cry.
From the time Mrs. Shen passed away until now, she hasn't cried much except for the first few days when she cried loudly.
She has been suppressing herself.
Cheng Jinxing’s words just now gave her hope. After crying her heart out, would she really not feel so sad anymore?
Cheng Jin walked into the main hall and came out after a while. Then he ran to the kitchen, went back to his room, and then took Xue Hanyu away.
The Cheng family was discussing the new house enthusiastically. Except for Shanshui, who knew that Cheng Jinxing had gone out, no one else knew.
As for Xue Hanyu, even Shanshui didn't know that she had been taken away by Cheng Jinxing.
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