Chapter 13
As soon as she stepped into the room, Jin Xi leaned against the white wall and froze. Her hand touched her left chest. Just for a moment, looking into those clear eyes, her heartbeat accelerated, so she ran away.
Jin Xi needs to calm down and really think calmly about her relationship with Ren Qiao'an, whether she is that person, and how she should face these "two people".
At this point, Jin Xi could only unveil the last layer of the veil, "Tang Mu, do you have Ren Qiao'an Penguin account?"
"No, but there is Yan Yiyi in the club's penguin group. What's wrong?" Tang Mu didn't understand why Jin Xi suddenly asked this. If Jin Xi wanted to know, why not just contact Ren Qiao'an directly? Besides, WeChat is generally used more nowadays.
How could Jin Xi possibly ask Ren Qiao'an for it herself? "Can you help me get her Penguin account?"
"Sure. Just add Yan Yiyi and ask her for it." Tang Mu felt that this was not difficult.
Jin Xi emphasized: "Don't say it was me."
"Huh?" This made Tang Mu very confused, "What happened to you?"
Jin Xi said half-seriously, "No, I just want to figure out something." Something that has been bothering her for a long time.
"Okay." Since Jin Xi didn't want to say it, Tang Mu didn't ask any further questions, but he could observe Ren Qiao'an more in the future.
In just a few minutes, Tang Mu successfully added Yan Yiyi's Penguin Account, and then asked Yan Yiyi for Ren Qiao'an's Account, and added Ren Qiao'an as a friend. After a while, the other party agreed. After the matter was successfully completed, Tang Mu copied a string of Penguin Accounts and sent it to Jin Xi's mobile phone.
After receiving the message, Jin Xi looked at the familiar ID that appeared after searching the numbers and fell silent. She had finally made a clear connection between the two people. Staring at the ID, Jin Xi's thoughts went back to the night half a month ago.
It was an ordinary night, but Jinxi was incredibly happy chatting with someone in the group for the first time. She was incredibly happy for no reason. She'd already chatted with most of the people in the group, as many had approached her. But Jinxi never considered herself lesbian. In real life, she'd had boyfriends, and all the men who pursued her were men, and she was happy to engage in romantic conversations with them.
As for women, she has very few female friends.
Jin Xi joined this game group as an administrator because the group owner was one of Jin Xi's few female friends. Jin Xi and her grew up in the same yard and had a deep relationship. Even though they later went to different cities to go to school, Jin Xi never stopped keeping in touch with her.
One day, a friend confessed her sexuality to Jinxi and asked if she wanted to start a Penguin group with her, focusing on one of the hottest games of the moment. Since she played the game, Jinxi happily accepted. As the group grew in number, she realized it wasn't just a gaming group, but also a lesbian dating group.
Because of her beautiful voice and constant warmth, she was widely loved by her group members, even being crowned the group's top star by her friends. Jinxi didn't shy away from these group members; if they flirted with her, she would flirt back. After all, bantering with a group of soft and cute girls was much more fun than dealing with the rude men who usually pursued her, or so Jinxi had always thought.
It may also be that there are too many topics to talk about among people of the same sex, and everyone communicates with good intentions, so gradually Jin Xi spends more time in the online group.
This kind of communication, which can both kill time and have clear boundaries, is exactly what Jinxi needs.
Until that person appeared, Jin Xi became interested in an online friend for the first time.
But after a night of back-and-forth, Jinxi's interest in Xiaocaiji was limited to paying attention to him in the group. His absurd and blunt words always made Jinxi laugh, and she found him very amusing.
But Jin Xi knew that this person had a clear sense of propriety, because Xiao Caiji had never hooked up with her privately. Although the two of them were chatting enthusiastically in the group, they both tacitly abided by each other's "rules".
That same night, Jinxi memorized a girl named Ren Qiao'an. While fooling around in the group chat, Jinxi felt the words "little greenhorn" (小財鸡) seemed familiar. After a long moment of reflection, she pulled out the book she'd taken home from politics class, which Li Duocai had forgotten. She flipped through the pages, and sure enough, one featured a drawing of a few strange animals, with notes beside it: "little greenhorn," "big tiger," "old monkey," and "little white rabbit."
Of course, Jin Xi didn't associate Ren Qiao'an with the newbies in the group at that time.
What really connected the two of them was the CP event that followed. Maybe this was fate?
Jinxi hadn't thought much of it when she joined, treating it as just another game. Surprisingly, her gaming partner turned out to be a group member she happened to be somewhat interested in. So, as long as they were willing to start the game, Jinxi was happy to accompany them.
Jinxi had first added Xiaocaiji. Feeling like playing games, she took the opportunity to send her a friend request, which she quickly accepted. To Jinxi's surprise, Xiaocaiji wasn't as active in the game as she was in chat. Her voice was shy, or rather, reserved throughout the entire game. But the reserved girl quietly followed her around, throwing supplies to her.
Jin Xi thought that this girl must be very gentle.
It was also that night that Ren Qiao'an and Xiao Caiji appeared in Jin Xi's mind at the same time again.
That day, Jin Xi was playing games in her dorm room, headphones in one ear, when a roar suddenly erupted from the dorm across the street. Instinctively, she glanced over. Because one of her roommates had gone to the hallway to get water, her door was open, as was the door across from her. Looking up, she happened to see Ren Qiao'an, intently gaming at his desk. Just then, a voice from a noob shrugged, "Excuse me, I'm in the dorm, it's a bit noisy, I'm turning off my mic."
For some reason, Jin Xi suddenly had the illusion that the newbie playing games with her was the girl from the dormitory across the street.
Then Jin Xi was not sure whether it was from the headphones or from outside the dormitory that a loud door closing sound came.
But Jin Xi chose not to delve into it, as she was not interested in Xiao Caiji/You Ran Jian Nanshan's true identity.
Isn't the fun of online chatting to be detached from reality? Jinxi had a very good experience with her first CP activity. This might be because the person she was with was a dedicated and best CP candidate, Xiaocaiji. When communicating with her, Jinxi seemed to be able to release herself without any worries, without hypocrisy or courtesy. When she was happy, she would send some sweet words and cute emoticons, and when she was unhappy, she would send some willful words, because Jinxi knew that no matter what she did, the other party would accept it all and then send back some equally sweet or contrived words. There was even one time when Jinxi was sad, the first thing she thought of was her online CP.
That night, Jin Xi knew she was being very abnormal and willful, but she needed a way to vent her emotions, and meeting Nanshan was a good choice. Jin Xi had an inexplicable trust in her, perhaps because they never spied on each other in real life, they had a natural tacit understanding.
However, the CP activity was not always a happy one. At least when it ended, Jin Xi was a little disappointed.
It was a night that made Jin Xi toss and turn, half angry and half sober.
What infuriated Jinxi was that after she'd made advances, he calmly rejected her, without even a hint of explanation. Similarly, the shared, playful attitude they'd shared from the start had made Jinxi sober. Wasn't it precisely because they shared the same "not taking things seriously, not involving reality" mentality that they were able to talk freely and freely? Jinxi enjoyed this way of getting along, but she knew she shouldn't continue to indulge herself.
But even though she understood, Jinxi still let out her frustration the next day by going shopping. Strangely, she ran into Ren Qiao'an again on Monday morning. The second time she faced him, she had a magical illusion, as if Ren Qiao'an was leisurely seeing the South Mountain. Therefore, Jinxi's behavior became very awkward.
So, Jinxi decided to continue participating in the CP event. She thought that maybe it was just because it was her first time participating in such an event that she had so many strange thoughts. This time, her CP partner was also an active member of the group. Jinxi had contacted her in the group before, and after becoming a CP, that person added Jinxi as a friend and sent her a series of questions.
Jinxi didn't like this aggressive feeling. In the next few days, Jinxi didn't feel any sense of harmony when chatting with the new CP. She was more prepared to deal with it. She preferred chatting with Youran Jiannanshan and was more accustomed to the CP being Youran Jiannanshan.
Since the end of their CP relationship, the two have been in a brief stalemate.
Jin Xi was very happy that it was Youran who took the initiative to bring up the topic of the new couple. Although Youran saw that Nanshan's attitude towards her had changed, without the endless doting that they had when they were still a couple, he had become more sharp-tongued and loved to make fun of her.
But Jin Xi still thought this girl was very cute, like a kitten with the softest fur and sharp claws. As the two of them communicated more, Jin Xi got to know You Ran Jian Nan Shan better, but the more she got to know her, the more she couldn't help but connect her with the girl in the dormitory across the street.
Jin Xi could actually identify the information provided by You Ran Jian Nan Shan with the girl in real life. The virtual reality collided with her reality, causing Jin Xi to panic and even half-truthfully conceal her true information.
It wasn't until this mountaineering trip that Jin Xi, filled with conflict, speculation, and doubt, took the initiative to lift the veil. Jin Xi had long harbored deep suspicions and premonitions, and now the reality lay stark before her. A chance encounter, an online romance, a vague attraction to someone who turned out to be her classmate across the street.
Virtual shines into reality.
Jin Xi was panicked. She didn't know how to face Ren Qiao'an, and she didn't know how to deal with her "online friend" relationship with You Ran Jian Nanshan.
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