Chapter 98 Resentment
"……What's the meaning?"
Yu Che looked up at Chu Yanxing in a daze, seeming to understand but resisting understanding.
Chu Yanxing suddenly seemed like a different person. He changed his dejected demeanor and slowly walked up to Yu Che with a gloomy look in his eyes.
"Can't the wise and powerful Yu Che guess it?"
As he spoke, he took the bracelet from Yu Che's hand and stuffed it into his trouser pocket, saying confidently, "Since you gave it to me, how can you have the nerve to take it back?"
“How is it possible…” Yu Che opened his mouth, his mind a mess.
One is a lively and cunning college student, and the other is a cold and noble young master of a wealthy family. Why would the other party bother?
However, this psychological diagnosis report perfectly explains the reason...
No, this is too crazy... Impossible! Yu Che instinctively shook his head, his face panicked.
Chu Yanxing took a step closer, Yu Che stepped back, Chu Yanxing moved forward again, Yu Che stepped back again.
At this moment, Yu Che's heel accidentally tripped over a flowerpot in the corner, causing him to lose balance and fall backwards.
"Be careful!" Chu Yanxing's eyes narrowed, and he reached out to pull Yu Che back. Yu Che was caught off guard and fell into Chu Yanxing's arms.
A familiar aura enveloped him. This time, Yu Che was momentarily bewildered, as if he was somewhat confused as to who this familiarity came from...
"Let me go!" He came back to his senses, his eyes widened, and he grabbed the back of Chu Yanxing's clothes with both hands.
Chu Yanxing pretended not to hear, his arms motionless as he held Yu Che tightly. Suddenly, he groaned in pain, a trickle of blood seeping from the corner of his mouth.
"If you do this again, don't blame me for being rude." Yu Che's palm, which was condensed with lightning, had just retreated from his back, his eyes wide open with anger.
Chu Yanxing pursed his lips and evenly applied the blood color on his beautifully shaped lips, which actually added a bit of sickly beauty.
He hugged her tighter and said aggrievedly, "Yu Che, it's all your fault. We were originally reconciled..."
"Hehe, stop complaining here." Yu Che remained unmoved. He gathered a ball of lightning and slammed it towards Chu Yanxing's back.
Chu Yanxing's body trembled, and cold sweat instantly soaked his clothes. After the attack ended, he suppressed a few coughs, and blood splattered on Yu Che's shoulder like red plum blossoms.
His eyes were red as he said stubbornly, "Whether I'm Chu Yanxing or Lin Xingyan, we get along very well, don't we?"
Yu Che still found the whole thing incredibly strange and asked coldly, "You said you were Lin Xingyan, right?"
Chu Yanxing said, "We first met on a rainy night. After that, I transferred to K City No. 1 Middle School. This bracelet was a gift you gave me after I took a month off..."
"With your ability, how could you not find out all this?" Yu Che interrupted harshly, trying to struggle with his hands again.
Seeing Yu Che's insistence, Chu Yanxing suddenly blurted out, "What about you helping me with the antidote? We're just the two of us in this room."
The atmosphere suddenly became dead silent.
"No, you can't be Lin Xingyan...you lunatic!" Yu Che pushed Chu Yanxing as if he didn't hear it, gritting his teeth.
"That's right! I'm a lunatic, a psychopath!" Chu Yanxing suddenly became emotional, let go of Yu Che, and said violently:
"But you were the one who provoked me first. You saved me on a rainy night, and you were the one who got me out of trouble!"
He confronted Yu Che face to face, his tone suddenly softening, a hint of madness in his pleading eyes: "Yu Che...can't you just keep being kind?"
Chu Yanxing's breathing became more and more rapid, and the fanaticism in his eyes became more and more intense. In a flash, he suddenly rushed forward, held Yu Che's face, and kissed him desperately.
This kiss perfectly expressed his emotions at the moment, crazy and desperate. The smell of blood left over from the injury was transmitted to Yu Che's tongue.
It was very similar to the hysterical kiss before Lin Xingyan revealed her gender.
In fact, the moment Chu Yanxing mentioned the "antidote", Yu Che had already believed it 80% in his heart, but the truth was too shocking, so he had to resist.
The humiliation of being deceived repeatedly surged in Yu Che's heart. Unable to push the other party away, his brain got hot and he bit Chu Yanxing's lower lip hard.
Chu Yanxing remained indifferent, sucking even harder, as if he would not be satisfied until he had swallowed the tongue that belonged to him into his stomach. This continued until Yu Che's mouth went numb and a small drop of glistening liquid dripped down his chin.
Yu Che grumbled and slapped him hard again. Chu Yanxing's eyes flashed. Knowing that the oxygen in the other person's lungs had been sucked dry, he pinched Yu Che's chin and stepped back.
Chu Yan's lips were slightly red and swollen, and the teeth marks on his lower lip were obvious and still bleeding. He raised his hand and wiped it with the back of his hand, leaving a red mark at the corner of his mouth.
"You still don't believe that I am Lin Xingyan, right..." He said to himself, smiled sadly, and pointed his fingers quickly at Yu Che.
In an instant, Yu Che's entire body collapsed and he fell on top of the culprit.
Before he could react, his center of gravity suddenly shifted. Chu Yanxing picked up Yu Che, walked to the office chair, and put Yu Che down.
Yu Che's eyes were blazing with fire. The last thing he could see was a tie approaching his eyes, and then everything in front of him became dark.
There was only the sound of a door closing. After more than ten minutes, when Yu Che was about to think that Chu Yanxing was going to leave him here to fend for himself, he heard the sound of a door being closed.
The footsteps were also light. Chu Yanxing loosened his tie and smiled brightly at Yu Che.
He transformed back into his androgynous form, but his slightly curly, medium-length hair had grown out and was casually tied into a high ponytail. He was wearing women's clothing.
The black T-shirt was a bit tight, revealing a well-defined waist. Her legs under the pleated skirt were straight and slender, so white that they were dazzling.
Chu Yanxing raised one leg, and his knee occupied the gap between Yu Che's legs on the chair seat. He supported himself with his hands on the armrests, tilted his head slightly, and showed a hint of innocence in his eyes.
"Now, do you believe it?"
Yu Che's entire body was shrouded in Chu Yanxing's shadow, his pupils trembling. He glanced at the open cloakroom and found it was indeed empty.
The person in front of him, from appearance to expression, was exactly the same as the Lin Xingyan in his memory.
He stared blankly, not knowing how to react.
Chu Yanxing suddenly smiled cunningly and shook the "lost and found" bracelet on his wrist.
Seeing Yu Che come back to his senses, he leaned down and whispered something in Yu Che's ear, accompanied by a warm breath:
"I owed you one before, why don't I pay it back now."
After saying that, Chu Yanxing stared at Yu Che with an evil look in his eyes and teased him dishonestly with his hands. Yu Che shuddered and wanted to push him away, only to realize that the seal had not been lifted yet.
His eyes were red, and he didn't know if it was anger or lust, or both, but he squeezed out the words from between his teeth: "You...pervert!"
He held it in for a long time before uttering this harmless curse. Chu Yanxing couldn't help laughing and accepted it calmly.
When Yu Che was dizzy, Chu Yanxing picked him up and carried him to the desk, kicked the wheelchair away, his eyes filled with lust.
Chu Yanxing's behavior was frivolous and aggressive, as if he wanted to tear Yu Che apart. At the same time, he kept calling out in a hoarse voice:
“Yu Che… Yu Che… Yu Che…”
His tone was pious and cherishing, as if he was begging for mercy. The separation between the two made Yu Che, who was already on the verge of falling apart, miserable.
Yu Che felt his paranoia, his resentment, his fear, and his madness. All these passionate emotions turned into a surging ocean.
He was a small boat in the sea, unable to struggle and could only be torn apart by the raging waves.
A drop of hot liquid, different from sweat, dripped onto Yu Che's face. He half-closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembled, and he finally fainted.
…
Warm sunlight streamed in from the window. Yu Che slowly awoke, then froze in shock. He found himself in his university dorm.
Yu Che's breathing stagnated, and he sat up suddenly and looked around.
The dormitory was quiet and ordinary, as if all the thrilling things that had happened before were just an absurd nightmare.
A sense of relief washed over him, as if he had survived a catastrophe. Yu Che rubbed his still swollen forehead to dispel the last of the drowsiness.
However, when he was completely awake, the kiss filled with the smell of blood and despair, as well as the final entanglement that almost drowned him became particularly clear, and Yu Che's face suddenly became gloomy.
What did Chu Yanxing think of him?
A toy that comes and goes at will?
Yu Che's teeth were chattering, and his eyes were filled with unprecedented resentment.
From then on, Yu Che attended classes on time and studied hard. Even during holidays, he would go to the library and stay there for the whole day.
One evening, Yu Che came out of the library and was about to go back to the dormitory when a figure suddenly emerged from the shade of a tree and blocked his way.
Qiu Mowan asked, "Yu Che, have you seen Xing Yan recently?"
Yu Che paused and raised his head. His eyes looked somewhat gloomy in the dim afterglow. His voice was icy: "How should I know?"
"You, what's wrong with you? It seems like you've changed a lot." Qiu Mowan was startled by the coldness in Yu Che's eyes.
Yu Che didn't answer his question. Instead, a playful smile appeared on his lips: "Do you like Lin Xingyan?"
"So what!" Qiu Mowan's face suddenly turned red, but when he saw Yu Che's slightly disdainful expression, a sense of toughness surged up in him.
Looking at Qiu Mowan's newly-fallen-in-love look, Yu Che lowered his head and laughed silently. His laughter became louder and louder, and he even laughed until tears came out.
He raised his hand to wipe away the moisture from the corners of his eyes, looked at Qiu Mowan with pity, and said word by word: "You can't be with her."
"What are you laughing at? Don't be so proud!" Qiu Mowan thought Yu Che was provoking her and was furious.
Yu Che suddenly stopped smiling and stared into Qiu Mowan's eyes: "What do you like about her?"
When mentioning Lin Xingyan, Qiu Mowan's eyes lit up and he became intoxicated:
"Xingyan is kind, brave, sincere, and elegant, and...she is so beautiful, like a fairy."
“Heh…” Yu Che sneered, interrupting his reverie. “Kind? Brave? Sincere? Elegant?”
He repeated these words, feeling increasingly absurd and ridiculous: "It's all fucking fake."
"I won't let you talk about her like that!"
Yu Che's inexplicable reaction made Qiu Mowan's anger rise steadily, and he was about to punch Yu Che.
Yu Che's eyes flashed, and he easily grabbed Qiu Mowan's wrist.
How naive and foolish. Yu Che felt a mixture of sarcasm and a sense of pity.
Lin Xingyan is a man of grave sins, and it's like a joke that so many people are surrounding him.
He suddenly laughed. He had only intended to shatter Qiu Mowan's illusions and make him give up. But as soon as he said this, it seemed to trigger a long-suppressed switch deep within his heart:
"I did it with Lin Xingyan."
Yu Che's voice was not loud, but it was like a thunderclap, ringing in Qiu Mowan's ears, "He said he likes me very much."
After saying this, Yu Che felt an indescribable shudder, a touch of shame, but more of a twisted pleasure.
Looking at Qiu Mowan's pale face and unbelievable eyes, it was like a knife stabbing into his dying heart, stirring it, bleeding and feeling relieved at the same time.
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The author has something to say: I’m not lazy… I’m just stuck in a language that’s breaking down… [covering my face with laughter and tears]
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