Chapter 90: In Su Mengwan's Apartment
There was a trace of struggle and hesitation in Lin Sinan's eyes. He lowered his head and said to Su Mengwan: Wan'er, calm down. You don't know me well enough. I don't want you to ruin your life's happiness because of repaying a favor.
Su Mengwan widened her eyes, tears welling up in her eyes, and she said in a trembling voice, "Brother Lin, when I was in the most difficult, confused, and desperate time, you extended a helping hand. My feelings for you are not as simple as repaying a favor.
I know you are kind, honest, and responsible. Every action and every word you take is deeply engraved in my heart. How could I not understand you?
Lin Sinan sighed softly, raised his hand to touch Su Mengwan's hair, but stopped in mid-air: "Wan'er, I know your feelings, but feelings are not impulsive.
You are still young and there are many beautiful possibilities. You cannot easily decide your life out of gratitude.
You should go out and see the wider world and meet more people. Then you may find how immature your current ideas are. "
Su Mengwan bit her lip and said stubbornly: "Brother Lin, I don't care. I just know that my heart has been given to you. I don't want to see the outside world, nor do I want to meet other people. In my heart, no one can compare to you."
Brother Lin, I have always known in my heart that you may have a wife, a family, and a career. That is your complete world.
But none of this matters to me, because I don't care.
Yes, I don't care, I really don't care. I won't ask you for any status, I won't force you to give me a so-called status, I don't want to add any burden or trouble to you, and I won't let others know about this special relationship between us.
Whenever you feel tired, come and sit here.
I will carefully arrange a quiet corner for you, so that you can temporarily escape from the hustle and bustle of the outside world;
I will prepare your favorite snacks and let the sweet taste soothe your fatigue;
I will stay by your side quietly, listen to your troubles and sorrows, and give you the warmest comfort and support.
I will always be a harbor where you can rest, a place where you can let go of all your defenses and disguises.
Lin Sinan listened to Su Mengwan's affectionate confession and a complicated expression appeared on his face.
His brows were furrowed, and his eyes showed a mixture of emotion, guilt, and struggle.
His lips trembled slightly, his face full of helplessness and worry: "Wan'er, you are being too picky.
I can't just watch you make mistakes. When you experience more in the future, you will understand how naive your thoughts today are.
I am older than you and have seen more people and things than you. I know what true feelings are and what are momentary impulses.
You are just overwhelmed by gratitude and dependence now."
Su Mengwan burst into tears: "Brother Lin, don't you have any feelings for me? Even a little bit?"
Lin Sinan was silent for a moment, then slowly said, "Wan'er, I have feelings for you, but that's not the love you want. I can't mislead you, and I can't let you lose the chance to pursue true happiness because of me."
After hearing what Lin Sinan said, Su Mengwan's body trembled slightly. She wiped the tears from her face with her hand and said coquettishly: I am pursuing my own happiness now.
After saying that, she held Lin Sinan tightly with both hands, as if she wanted to rub herself into Lin Sinan's body and make them become one.
Her arms were tightly wrapped around his waist, with such force that it seemed as if she was using all her strength.
Her head was buried deep in his chest, her eyes were charming and her breath was as sweet as orchid.
Her cascading black hair fell a little messily on her shoulders, with a few strands of hair sticking to her flushed cheeks, adding a bit of charm.
Her breathing was rapid and disordered, and her warm breath penetrated his clothes, stirring his heartstrings.
Lin Sinan felt the heat coming from the body under the thin bathrobe.
Sniffing the faint fragrance of her soft body.
The fragrance is like flowers blooming in spring, fresh and charming.
There was also a hint of sweet temptation that made his heart tremble.
His body tensed up instantly. His mind told him that he should push her away, but there was a voice in his heart struggling and preventing him from moving.
Su Mengwan's breathing became more and more rapid, and every breath was filled with deep desire and unspeakable pain.
Her delicate facial features were particularly vivid because of excitement at this moment, and crystal tears hung on her slightly curled eyelashes, like dewdrops on flower petals in the morning.
Her cherry lips were slightly open, and the hot breath she exhaled made the air around her ambiguous.
Her body trembled slightly, like a small animal seeking warmth in the cold winter, longing for his arms to give her endless comfort and shelter.
Her fingers clutched the shirt at the back of his head tightly, as if he would disappear if she let go.
Lin Sinan's hands were suspended in the air, he wanted to hug her but didn't dare to let go.
He could clearly feel her heartbeat, the rapid rhythm like a drumbeat, beating against his rational defenses. His throat was dry, and he swallowed, trying to stay awake.
His eyes inadvertently fell on her fair neck, and the graceful lines made him dazed for a moment.
His breathing also became heavy, and every breath seemed like a struggle with the desire in his heart.
As if she heard Lin Sinan's heavy breathing, Su Mengwan bit her lower lip, as if she had made an important decision.
She tilted her head back slightly and bit the button of Lin Sinan's shirt with her teeth. With a little force, the button fell off.
She stretched out her pink tongue and gently licked Lin Sinan's chest. The delicate touch seemed to carry a trace of electric current, which instantly spread throughout Lin Sinan's body, making him gasp involuntarily.
"Mengwan, don't do this." Lin Sinan's voice was trembling and suppressed, but Su Mengwan seemed not to hear it, and her flexible little tongue kept licking.
Lin Sinan took a deep breath and tried to calm himself down. He gently held Su Mengwan's arms.
He wanted to pull her away, but she stubbornly refused to let go. "Mengwan, listen to me, we can't do this." His voice was filled with helplessness and pain, and his breathing became more rapid.
Su Mengwan raised her head, her eyes full of pleading: "Brother Lin, let me do something for you." Her voice was panting, and her red and swollen eyes made people feel distressed.
Lin Sinan felt a pang of pain in his heart as he looked at her pitiful appearance. He turned his head away, not daring to meet her gaze. "Wan'er, I have my responsibilities. I cannot let my family down."
Lin Sinan's chest was heaving violently, and he was breathing heavily, as if he had just experienced a fierce inner struggle.
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