Chapter 247 Bathroom and Su Mengwan
He could feel his face getting slightly hot.
The heat is like a small flame licking your face.
Starting from the cheeks,
Gradually spread to the ears,
Then the whole neck.
His body also became a little stiff,
As if cast under a spell,
Every muscle seemed to have lost its original flexibility.
Uncontrollably tense.
He was struggling inside.
It's like two powerful forces are engaged in a fierce tug-of-war.
He was struggling inside.
On the one hand, he has his own bottom line and the philosophy he has always adhered to.
On the other hand, there is the visual impact brought by the charming Su Mengwan in front of him.
This impact is like a surging tide,
Wave after wave of attacks hit his inner defenses.
Trying to break down that strong fortress.
Lin Sinan thought,
If I get up and leave at this time,
It might make Su Mengwan feel embarrassed,
After all, this was a very sudden situation.
But I continued to pretend to sleep.
He felt as if he was going through a torment in his heart.
His fingers unconsciously clenched slightly.
Trying to keep your body calm.
His breathing became a little rapid.
He tried hard to drive these distracting thoughts out of his mind.
But Su Mengwan's figure seemed to be engraved in his mind.
It just won't go away.
He kept reciting the Heart Purification Mantra in his heart.
Trying to calm myself down.
He thought of the various trials he had gone through in his practice.
He was able to overcome all the difficulties and obstacles he faced.
But today,
He felt like he was standing on the edge of a cliff.
If you are not careful, you may fall into the abyss of desire.
There were beads of sweat on his forehead.
The beads of sweat slid down his cheeks.
Like traces of his inner struggle.
Lin Sinan knew,
My own practice emphasizes a pure heart and few desires.
Stay away from worldly temptations.
But now,
Su Mengwan appeared before him like an irresistible temptation.
He kept asking himself:
"What should I do? How should I face this situation?"
His mind seemed to be caught in a fierce war,
On the one hand, it was out of respect for Su Mengwan and the goodwill of not wanting to embarrass her.
The other side is the principles of practice that one adheres to.
He tried to regulate his breathing.
Let your heartbeat return to normal.
He took a deep breath.
Then exhale slowly,
Just like when he was meditating and practicing.
However, he still couldn't get rid of the image of Su Mengwan in his mind.
He could hear his own heartbeat echoing in his ears.
Every beat seemed to remind him of his current situation.
His body was still tense, not daring to relax at all.
Su Mengwan did not notice the turmoil in Lin Sinan's heart.
She went into the bathroom,
Turn on the faucet.
Warm water sprinkled from the shower head.
Hit her.
It was like countless gentle little hands caressing her.
She closed her eyes.
Enjoy this moment of comfort.
Her thoughts began to wander.
She thought of Lin Sinan.
She didn't know why she had such a special feeling for this man.
Maybe it's his calmness.
Maybe it's his kindness.
She said to herself silently in her heart:
"Su Mengwan,
You can't be moved so easily.
You don’t know what he’s thinking.”
Lin Sinan continued to pretend to sleep on the sofa.
His heart was like a raging sea.
I couldn't calm down for a long time.
His eyes were closed.
But his ears were keenly listening to the movements in the bathroom.
He heard the sound of running water.
I heard Su Mengwan's light breathing.
These sounds were infinitely amplified in his ears.
His heart was full of contradictions.
He didn't know how to face Su Mengwan.
I don’t even know how to deal with the emotions in my heart.
over time,
Lin Sinan gradually calmed down from his initial panic.
He still had his eyes closed.
But his thoughts began to slowly shift away from Su Mengwan's figure.
He began to think about his own path of spiritual practice.
Think about your future direction.
He knew,
You can't give up your pursuit just because of some special accidents.
He must stick to his beliefs.
No matter what temptation you face.
However,
Although his mind kept reminding him,
Deep in his heart, there was still a trace of curiosity and concern for Su Mengwan.
He didn't know how this feeling would develop in the future.
I don't know if I can really suppress it.
He only knew that
At this moment, he had to pretend to be asleep.
I have to wait for Su Mengwan to come out of the bathroom.
Then confront her like nothing happened.
Su Mengwan is in the bathroom.
Enjoy the comfort brought by hot water.
She picked up the shower gel.
Squeeze some into your palm.
Then apply it on your body.
Her hands slid gently over her body.
The foam spread across her skin.
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