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"After the twins died, they looked for me countless times, wanting me to go back. I knew that was because they were no longer old enough to adopt a more obedient child and raise him personally, so they hoped that I could... hoped that I could forgive them, and then..."
Nan Ke seemed unable to continue.
Xing Chen sat down beside her, not caring about anything else. He just wanted to hug her gently and comfort her softly: "You were right not to agree to them."
After a pause, Xing Chen asked, "But why did you go back today?"
"Because of the Mid-Autumn Festival." Nan Ke was silent for a moment, then said, "They held a family banquet and invited countless relatives and friends. They need me to be there to help them liven up the occasion."
Nan Ke sighed, then laughed at himself: "At least that's what they said."
"I really shouldn't have had any illusions about them. Susu tried to persuade me, but she didn't go. Yet, I went back."
Nan Ke's tone made Xing Chen feel extremely distressed.
"The child's matter has gone through so many twists and turns, and it's caused such a big stir that they have lost face in the eyes of their friends and partners. They need me to eliminate those eyes that look down on them and watch them make a fuss."
Xing Chen gently patted Nan Ke's arm to calm her unstable emotions.
"I don't know who leaked it, but their original plan was to send me abroad and have no further contact with me. When their children grew up safely, they would only hear that they seemed to have a sister but had never met her. As for the others, perhaps they were too busy to remember my existence at all."
Nan Ke had never told anyone about this, but now that he had opened the conversation, he couldn't stop.
"They were originally worried about me not going abroad, but now it seems to be a selfish thing."
Xing Chen felt Nan Ke looking up at him, and gently touched the top of her head with his chin.
"It's their fault, you did nothing wrong."
"I know."
Nan Ke did not push him away, but instead chose to hug his waist tightly.
Xing Chen's heartbeat immediately accelerated. He suspected that Nan Ke didn't realize what he was doing at all.
Can't remind her.
Even if it was only for a short time, he still wanted to feel the hug.
"It's just that being backstabbed by a loved one doesn't feel good."
Xing Chen was silent for a moment, then replied, "I understand."
Normally, he would not want to talk about his life experience, open his scars with his own hands, and let the blood flow again, but now it is different.
If his experience could bring some comfort to Nan Ke, he would be happy to do so.
He talked about his grandfather, who was once the person he trusted most in the world.
Talking about her mother, about whom she had no impression at all, she realized that she was once an indispensable presence in her life.
But if the starting point was love, why did it only bring him harm?
Xing Chen felt something warm and wet on his chest.
This was the second time she cried tonight.
Maybe more than that.
Xing Chen didn't look at her face, but spoke softly.
“If a place or a person always makes you cry, don’t go back and don’t look at them again.”
He felt Nan Ke nodding gently in his arms.
Xing Chen's heart had never been so satisfied.
They met each other because of fate.
He thought, of course they should be together, no one in the world would understand each other better than them and no one else could empathize with each other more than them.
But that's just one of the reasons.
Just holding Nan Ke quietly and gently, he could even see what they would look like in the future.
I will definitely be happy, there is no other possibility.
He said, "Stay with me."
These six words came out so naturally, and Xing Chen didn't even feel panicked after saying them.
He was in a very peaceful mood.
He realized that he had already made up his mind, and it didn't matter even if Nan Ke still refused.
Open your heart and let her see it.
Let her know your love until the day she is willing to accept you.
In the past, Xing Chen always worried that Nan Ke would fall in love with someone else easily. Now Xing Chen understands that with her conditions, she has the capital to be promiscuous, but she will not do that.
She is afraid of love and doesn't believe in love, so she always stays away from love.
In her opinion, other people's frivolous love has no credibility at all. Only her own love is worthy of her, and she is the one who understands her best.
Nan Ke gently broke free from Xing Chen's arms and stared at him with red eyes.
Xing Chen looked at her frankly, hoping that she could see his sincerity and believe in the love he wanted to give.
"Maybe now isn't the right time to bring this up. I'm not trying to take advantage of you. Before, I didn't understand your past and had no confidence in myself. But now, I understand why you're willing to help me. Don't you think our experiences are similar, and you want me to be better because you're thinking about yourself?"
"I hope you're well, too."
Xing Chen looked into her eyes.
"I will treat you well. I will treat you well for the rest of my life. I will do my best to make you the happiest person in the world. I won't change. After being together for so long, you should know that I'm different from others. I will definitely do what I say."
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"She said she missed me."
Xing Chen smiled and said, "After I confessed to her again, she sat there blankly like a little rabbit. I waited for a long time before she opened her mouth and said she missed me."
Mo Ge stopped writing and turned his head to look at Xing Chen.
"And then? You two are together?"
Mogo is very curious about the relationship between Xing Chen and Nan Ke.
But even if Xing Chen told him, there were many parts that could not be explained in detail. For example, in this paragraph, the part about the two people in Nan Ke's family had to be left out.
But Mogo still listened with great interest.
He knew that Xing Chen hadn't told him some things, but that didn't stop him from admiring their beautiful love.
At the beginning, Mogo only thought that Xing Chen was lucky, but now he thinks that Nan Ke is not bad either.
The two of them are simply a perfect match. God brought them together and they should not be separated for any unimportant reason.
He doesn't allow it.
no way.
"How is it possible..."
Xing Chen smiled helplessly.
"At that time, I hadn't taken the college entrance exam yet and was still a high school student. Nan Ke sponsored me in the hope that I could get into a good university and do what I wanted. How could they tolerate me breaking the rules?"
Mogo has put away his painting tools.
"So when did you two get together?"
Xing Chen was silent for a while, then said, "That happened after I got into university."
After bringing Nan Ke back from that villa area and expressing his feelings to her again, Nan Ke's attitude was not as firm as before.
She said that during the time when they didn't see each other much, she missed him when she couldn't see him anymore.
Only then did she realize that she was not as determined as she thought.
But she still thinks the two of them shouldn't be together.
At least not at that time.
"I don't want to continue this cold war with you. I feel like the days before will affect your normal life, so I also want to have a good talk with you."
Nan Ke has always been a frank person and doesn't like to beat around the bush when speaking.
She said if she likes it, ... and if she doesn’t like it, she definitely doesn’t like it.
Xing Chen was still immersed in her words about missing him at that time, and his brain was not working very well.
I heard her say again: "Before your exam is over, I will try my best to sort out my thoughts. I can't save you and hurt you at the same time, so I promise you that I will treat you seriously as always."
Xing Chen didn't know what "seriousness" meant, so he asked Nan Ke.
"After the college entrance examination, I will give you an answer, provided that you still want to be with me at that time."
Nan Ke said: "That answer may be what you want, or it may be what you don't want. We still have time to think about it carefully."
She considered everything: "Before you take the college entrance examination, I will not be with anyone else. I also hope that our relationship will stop here for the time being. Everything else will be decided after you finish the exam."
Xing Chen felt a certain degree of loss.
He felt that what Nan Ke said was too official. She seemed so emotional that night, but why did she become so rational when talking about things related to him?
But reason reminded him that such a result was actually very good.
Nan Ke is willing to consider him and carefully consider their future, isn't she?
She also took the initiative to say that she would miss him when she couldn't see him.
This is definitely a good thing.
Xing Chen agreed.
Originally, he would agree to whatever Nan Ke said.
In fact, if Nan Ke had told him to get lost and said she never wanted to see him again, Xing Chen would have agreed, but he would have just secretly watched her in a corner where she couldn't see him.
"Xing Chen, I hope you understand clearly that my original purpose in supporting you wasn't to find a playmate because you were so pretty. Our future depends on yours. In other words, if you fail the exam and can't even get into university, no matter whether I have feelings for you at that time, I won't consider you anymore."
Nan Ke said: "I won't be with losers."
Xing Chen agreed without hesitation.
He would not allow Nan Ke to be with a loser.
Even if that person is yourself.
If he was a complete loser, he would have immediately gotten out of here without Nan Ke saying anything.
I will not tolerate myself appearing in front of Nan Ke and dirtying her eyes.
Mogo smiled and said, "You didn't disappoint her."
After thinking for a moment, he added, "Sister Nan Ke didn't disappoint you either."
He said: "It's great that you two are both so outstanding and have such a stable relationship. I'm really envious."
Xing Chen thought of every word Nan Ke said to him before she left, and the smile on his lips faded more and more.
Yes, it’s such a good thing.
So where does the problem lie?
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