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"You're so smart, you must know that this situation is not conducive to the development of a relationship, right?"
Nan Ke paused and continued, "I don't always think the worst of things, but I also don't want you to say hurtful words to me when we have a fight one day."
Xing Chen lowered his head and took a deep breath. "I understand." He said, "I will seriously consider it."
The two of them slept in each other's arms that night. The weather was very good the next day. Xing Chen got up first and stood in front of the window for a long time, feeling calm inside.
He always knew what kind of person Nan Ke was, and he also knew that Nan Ke wanted him to do what he wanted to do.
Perhaps only if he stayed true to himself would Nan Ke continue to stay with him, he thought.
When Nan Ke got up, Xing Chen had already left.
He prepared breakfast and left a message asking Nan Ke to get up and eat.
Nan Ke took a photo of an empty plate while yawning and sent it to him. Xing Chen replied immediately, but there was no text, just a playful expression.
After exiting their chat interface, Nan Ke caught a glimpse of Quan Xiu's name.
She blinked, feeling a little guilty.
It might be best to end it like this, even if the other party will hate her... Nan Ke thought, that's what she deserved, so she didn't dwell on it anymore.
She didn't expect to see Quan Xiu half an hour later.
After getting into the other person's car, Nan Ke glanced at Yan Xuan who was walking away automatically and sighed softly.
The look Yan Xuan gave her just now was filled with unspeakable embarrassment.
"Didn't I tell you that you don't have to apologize to me in person?"
Seeing that Quan Xiu didn't say anything and seemed to be just wasting time, Nan Ke simply pretended to be stupid and spoke first to create a way out between the two of them.
Quan Xiu's eyes were dim. I don't know if it was an illusion. It has been such a long time since I last saw him, but his chin seemed a little sharper.
"I know you and your boyfriend..."
Quan Xiu paused and said, "He's the one who keeps pestering you. You don't like him that much at all. I can also feel that you have feelings for me. Why did you suddenly become like this?"
He looks very sad.
Nan Ke was silent for a while, then smiled. "You know? How did you know? When it comes to relationships, isn't it true that only the person involved knows best?"
“I like him very much,” she said.
"You are lying." Quan Xiu frowned and looked in Nan Ke's direction, as if he could capture her specific location, but his eyes were still not as focused as those of ordinary people.
"If you like him so much, then what about our previous interactions?"
"Consider me being distracted and you... a beauty that is too good to be true?"
Nan Ke took a deep breath and said, "It's my fault. I didn't tell you clearly at the beginning that I had a boyfriend. It's not that I forgot. At that time, I really thought you were very good, but now, my boyfriend is the most important to me. It's all my fault that you misunderstood."
In fact, Nan Ke was not sure whether this was a misunderstanding.
But regardless of whether it was her fault or not, there is no doubt that it was her fault.
If she had not given off the signal that she was willing to be ambiguous with him from the beginning to the end, at least Quan Xiu would not be like this now.
"Even if you still like him, there must be something wrong between you, so you are treating me like that..."
"It's because I have a bad character." Nan Ke interrupted him and continued, "Anyway, this is all my fault. It has nothing to do with you or my boyfriend."
Quan Xiu clenched his fists, his eyes red and he didn't speak for a long time.
Nan Ke sighed softly.
She thought it was indeed her fault that her farewell to Quan Xiu was so undignified.
It seems that we will never be able to be friends in the future, and it’s good not to be enemies.
"Is it because of my own reasons?"
Quan Xiu said this out of the blue, leaving Nan Ke confused.
"What?"
"Is it because of my eyes?"
Nan Ke felt distressed when she saw Quan Xiu looking so sad that he was about to cry.
"You think too much. This has nothing to do with it."
"What else could possibly make you suddenly change your mind?"
However, Quan Xiu didn't listen to Nan Ke's words at all, thinking she was quibbling.
In his opinion, once a relationship is broken, it cannot be repaired in a short period of time.
Since Nan Ke clearly had feelings for him from the beginning, and she herself has now admitted it...
So the sudden change in attitude is nothing more than that she has become more clear-headed and has begun to dislike him.
Could it be that she really suddenly realized how much she loves her boyfriend?
They have been together for four years. If their relationship is as stable as before, I would not be able to get involved from the beginning.
Since Nan Ke didn't refuse at the beginning, it definitely couldn't be because of that man that she suddenly refused now.
Quan Xiu suddenly thought, could there be some other conflict of interest that he was unaware of? Because of that, Nan Ke couldn't leave that person, so she used the lame excuse of "love".
But he felt that his eyes were largely responsible.
This was the part he was most worried about from the beginning.
Everyone was laughing at his joke.
Maybe Nan Ke is now waking up from a dream and thinking about the intersection of their previous lives.
It goes without saying that those who talk about them will say very nasty things after they find out about their involvement.
There is no way Nan Ke doesn't care about this.
"I came to see you today, there is one more thing... I want to tell you."
Nan Ke pursed her lips and spoke softly, "You say."
"My brother used his connections to get me to Germany for eye treatment. After the doctor there understood my condition, he said recovery was possible."
"That's great." Nan Ke was genuinely happy for Quan Xiu. "I told you, your eyes can definitely be cured."
"Would you like to...come with me?"
Nan Ke was stunned. "Where to?" She frowned and reacted, "Germany?"
Quan Xiu nodded gently and said, "I know that I am not worthy of you in my current situation. If I stay in China, people will indeed talk about me, but it will be different if I go abroad. You can continue to paint. When I heal my eyes, we can plan our future together. When you want to..."
"etc……"
The more Nan Ke listened, the more he felt something was wrong. Didn't he understand anything he said today?
Quan Xiu has his own unique understanding of everything he heard today.
"It's impossible for me to go abroad with you, but if you need help, I have a classmate working in Germany who can help you get in touch."
Quan Xiu didn't speak for a long time.
After a long time, he asked Nan Ke: "Why?"
Nan Ke sighed, "Because I love my boyfriend very much."
She didn't want to mention the past that Xing Chen didn't want to mention, but she felt that if Quan Xiu knew that Xing Chen had nothing when they met, he might be more willing to believe that the feelings between them were real.
Nan Ke was silent for a moment, then spoke softly, "You might not believe this, but I just confirmed this as well."
She laughed helplessly, "I'm just too stupid, and my reaction time is too slow. We've been together for so long, and others said I agreed to be with him because I was half-hearted. I didn't understand it myself until recently, when I was sure that I agreed to be with him because I really liked him."
As soon as Nan Ke finished speaking, he saw Quan Xiu's tears dripping from his chin to the back of his hand.
She was silent for a moment, then hardened her heart and said, "Quan Xiu, I wish you all the best. You will definitely be able to cure your eyes, and you will definitely meet someone who likes you very much."
Nan Ke paused and said, "Let's not meet again. Ask Yan Xuan to block my contact information."
Quan Xiu cried silently without saying a word. Nan Ke closed her eyes and patted his shoulder gently, "I'm leaving first."
-
"Senior, are you in a good mood today?"
Xing Chen did not refute, glanced at Mo Ge, and said to him: "I see you are in a good mood."
Mogo smiled and said, "It's all thanks to you and Sister Nan Ke."
Xing Chen asked him, "Did you have a good chat about publishing?"
"It went pretty smoothly."
Mogo pursed his lips, and stammered a little more than before, "Sister Su Shuo... must have said a lot of good things for me in the middle. I can feel it. Senior... you tell me... should I..."
"don't want."
Xing Chen interrupted him before he could finish.
"I haven't said what I'm going to do yet."
"Nothing."
Xing Chen curled his lips. "Although Su Shuo is Nan Ke's best friend, you and I are also friends now. I still have to advise you to spend less time with her, and don't think that she treats you differently from others. It's impossible."
"...I just think it's not appropriate to not even say thank you."
"Nannan will take care of it. I won't comment on Su Shuo's love life, but as a friend and colleague, she's pretty good. She won't hold it against you. Nannan asked her to help you, and she would do her best, regardless of whether the person is you or not. That's because they have a good relationship, not because of you. You have to understand this."
Mogo blinked and said, "I see."
Xing Chen pinched Mo Ge's shoulder and said to him, "You haven't entered society yet, and you don't know much about people. Don't be deceived."
Mogo laughed, and after a while, he sighed.
"We've already slept together. I'm not new to her anymore. I don't want to think about it anymore."
Xing Chen didn't know how Mo Ge's feelings for Su Shuo should be classified. It would be best if it wasn't love. If it was, even just a little bit, he would be in trouble.
So Xing Chen didn't say much.
His phone vibrated, and he picked it up to see that an unfamiliar account had requested to add him as a friend.
Xing Chen frowned slightly. The avatar of that account was... a painting drawn by Nan Ke.
It was a painting he had seen in the studio.
It's that person.
Xing Chen's breathing stagnated. Mo Ge noticed that his expression was not right and called him twice.
"Senior, why do you look so unhappy all of a sudden? Are you feeling unwell?"
“…My stomach hurts.”
Xing Chen said, "It's okay, I'll just take it easy for a bit."
I did have a stomachache because I was angry.
Xing Chen thought for a moment and accepted the other party's friend request.
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