Yang Sisi seemed to recall that scene again, so her expression was a bit chaotic and lacked logic. But that was probably what she really thought at the time. I dared not deny her anymore because I have never experienced that feeling of being on the verge of death.
A surge of resentment built up within Yang Sisi, and suddenly, as if losing control, she yelled at me, "I went through so much trouble to get to Dali... and you're making me eat your leftovers, and then you want me to go to Cao Xiaobei's place? What exactly do you mean by this...?"
Yang Sisi punched and kicked me. I was so guilty that I lost the ability to resist, and I just let her vent her anger... At that moment, I couldn't laugh at all.
...
Yang Sisi finally stopped, and then looked at me with a particularly hateful gaze... I really wanted to hug her, but I couldn't.
I sniffed and finally whispered, "I'm sorry... I didn't know you were coming. If you had told me in advance, I can't guarantee anything else, but I would have definitely prepared a New Year's Eve dinner with Argentine red shrimp for you."
“I wouldn’t have told you beforehand, otherwise how could I have seen such a callous and indifferent person like you… Michael, do you believe me? For the first time in my life, I feel utterly hopeless about you… It’s that kind of exhausting feeling… Do you understand that feeling?”
Looking at Yang Sisi, I felt a pang of sadness... How could I not understand this feeling!
That rainy night when Lu Jia left, this feeling was most profound... From then on, I forced myself to let go of Lu Jia little by little.
I threw away the cigarette in my hand and lit another one... I need to re-evaluate Yang Sisi. She seems carefree and doesn't care about anything, but she understands everything in her heart... Like most women, she can actually be patient and test things.
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"Michael, I've made up my mind... Rather than being with a man I can't win over even with my whole heart, I'd rather find someone who's truly good to me... So, I want to be Cao Xiaobei's girlfriend... You know what? The fireworks we just watched together were really beautiful!"
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